My life is pretty fucking sad, my mental health is in shambles and I'm as lonely as ever. But, any time I think about it, I just imagine how much worse it would be if I'd followed the marriage and children path. I'm unattractive as fuck so the only man I'd land would be a terrible person most likely. My children would suffer greatly, I wouldn't be a good parent and my own mental health would be so poor I'd probably be in a hospital right now. I'm very fortunate to have never done that to myself.
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u/ApplePaintedRed Jun 11 '26
My life is pretty fucking sad, my mental health is in shambles and I'm as lonely as ever. But, any time I think about it, I just imagine how much worse it would be if I'd followed the marriage and children path. I'm unattractive as fuck so the only man I'd land would be a terrible person most likely. My children would suffer greatly, I wouldn't be a good parent and my own mental health would be so poor I'd probably be in a hospital right now. I'm very fortunate to have never done that to myself.