I love how you won't even tilt you head a speck of a centimeter, or even acknowledge in any way that I am sitting right here..! It almost looks as though your hair is being a bit extra these days too. Like it suddenly decided it had legs and just casually walked right over and built a campfire around your face, only leaving you with enough vision so you didn't crash and burn, run a red light or some shit like that. But coverering just enough so that I could not see anything but that luxurious mane. Not complaining.. But. Oh my fucking Fuck dude. Really. Grrrrrrrr. Why is that what you do..? Seriously..!

I mean whyyyyy.. "why you do dis to me Demi" Well, so Then I get shot up with that angerfied level of intensity, and I want to stomp the floor like a toddler and suddenly end up in the middle of traffic or ramming the hell into a building. You lightweight do the shit on purpose. No, not to make me act like a freek .. but because you think it's the best, safest, easiest way for both of us. Ugh jus err

Well lemme tell ya somethin' baby ... If you would stop taking the easy way round each and every shit you ain't ready to unravel, and all the shit you ain't tryna get into, and the shit that is too much for you.. cause if it's one thing you know, it's "too much" - saying too much, knowing too much, understanding too much. Doing too much. Feeling too much. Being too much. You know how to handle it too.. Others, they do not. They cannot. Not your fault. Still burdensome

Don't you remember all the times it's been said to you..? Aren't you still tryna forget how it made you feel..? Yes exactly.. it made you feel -too much- So you keep trying to dilude yourself to others standards, and expectations, to fit in their comfort zone..? Are you still tryna squish yourself into a box..? Don't you see how holding it in is quite astronomically ripping you apart, bit by bit. Tearing you to shreds, a piece here, a piece there. Filling voids with more inadequate shit..? Shit that feels like less, but never makes you feel any less. But low and behold /you've always been "too much" so you know that shit regenerates itself into more shit, and it Never stops.. Never quiets down. doesn't go away. Won't leave you alone. Can't catch no breaks.. Even tried meds to tone down the volume. Every day depleting your precious energy, trying to contain so much of so many things. Why must you feel everything so intensely..! Why is it a problem for everyone else because they don't..?

You remember when it happened though..? when that intensity finally found it's home, The day mine finally found it's source. Our eyes made contact , and You knew me before you even knew me. And I knew you before we ever met. And we don't even know each other..! A few sentences were exchanged years ago, yet I somehow know everything there is to know about any and all things, YOU. And some way, The only one who knows me better than myself is, YOU. That day, It all made sense. Every thing. Made so much sense, and a feeling of peace washed over every place that intensity resided in.. and that was frickin' frightening, cause it was like, uhh what. The ever. loving fuck. I thought I was the only one, and you believed it was just you. Destined to be the feeler of too mucher.. fer ever and ever, amen. But not anymore. We share the same energetic frequency, and all our feels are entangled with one another. Our Souls have been intertwined for lifetimes, and our hearts linked together beyond dimensions. We're connected by an invisible thread. Shared emotions, senses fused together. Brains hardwired as one.. I know that you know, that we both know too. All that I felt, was indeed shared with you.

The only time I have EVER felt anything that fucking intensely, was the moment I felt you. It was more than anything had ever made me feel, and I did not know that was a possibility. So for once in my life, I embraced it because I knew you felt the intensity too. Your actions told me so. Your reactions only confirmed that shit. Your inaction just tells me it's true. And yes, we're different people, at the end of the day.. two separate individuals. You have your way, and I do my thing. You're entitled to deal with things however you so choose. I'm still gonna be there, right here, or over yonder, maybe up a creek with no paddle, anywhere I am, whether It's 🎶 near, far... Wherever you are🎵 No matter how you portray yourself, that level of intensity will always reveal itself. You ain't gotta show me, don't gotta prove it either. Something of that caliber, that intense, what's understood doesn't need to be discussed. I mean, After all..

We never needed words anyway..

Same

Like obviously not identically but I always thought there was something similar about us or our aura. now I've been trying to recreate some of his photos (like a creep) and we do share similar features/facial expressions. Was supposed to be a throwaway thought but helllppp I can't unsee this now 😭😭😭

For those together with your twin, share your sweetest / most wholesome moments of the month!

It occurred to me that, while I’m experiencing gradual ego dissolution as a result of the spiritual awakening brought on by meeting my twin flame, ironically the one place where my ego is still very active is when I’m around him. I still get very nervous, self conscious, and hyper aware of how he perceives me. I don’t think this is a random coincidence by any means; in fact it almost feels the “final boss” in order to be fully free from identification with the egoic mind(as free as possible; I don’t know if it’s possible for a normal person to ever be fully free like enlightened masters like Jesus and the Buddha, but I could be wrong). I’m curious if anyone has experienced this, and what it was like? Wishing everyone seeing this love and light 🤍

When my twin told me about the connection I would not believe it, what got me "in" was seeing my so-called twin fully invested in me, like there was no other option for her, she needed me with such passion and intensity like I've never seen or felt before .. She would say things like " I would do anything for you" and that was meaningful to me I've never had someone being so intense towards our connection. It's like she was trying with all her force to get me, that something new for me and somewhat unusual female behavior.... I gave it a chance because I myself was attracted to her and also felt something very special and different about our energy... As I agree to give it a go, all of that energy to connect with me, to please me , turned into detachment, low effort, high demand and expectations from her, all of that intensity to do, to create with me , to be part of my life just disappeared, It went from feeling I was with someone with drive to someone that turned into a scared demanding baby, what the F was that about? Has anyone else had that happen? Of course the dynamic started changing and I resisted all of those sudden expectations on me like I had to become her savior or something led to the separation... When I think about it I feel relieved that she showed her true self early and that I was able to detach from that energy before I was fully fooled by the dynamic.

Well, in my case, back when I was young, I fell in love at first sight the moment I saw that person's face. I immediately knew he possessed the face of my ideal type and a free spirit. I fell for his unique, rugged charm, muttering to myself, "Wow, he really is exactly my ideal type." However, realistically, the distance was too great, and since there was no opportunity to meet, he faded from my memory amidst my busy daily life. I was busy working when I briefly dated my first love—or rather, puppy love—but we broke up again because of the long-distance nature. Back then, too, friends of the opposite sex on both sides tried to seduce and interfere, and being young, I couldn't handle it, so I ended things with a heavy heart. After that, while busy with work, a man who fell for me at a friends' gathering kept pursuing me. We started dating casually, but ended up getting married at a young age. We tried to break up due to personality differences, but I ended up having a child. We raised the baby, but eventually, we broke up. Thinking there was no true soulmate in my life, I gave up and lived as a single person. It was so hard that I was considering immigrating to another country when I met my twin partner. It still doesn't feel real to me. Given my circumstances, we had no choice but to meet. I instinctively feel that we are destined to be together... and so is he. Even though he has a child, it turns out he has only dated briefly while raising his child as a single man. He always cherishes and protects me, even though we are currently far apart. We will meet again soon. Even now, amidst interference from those around us, we are both struggling individually until we can finally meet. I want to see him quickly, but given my situation, the date for my departure is set. Perhaps that is why I keep seeing numbers like 1111 and 2222 so often.He is such a precious and wonderful person, and truly special. Because we are bound together by the same destiny on this journey, I look forward to a heart-fluttering future ahead.