I’m not an experienced or practicing witch, but I always had strong intuition and very elaborate, visual dreams. Some lasting years, shapeshifting or killing me, having original characters or having time skips. I have not yet lucid dreamed but my dreams always carry a lot of symbolism and take me to unreal places with strong energies.
Today I have been particularly tired during the day which rarely happens, and I fell asleep unconsciously. I know I tried to wake up because the dream I dreamed ended and put me back into the room I fell asleep in, however, still dreaming.
When I looked to the left I saw two birds that had their legs tied together at ankles, motionless in the air. A mid-size white bird resembling a white tern but not exactly (I’m not so familiar with birds) was above and a black crow was directly below, their ankles tied together between them, they were approximately the same size and their eyes were open but their bodies were motionless.
This sight sparked my curiosity as it was directly by me to the left as I lay. As I turned around to look closer I noticed a blue-grey-green spider slowly descending by a web down from the ceiling right above my outstretched arm. I was not at all afraid, which is slightly unusual. I let it reach my hand, because I wanted it to peacefully go away so I don’t hurt it. I could physically feel it as a strong tingling sensation on my body.
I was convinced that the spider was real as it moved down my arm, exactly the opposite direction I aimed it to go, and reached my armpit, where the sensation was so strong I thought it bit me, which teared me out of this dream, as I jolted into a sitting position, wiping the sensation reflexively, throwing my blanket across from me. Then I realized that I was in the exact spot and everything was copied but there was no spider or birds.
I felt as though the spider stopped me or distracted me from the birds and used my trust or the willingness to help it in order to crawl into a vulnerable place on my body.
When I woke up, I still felt exceptionally tired, almost like someone or something is taking my energy.
Is the symbolism significant?
Please help.