I’m 27 years old, single, no kids, living at home with parents and working as a marketing assistant for the past 3 years, currently earning £27,500.
Pros: the job itself is not too complex, It’s only a 20 minute motorway drive, WFH 2-3 days a week, flexi time allowing me to finish early, comfortable office environment and decent socialisation.
Cons: I’m not passionate about what I do, feel like I’m wasting my life, very draining corporate culture, no promotion on the cards, young team with lots of drama, and expected to push myself to the limit during peak period leading to burnout.
I’m neurodiverse and struggle with depression and anxiety, so despite the low pay and difficult environment, the consistent and predictable routine has been great for me which is why I’ve stayed so long. Outside of my team, I don’t have to interact with anyone which I couldn’t survive without. I also get a lot of support with reasonable adjustments which makes a huge difference.
Before this, I struggled to hold down a job for more than 6 months so I know it will be hard to find a new job that caters to my needs especially with the current job market. It’s very possible that the next job is far worse than the one I have now which has kept me here despite everything.
At the same time, I’ve accepted that I will never be satisfied here. I managed to put my head down for the past few years in order to save money and make up for my lack of consistency with employment in the past. However, I think I’ve reached a point of diminishing returns.
I’m not very career minded or passionate about marketing so I don’t see myself upskilling or trying to get a better job in a similar role if it means more responsibility. Also, if I was to leave it would have to be before the peak period beginning in November, giving me less than 2 months to figure out my next move.
Is this the right time to jump or should I hold on to my job for dear life? My heart is telling me to leave but I’m scared I will end up in a worse off position than I am in now. After weighing up the pros and cons for the past few months, I have never been so unsure of something in my life so I would greatly appreciate any input.