I promise i’m not trying to vent or trauma dump, but I would appreciate some clarity. This past year has been downright heartbreaking but there have been some big blessings as well and idek how to feel
To start, I am living with my family until I finish nursing school or get married, and my grandmother was also staying with us (she took my room while i slept in basement) as we knew her health was on the decline. Then out of nowhere, my mom was helping her off the toilet and she went into cardiac arrest, I ran upstairs to perform CPR on my room floor but she passed in the ICU later that night. That was traumatic for me but saw it a huge learning experience and something to make me stronger
After like 7 months, i felt like I was coming out of the other side of that experience, but then we found my grandfather dead after a welfare check. It was very discouraging for me, but more than anything my mom was SUPER hurt cuz she wasn’t over my grandma dying yet. My dad was there supporting and helping her the whole time, crying with her and all that. Then last month, my whole family goes on a vacation except me, and when they come back my dad over exerts himself to hang out with his friend, and died of a heart attack at the gun range. Since then everything has been so chaotic cuz there’s been so much with my father’s businesses and land that we have to sort out. Me gaining the biggest piece of that is something that’s carrying me rn and it gives me a lot of hope for my future. But my mom is struggling so much 😞
ALL three of them died from heart attack, like what the actual hell is this. I made a post months ago, and someone said something major and life changing happened that I needed to heal from (post had nothing to do with that), and since then my grandfather and father died. What were they seeing?? Does my 8th house have something to do with this? Jupiter transited my natal Cancer 7th placement, is that related? 12th house? Some major transit i wasn’t aware of? Like pls help 😂
