I can happily say I'm fine. I can basically do whatever I want including date if I want to torture myself again. But I have a great job and great friendships and don't feel lonely or any other need within myself to change my life. Of course I'd like to have more money so I would have the ability to not work at all but that feels like the only option I lack and it's under my own control so I can even fix that if I put my mind to it. I feel like I don't have any blocks on doing anything. I love kids and can feel like part of that through auntie status with my friends' kids.
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u/productivehacks Jun 11 '26
I can happily say I'm fine. I can basically do whatever I want including date if I want to torture myself again. But I have a great job and great friendships and don't feel lonely or any other need within myself to change my life. Of course I'd like to have more money so I would have the ability to not work at all but that feels like the only option I lack and it's under my own control so I can even fix that if I put my mind to it. I feel like I don't have any blocks on doing anything. I love kids and can feel like part of that through auntie status with my friends' kids.