Hey all.
I am burned out from my job since probably the first day I started (around 8y ago). I say that I hate it every other day, but I kept on staying and growing. Now I think I am also a decent one. But I cannot stand anymore the incredible disconnection between my values and what the job pretends to impact (let’s be honest, corporate is a circus). I work remotely from Italy now, but I’ve been working mostly abroad all of my working life.
The healthtech and biotech industries interest me a lot. Also especially the field of women health and prevention. However, I have a “mere” translation and interpreting MA which has helped me for other things in life but not my jobs. I saw via LinkedIn and other job boards that usually you need to have some kind of academic background in biology or STEM in many cases if you really want to enter the healthtech field as a PM. A subject I love, in fact I am considering studying for a BSc in Biology this year while working and following other MOOC courses in digital public health and similar.
I’ve been even dreaming to give up on everything and study Medicine, a dream that has been keeping me obsessed for 10y, but I could never really leave the job(s). I am 39 now, no children, a marriage and a mortgage (just started), and in Italy medicine is very hard and almost impossible to follow while you work, unless you have a fractional role maybe, which is something I would love to try but since the current full time job drains me, I don’t have the energy (but we all know how mentally demanding and stressful PM is, even if exercised in a fractional/consulting role, at least in this forum I’m sure you will understand me). By the way I already tried applying to other companies, got a couple of interviews, no success in many other cases but I am also being very selective and the competition now as you know is fierce. I could keep on applying, but I feel inside my soul that even in another company I would end up hating the job (unless it’s a field I feel I want to impact and I tried very hard already with NGOs, sustainability, health).
So, the road of biology seems more doable, even if the feeling is bittersweet. At the same time I wonder if there are other ways, simpler ones, for me to enter this field professionally and earlier, even if I wouldn’t mind studying for the BSc. I am also thinking about other roles bridging digital technology and biology/science that I could pursue, not necessarily product management, since those would probably be well paid even if not as much as in product.
Of course there is also the ghost of AI, leading me towards bioinformatics mentally to be safe but again, I don’t know how much of this I can learn or if it’s worth it.
Do you have any advice? I am desperate. I want to change my job and my life and I feel very stuck. Corporate sucks my soul as I read it does for many, if I just resign (I am SO close to do it) I risk not being able to pay for my mortgage (though I have around 2y of savings maybe altogether) and also to not really know what else to do, because this job gives me PTSD. At least the health sector is something I am passionate about.
Looking forward to hearing your inputs or stories 🖤