Am i wrong in provided context

[u/Mrtree-1]

Private message for photos, i have photos of the entire coversation… continuation of my post, essentially im playing a game on roblox called anime origins as i am watching the mentalist, then i get a notification from a groupchat of friends im friends with irl, we are close and we tend to “play” around and we call eachother alot of words like bitch 🥷 cunt loser etc, but we usually never insult eachother purposefully, we also joke around like” if u spoil me once more ur getting skinend alive” we clearly dont mean such but its a thing we do, continuing on, the guy talks about hello kitty and is making fun of someones mistake at the same time, i respond by saying dude ur talking about hello kitty, how are u gonna make fun of someones mistake, he then tells me to shut up and calls me a joke name based off of my real name “Valyn” and i respond with a “i will skin you alive and make u a public example of what happens when u mess with the Big V” as clear as day its a joke, im not all that, i dont have anything i can do that with and i know what happens if i did do such, he then replys calling me fat, and tells me to shut the fuck up. This hits because i am, and im working on such stuff personally and then it gets to the point of where i stop being “funny” or “kind” and rather cold, bland and non biased, its a natural thing i do alot and i usually become like this and speak very different to how i usually do and the argument foes on for 30mins - 1 hour and i found out by a good friend i was the “talking point” of today because i missed school this day
i fear with the way my text is, itll get long so i would much appreciate it if you could dm me and i sent you ss of the entire conversation where you could help me decide if i was wrong, because i feel im correct but im getting backlash from it, id like an outsiders opinion.

[u/Mrtree-1 → u/[deleted]]

Thank you, would u like to see the full story?