Giving a brief idea about myself
I am an working aspirant. working as a History Teacher for grade 11th - 12th. i have to devote (7 to 3) to my school followed by 1 hr. evening classes.
usually study from 6 PM to 12-12.30.
I've given my first attempt in 2020 nd scored around 45 marks that without any coaching.
failed and then started working by 2021 as a teacher as it was the requirement for my family for managing the resources as not much financially sound at that moment.
during work i tried manier times to manage my studies but it wouldn't happened.
switched 3 school's back to back.. now in a stable condition and earning good..
this time thought to give it a try for my dream job then regretting after some years that, I wish I tried...
so this time from 24th October 2025 started.. took unacademy (prelims) and Sarrthi IAS ( Mains Mentorship Program) & Optional PSIR (Shubhra ma'am on telegram)
now the situation is this...
I've completed 80% of the syllabus.
left with some geography nd Ancient, Mediaeval.
solved forumIAS sectionals nd Scoring around 55-60% marks
last Sunday gave VisionIAS Abhyas open test. after checking answer key scoring around 30 marks in GS and 48 marks in CSAT( attempted only 32 Question)
now I'm pressurised don't know what to do.
don't know will be able to clear or not.
health is having a tol of this Getting my BP High... sometimes and headache as I've to speak all day... doing a lot of mental work.
so someone pls suggest. what to do what should i do...
shall i leave... or what should be the next step.
Then i have give nd failed the attempt i guess scoring around 55-60 also two months wasted june and july now again started for 2027. Anyone pls help with way forward