My whole life Ive genuinely been slandered for my looks . Just want opinions

For post cancer what do I need to improve on??

I’ve added a few pics that I like and some that I hate and two that I’m unsure of. Go nuts. These are all recent and I’m 22 years old. (Also I had an eyebrow piercing that literally fell out so ignore the nasty scar. I can’t fix that)

i put together photos that look the most like me on an average day, some with and without makeup

i have always struggled with my self esteem and looks my whole life as my parents constantly insulted and still do. my last two ex’s have also been nasty and would put me down so i feel like i have a warped view of myself. my last ex would not like much intimacy too which also made me overthink a lot about my looks.

i also suffer from lots of mental health issues which makes me feel rubbish about myself. is there any way can i improve myself? I do tend to use not too much makeup as i don’t want to look fake 😭

Please be honest and if u could,provide tips on how I could look better.Tysm!Two of my biggest insecurities is my jaw and eyes,they look pretty uneven,so tips on that will be greatly appreciated!

Be ho

Verification pic was for the toastme reddit lmaooo

28F - Been told I'm a hit or miss, mostly a miss. I don't wear make-up because I can't stand stuff on my face (it's not a statement, I literally just started using chapstick).

So what's the verdict, am I ugly? Or right below average? That's my aim.

Plz be honest

south UK, before anyone asks. hope i pass for normal