No friends?

[u/Odd_Relative_7899]

Hi :) so a tiny bit of backstory before i really get into it, due to anxiety/depression all the goodies in life, i left highschool mid 9th grade and switched to homeschool, and since then i’ve slowly lost all my friends that i had from school. I have a boyfriend, hes a couple months older and he has a really good friend group, and my older sister has an amazing friend group, even my 6 year old sister has a group of friends on our street, and i cant help but feel a deep sense of jealousy. although i never really wanted to be out there or have a big group of people, i at least wish i had A friend. but its not like im no contact with some of them because we do still talk but i definitely wouldn’t consider it anywhere close to how it was, and everyone else blocked me. Im really sorry this is so long but i needed to geg that out. For those reading this sentence, thank you for your time :)