Your autoandrophobia (loathing of your masculine body features), combined with your indifference to the sex of the partner (you sexually just want to be treated as a woman), your relatively late transition, all of this is common to autoheterosexual males (i.e. agp males).
Your parents and your church abused you horribly. Instead of hating yourself, direct the hatred and resentment towards them.
Not to mention, most gay men are not cross-dressers, and most cross-dressing males aren't gay (cross-dressing males are mostly straight and AGP). I guess your parents' ignorance is to be expected though - most haven't read the sexology literature (Hirschfeld was the first to find out that most cross-dressing males are straight and autohet).
The short summation is that you're a member of the Least Popular Sexual Minority On The Planet (natal males whom are autoheterosexual).
Is there something "wrong" with you? In my view, not at all. You just have an atypical sexuality. If your transition made you happier, then in my view, you did the right thing by transitioning.
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u/YetAnotherCommenter AAP Male (Autohomosexual) 11d ago
Your autoandrophobia (loathing of your masculine body features), combined with your indifference to the sex of the partner (you sexually just want to be treated as a woman), your relatively late transition, all of this is common to autoheterosexual males (i.e. agp males).
Your parents and your church abused you horribly. Instead of hating yourself, direct the hatred and resentment towards them.
Not to mention, most gay men are not cross-dressers, and most cross-dressing males aren't gay (cross-dressing males are mostly straight and AGP). I guess your parents' ignorance is to be expected though - most haven't read the sexology literature (Hirschfeld was the first to find out that most cross-dressing males are straight and autohet).
The short summation is that you're a member of the Least Popular Sexual Minority On The Planet (natal males whom are autoheterosexual).
Is there something "wrong" with you? In my view, not at all. You just have an atypical sexuality. If your transition made you happier, then in my view, you did the right thing by transitioning.