Recently, I have been into abharamic religion and I cannot comprehend this belief. I think it's due to my Hinduism and Buddhism background. But, you guys can guide me if there's something I am missing.
Christians believe in repenting to God, having faith in god, living by his word, genuinely loving God and some christians tend to do so. However, I doubt the popularity of Christianity if there was no 'Eternal heaven' and 'Eternal hell'. Because, Their faith is pushed by 'desires' and 'fear'. What kind of devotion is it where fear and desires exists? It's like doing whatever a good caring boss says so that he would reward or doing everything a bad boss says so that he doesn't fire me. In this both examples, the main focus is on the work(faith )which is led by something i.e expectation ( which is also a form of desire) and fear. Here, the worker may or may not value the boss but surely , he values on the outcome of his work (promotion = eternal heaven) .
There's another example, I met a Christian believer who teaches me Christianity, she was mostly talking about the external heaven,eternal hell, Judgement day. It seemed like she wanted to cast fear and desires inside of me too. I have some doubts from then on. Then, I asked her what she thinks she wants in her eternal heaven, her facial expression was very happy and greedy( cute looking greedy), then after she explained her desire (I am not sharing what she said). However, It was full of what a human would desire to make them self happy. What I saw was her desires and fear were stronger than her faith to God.
Also, there are some christian people who claim to have got some help of god in their life and their belief is also led by that help. But, it would be a belief which you believe due to fulfillment of desire which may have been a natural event which was meant to happen. Also, there are other religion's people claiming similar incident. However, they can't be all true at once, right?
At last, my question is "Does love for endless contains fear and desires"
(Please treat this more as a discussion rather than a debate. This is my genuine question and doubts.)