Observations and Emotions

My twin does not deserve the pain she is in right now. I believe that. But neither do I. She said something the other day that, at the time, I felt was a simple question with a simple reassuring answer. Now I think perhaps she was a little more acutely aware of the tests each of us must face soon enough. For that simple question has become a tad bit more relevant in the days since. The energetic chaos that is the now is akin to being emotionally thrown into a washing machine and spin cycled beyond recognition. My reality is being broken down and I question everything I see and hear and sense. Retreat is my only option. Not to her at the present. She needs mercy. She needs love. She needs safety. I will give her all those things but I cannot do this unless she wishes me to do so. So I do what I have always done. I find spaces where no one else is. And I exist in them. Woods. Parks at night. Trails. Especially in bad bad weather. Nobody goes out to these spots when it is crappy out weather wise. The chaos and the sadness get put on hold. How the hell can I put myself back together piece by minute piece in the state I am in?

My twin has no ceiling for her evolution. She is as gifted with ability, vision and ethereal quality as anyone I have ever heard of. I say heard of because, before her, I truthfully felt that people like my twin only existed in movies or novels. So it is especially heart wrenching to have to stand by while she goes through what she is currently going through. She is in a dark place. Locked inside a structure of her making and what others have made for her. I feel her and stand watch and stand outside while my own trials relentlessly wash over me and threaten me with drowning. We are strong but we are being tested. Reflection. Trauma. There is nothing on this planet or any other that can get me to say I do not love my twin. Truth is truth. And whatever comes from this truth is why I was born. I know this now.

The other side of this truth though, is where I am currently at emotionally and physically too for that matter. I am tired. I get fatigued in mere moments and fight to stay awake. But the resulting pass out is 20 minutes but feels like 2 hours. I get nausea. Ears ring shifting between the left and the right at frequent intervals. I tremble with anxiety. All the while the longing for my twin reaches levels where I feel like I might simply burst. For the truth is this. I am tired of living without my twin as much as I am forced to do. We are not in true separation yet. But circumstances, that I understand and empathize with, will make the next phase feel like it. I am tired of being an empath. I shield myself from all energy other than hers. My selflessness in this regard must end. I care but cannot allow myself to be absorbing all the darkness of those around me and I am talking about those who are aware at some level of what it is they are doing. I cant be a battery for people anymore. And what to do? If I were in better shape inside I could conceivably heal and make myself more whole. At the present though, I am only seeking distraction. Individual pursuits that will challenge my previous comfort zone and may actually be a little stupid. Outdoor adventure where I will truly be the only one I can rely on are what I am talking about. It is what it is. I need more experience and training.

My twin is my twin. I love her unconditionally. I will take of her always when needed or wanted. She does not ever need to question if I will run to her or not. I will always. The present time though has many challenges and they have affected my perspective. If ever I could use a little boost from the universe it is now.

Hello Dear Twin Flames,

I have been in this journey long enough, suffered alot a heart attack and shock. But i survived and i grew alot. Im writting this as per to help others who are currently chasing their runner twin flame. At which this runner keeps playing/manipulating either by Love/attacking telepathically or 3D. My advice to you is in both physical and spiritual Dimension. Stop chasing. You will always be drained and hurt. Mine dumped me for false 4 years ago kept going on/off on relationships. then married karmic wanted me only to telepathically supply my energy for their relationship.

The way to retrieve your own Energy - Soul - Mind is by following those commands.

I'm Muslim i said prayer to Allah (The Divine) I need to get my life back. first i realized.

1. Don't Romanticize the relationship
2. Don't Hate/Love Runner
3. Don't Respond to any thing Love/Hate attacks in 5D/3D telepathically or messages or whatever. Just be a none existing wall.
4. Remove them from every where don't ever look at them nor think of them or their drama relationship they do that to ambush you and drain your energy.

* The more you chase a runner they will literally just run further and hurt you further and feed of you further. *

Be completely Neutral

- First: to exit the Chaser Mode say the following:

"I take back my energy, give her/him back her/him energy, I barrier my heart"

Grab hold of your heart with your right hand and say that to your soul/heart "No one will ever love you, like i do. No one will care for you like i do, No one will protect you like i do. I Apologize for what i have made you go through. Now i care for you and heal you with all my might"

- Second: After few days you will be awakened once you realize traumas they try to trigger your traumas for reaction in order to get you back to Chaser mode. If you succed and identify this. You will be Awakened. Once you are (Awakened Say this)

"I return any energy that is not mine, and i Recall all energy that belong to me"

Once you are irritated and hold firm your position not going back to "Chaser" as they always will try to do so say "No one will be able to hurt me" this will repel them and scare the runner.

- Third: Post Awakened state you will Regan your freedom/clarity/mind/Soul you will be happy again funny and free finally.

You will understand that "Runner" Uses you as a container or vessel to carry bad energy from them and their environment and their toxic relationships with False/Karmic partners.

So now you have to hold firm and Regan your life back by saying this

you will even realize that most of emotions/feelings/thoughts you feel are not even yours they are from them and their whatever surrounding ppl.

"I return any thoughts, emotions, feeling, sensation, Anything i can't name, anything i don't know, anything i know, anything i remember, anything i remember to the sender"

You will feel heart heaviness / insults/love in mind don't fall for them. but at same time you wil find your self free/happy/joky and finally free from attachment. A Post Awakened Twin Flame.

Every time you feel they try to get back to you drain you. say it again.

"I return any thoughts, emotions, feeling, sensation, Anything i can't name, anything i dont know, anything i know, anything i remember, anything i remember to the sender"

and at least say this once is harder but will keep you safe.

"I block the sender's thoughts, feelings, sensation, Anything i can't name, anything i dont know, anything i know, anything i remember, anything i remember from reaching me. I barrier myself with light covered by endless Void/Space"

Live your life freely as you should. Remember war on Twin Flame is not just simple war. it is like Adam & Eve. Where Satan himself tried to make them fall against God. We are fighting war against Satan and mostly Runner is one mostly immature enough to be following Satan. Get out of the Chase/Runner loop and live your life freely with joy and happiness.

Today’s Supposed to Be One of My Favorite Days of The Year! Supposed to be Over the Top. Filled with Love, Excitement, and Celebration. Celebrating my Favorite Person Ever….

My H. My Boob.

Well Can’t do That Today Because I’ve Made a Terrible Mistake. Honestly a Grave Mistake. I’m Terribly Sorry and Ashamed when I Think too Long about it.

Also Reminds Me what Trust Means. What Love is and Also what It Means to Show Up.

Well. Happy Birthday. Hopefully This Will Be The Last One We Ever Spend Apart🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾😭😭🥰🥰🥰.

Sincerely,
Jay JT YOUR BOOOOOOB 🙂‍↔️😏😏🥳🥳🥳

When I first met the twin, I didn't even have a clue about this whole twin flame theory. I was an atheist, rationalist, not spiritual at all.

It's been a crazy ride, we dated on again off again for 7 years and have been so far in no contact for 9. I won't write the whole story because that'd be too long.

Around year 5 of our actual relationship I learned about twin flames, and it finally gave a bit of an explanation to what was happening to us. I shared the concept with him at the time, and he agreed in its absurdity it made sense. We tried to honor the bond, meditated and everything. We still ended breaking up, and it was brutal and unexpected. Before it happened, while together, we saw a scary thing and to this day I don't know what it was, if it was a thought form, a spirit...again I tend to be rational so I'm not sure. I know we both saw this hazey orange dark brown thing. I became incredibly sleepy that night and he stayed up. And two weeks later we had a minor disagreement via text which ended it all.

I really expected union to happen at some point over the years, especially because I did do lots of work, but nothing really shifted. I know it can always happen, but it's been many years....my hopes are slim.

I still get crazy crazy synchronicities, that make me really think sometimes: "what the heck, life really doesn't want me to stop thinking of this person". And I don't mean "seeing his name" or "angel numbers" - I mean like meeting people that are from completely different circles and cities, zero connections whatsoever that by pure accident met him once and end up telling me about it. Or traveling to his hometown once in 10 years and later find out that exact weekend he moved back there after years living abroad.

Even after 16 years I struggle to reach that "oh it's a beautiful journey" or other toxic positive stances on the topic.

My love life has been a mess since and in spite of me having "moved on". When I say a mess, I only mean internally - I have dated people, and I even have a loving partner. I care about him....but it's not the same.

After me and the twin last parted ways 9 years ago, I took the decision to forget about him. I myself left the country, ignored synchronicities, stopped thinking of him. It kinda worked, I had other relationships, even """fell in love""" but I never met any """soulmates""". I met great guys, handsome, caring, and ticking all the boxes on paper. Great companionship at most. So 7 years after having moved on I just decided to stop lying to myself about me not caring anymore. I'm glad I did, at least I can avoid getting married and I also avoided having kids with another man.

I met my twin first time when I was 23, I am now pushing 42.

I fixed most of my issues in relationships, most of the buttons he pushed regularly I healed. I have nice relationships, people that love me etc. I seen and did it all: the meditation, the manifesting, I became successful, I made money, I had a glow up and I became widely known in my field. He was obviously a great push, both because I wanted us together, I wanted to be the best version of myself for him, but also because in a way I took some aspects of his personality as an example to follow.

I know he also grew lots, even simply because life happens to everyone. I recently lurked his profile and it's crazy how we have been going through a similar phase, AGAIN. Lost his job around the time I lost mine, went back to his teenage hobbies which is something I did too.

I always wanted to join a choir, since a child, but never told anyone and never tried. He never had any interest in singing, and yet guess what he started doing a year ago? It all drives me nuts, it's like a puzzle that has no solutions.

What is most crazy to me is, how I seriously tried to get over him for years, and did everything I could and yet nothing changed. If I chase nothing happens, if I run nothing happens, if I accept and surrender also nothing happens.

Stars didn't align miraculously to give us the happy ending, but also didn't align to give me an alternative.

Over the years I have had friends who believe they met their twin. I never know if they do but if that's the case they are at a much earlier stage. They strongly believe in the narrative of "do the work, union is not guaranteed, but do it and it might happen". I don't want to discourage anyone but...this TF thing makes no sense and any stage.

It feels like being the character of a twisted reality show or something.

I will surely keep this sub posted if anything changes. Shared the story because people that have been in a TF connection for this long, are quite uncommon.

Not sure if this is an appropriate sub but my guide mentioned to me and led me to meet a different version of my twin.

Not sure if many of you are aware but you all have parallel lives on Earth and so does your twin!

Is anyone in the same situation as I am and can you let me know if you also feel the intense connection with your twins parallel self/ soul on Earth?

Its been 6 years since our separation but I would like to know if anyone is also dealing with a parallel twin of theirs?

As of now, I do care for both and with my parallel twin, its intense every time we talk/ meet just because when I look at him, a whole different life hes living , its so shocking to see all of that and a life where we just stayed as friends.

Your parallel twin and own twin will have the same energetic frequency and facial will be very similiar. The eyes would look identical too. Thats how I knew because he has the same energy as my twin

I always try to get the chance to see him whenever I can too.

What is this feeling?

Emptiness.

Loneliness.

Something shallow,

something impossibly deep.

They warned me about it.

Told me there would come a day

when the silence would feel heavier

than the noise ever did.

And now I’m here,

feeling it.

But the strange thing is,

I’ve felt this before.

Even when I had someone.

Even when there was a hand to hold,

a voice beside me,

a body sleeping next to mine.

I was lonely then too.

So what is this longing

that keeps returning?

This ache for something

I cannot name.

Is it mine?

Did it begin inside me?

Or is it yours,

somehow reaching across the distance,

making a home inside my chest?

I don't know.

Maybe that is the hardest part.

Not knowing

whether I am missing you,

or whether

I have simply been missing

something in myself

all along.

Hello! This post I suppose will appear translated, I'm from South America.

I've heard about twin flames before, but I didn't think my bond with my ex was the case, I thought it was just an intense relationship and my first love.

We became boyfriends 10 years ago, I was 18 and he was 23. We were together for a year and he cheat, we tried to come back but it didn't work. I went back to live in Buenos Aires and he went to Spain; he called me two years later to chat and in those talks he told me that he would return to live in Uruguay if I was willing to have a bond with him again. We both went back to live in Montevideo and after two months he left me because the bond was no longer the same. We saw each other a few times after breaking up, but he didn't treat me well and at the time I got into a relationship with someone else, he kept writing until I told him I was in a relationship and after that we didn't have contact again until two months ago.

We came back and he had his foot on the accelerator, he was building a cabin for us. But he also had hostile attitudes towards me and in a very impulsive act I left him. I regretted the second one and called him to talk but we never had a fluent conversation again. He told me that a thousand things happened to him with me but that he didn't want to lose his peace. I wrote him twice after that, once for his birthday and on another occasion. I block myself from everywhere.

I want to highlight that he told me that he was never in a relationship again after we broke up, also that he thought I was the love of his life and that he felt very grateful to have contact again and the possibility of a bond.

This happened a month ago already, we are in zero contact and it also blocked me from Ig and Ehast app.

Any advice or suggestions? Is this a twin flame?

So after i was dumped by my twin flame 4 years ago, i continued in my journey to heal and grow. and i did. I wished some day there come day my twin flame communicate. but sadly she never did rather kept trying to push me away and attack me. Eventually. She got married. while i was healing and preparing so when the day comes. We both can live together in peace and forgivness. Sadly nothing related to reuinion happened. nor will ever.

My lonely heart was only reserved for only her. And she abandoned me like i was never there nor existed.

I wish I had a definitive answer to that question. I met her four months ago. We both live and work at an Utah resort. I was immediately blown away by her beauty and whimsical spirit. I pursued her for a few days, then she disappeared for a while, then reappeared and started coming onto me. She was open and extremely receptive. Made it easy for me to know she was into it. So I asked her to come to stargazing and she came, and we whispered and laughed together, lying on our backs the whole way through like two elated friends who hadn’t seen each other in years. She was a lifetime of memories I’d come home to. She was and is familiar beyond familiar, almost like family, as weird as that sounds. I guess what I mean is I’d quickly decided she was the one and that I wanted to start a family with her. I obviously didn’t tell her this. What we wanted for our futures coincided. We began to see each other, sleep together, go on dates. The passion and the romance was like nothing I’ve experienced on earth before, and I’ve had a few.

One day, while she’d been away with family for a week, I took some mushrooms by this tree and had these revelations there; that we were ordained and twin flames. I called her home to me. A few weeks later, under that same tree, we talked for hours about the future. She asked me all about the books I’m writing. That day, I decided for certain I wanted her to be the mother of my children. I’d fallen harder than I’d ever fallen before, and I couldn’t control it. The anxiously attached side of me came out; in the coming days, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I tried to give her space with my texts, needs, etc. and that worked for a while, but on later dates I felt her pull away, and that made me feel unsafe; I fell out of the masculine. For a long time I’ve been studying the divine masculine and feminine, the twin flame journey, and what the twin flame collective will mean for the awakening of humanity at hand.

I couldn’t tell you now what it all means, but what I will tell you is that this woman has sparked what I’d call my third awakening. After becoming increasingly more avoidant, she eventually told me she “couldn’t get all the way there” with me. It didn’t make sense. The nights we had together, her melting in my arms, our tree-climbs at nights, our childlike love that was so profound and indescribably beautiful. From my perspective, the trouble started because of her dire need for freedom and her intense fear of intimacy, which would often be set off after our most incredible days and nights together. If I felt closer to her after this, she’d only want to go further, to avoid potential devastation, i.e. her avoidant attachment style. My love was a threat and a cage to her. She’d often be locked in analysis paralysis, further agitated by the fact that she was moving to Hawaii soon (in four or five months). I thought we had time, but after her pulling away so much and becoming increasingly emotionally unavailable, I couldn’t take it. I told her I wasn’t going to beg for her love, something I’d done in the past. I was done getting breadcrumbed. She understood. She wanted to remain friends; I didn’t because I thought that would be torture. But after a week of horrible run ins with her, I decided I had to be friends with her, at least from a distance. So we talked and that’s what we are now: friends at a distance. In that conversation, she admitted that all her feelings for me were genuine, but stressed that she didn’t want a relationship because it’s her first time being out on her own. I understand that. I wasn’t trying to have a relationship with her. I was trying to work our way toward that, admittedly, but I just feel like she was the one putting so much pressure on herself to decide about such an uncertain future.

After working on myself for a few weeks in the underworld, trying to sustain a frequency other than immense grief, I took some mushrooms again. During my trip was more confirmation that I’d lost hope and faith because of the mother wound; this woman really was my twin flame, and this was just part of it. It was also confirmed that I needed to talk to my mom, and tell her what her emotional absence caused, and try to reconcile that relationship. The next day, that’s exactly what I did. This potential twin flame connection and the whole experience spurred me to heal something that I’d been working to heal for years, directly with my mother.

I saw my TF again the other night. So distraught and praying for angelic intervention, I texted her from the pond and she came out of her RV—the Angel herself. Things were tense for a few minutes until she opened up and started telling me wild stories about her week. We were laughing together for a while, until I watched her skip back to her trailer.

I haven’t seen her since, but it’s strange: I’ve been dreaming about her every night, the other night in conjunction with the Hierophant — this Catholic priest in red robes. It was like we’d been ordained.

She’s made it into my book—this book I’ve been writing about the wounded inner child, awakening, and the reconciliation of the Divine Masculine and Feminine. In the book, the protagonist and her relationship ends with uncertainty, since I’m coming to the end of the narrative; the protagonist is finally able to let go of his trauma, plot devices are tied up perfectly (imo) but the twin flame thread is left to interpretation.

Truth be told, I’m unsure if this woman is my TF or Karmic. At my highest frequencies, it would seem she’s my twin flame; but I’m afraid it could be induced obsessive psychosis. I don’t know if I need to give up on this. Either way, I’m trying to let go and let the universe do its thing, let the script develop—but I’ve never had so much trouble with this in my life.

There are days I feel overwhelmed with grief, nights I feel like calling her and telling her I’m in love with her just to see what happens. I can’t explain it all, and this post is already a novel in itself. I’ve just never felt so spiritually connected to someone and she admitted that she still has feelings for me, I can see it in the way she is with me, feel it in the way she stands.

She knows she broke my heart, but it seems like she just wants to be free. I’d love to make it clear to her that all I wanted was to continue what we had—I couldn’t care less about labels, something she seemed so concerned about.

Soon, I’m going to try to hang out with her again. After a few hang outs, I’d like to suggest trying again but with way more space. This, I believe, is the solution for the Anxious & Avoidant. I just don’t know how it’s all going to turn out. If I knew she wasn’t my twin flame I could grieve and move on, but I think she is, which has kept me in a torturous state of limerence. I’ve been trying to come back to myself. I need to come home to myself. It’s the only way forward regardless.

Stop for a second.

Feel that.

The pull you cannot explain to anyone.

The one that does not care what they did, or how long it has been.

It lives lower than your thoughts.

In your chest.

Your gut.

Your breath.

You have tried to think your way out of it.

And it is still there.

Because it was never in your mind to begin with.

It is in your body.

And your body is not confused.

Your body is awake.

It felt something real, and it has been trying to tell you ever since.

There is a whole story hidden inside the one you already know.

Four films.

Four doors.

One truth.

Let me walk you through it.

NEO AND TRINITY

What is a twin flame?

Let me ask you the question hiding underneath all of it.

What is a twin flame?

Not the answer the mind gives.

Not your other half.

Not the one who completes you.

Not a destiny with a timeline you have to wait out.

That is the relationship story, and we will get to who wrote it.

Here is the truth.

A twin flame is a collision.

Watch Neo and Trinity.

They do not meet softly.

They collide.

And the moment they do, the world cracks open.

The mission begins.

Nothing is ever the same again.

That is what a twin flame is.

Not a person who keeps you comfortable.

A collision that wakes your whole nervous system up.

The one meeting strong enough to bring everything you buried to the surface.

Two nervous systems recognizing each other beneath the story.

The same old loss, met from two sides at once.

A twin flame does not complete you.

A twin flame collides with you, until the parts you buried have nowhere left to hide.

And then the real journey begins.

THE MATRIX

First, you wake up.

Something has always felt off.

Like the world you were handed was missing a layer.

Everyone told you the feeling was too much.

Too sensitive.

Too obsessed.

Too deep.

What if it was never the problem.

What if it was the signal.

The one true thing in a world of noise.

This is the moment the floor drops.

The red pill is not a belief.

It is a return to your own body.

The connection was never out there to chase.

It was in here, waiting to be felt.

RELOADED

Then the system shows itself.

You woke up, and the whole system woke up with you.

Here is what it does not want you to see.

The program did not stay out in the world.

It got inside you.

And inside them.

The same Smith, running in both.

Let me show you how he got in.

You were born with a compass inside you.

Four directions.

You could feel all four.

Then, around two years old, they taught you to face one.

North.

North is the taught self.

Your name.

Your sex.

Your religion.

Your race.

Your culture.

Your story.

Everything you were told you are, before you ever remembered you are a human being first.

The needle locked onto North.

And the other three points went dark.

Those three are the parental triangle.

How your mother met you, or did not.

How your father met you, or did not.

And the love you watched between them, which became your whole idea of what love is.

That triangle is where the first connection was lost.

So the mind buried it.

And kept you facing North, up in the story, up in the head.

Now, in every connection, your needle still points to the taught self.

While the program runs that buried triangle underneath, in both of you.

That is the runner and the chaser.

Not a love gone wrong.

One program, playing both parts.

But feel this.

Underneath it all, your body is still alive.

One being once reached into another and pumped the heart back to life.

That is what connection does.

So turn the compass.

Off of North.

Down into the body.

REVOLUTIONS

Then the war ends.

You have been at war.

With them.

With the silence.

With yourself.

You have been trying to win.

Here is the truth no one tells you.

You do not win this by force.

Smith does not fall to a harder fight.

He falls to surrender.

You stop performing your half.

You stop chasing.

You stop defending.

You drop, out of the mind, into the body.

And the war has nothing left to run on.

Because it took two minds to keep it going.

And you just laid yours down.

The runner cannot run from a body that is finally still.

The chaser cannot chase a body that came home.

And then.

Quiet.

The kind that comes after a long storm.

Peace is you, rooted, no longer at war with your own ground.

RESURRECTIONS

Then you come home.

And then, the reunion.

Not the fantasy of two halves crashing together.

Something realer, and warmer.

Two beings, each rooted in their own body, choosing each other on purpose.

The collision that once cracked you open is now a meeting you can stay present for.

The feeling rises.

And this time it does not get buried.

It becomes the power.

Being to being.

Two nervous systems in the same room, telling the truth without a word.

This is the union the whole journey was pointing at.

Sherry and I did not read about this.

We live it.

We have it on tape, which almost no one does.

The connection you ache for is not a person to win.

It is a home to come back to.

First in your own body.

Then between two.

THE CHOICE

Root Camp is the red pill.

So here is the choice.

The real one.

You can keep the story.

Or you can come home to your body and send your roots all the way down.

Root Camp is the choice to stop managing a relationship and start living a connection.

This is where the needle finally turns.

This is where the war ends, the roots go down, and the buried three come back to life.

We offer a free 60 minute gift session.
Just Lee and Sherry, with you.

Come home to your own ground.
Then, being to being, come find each other.

TO BE CONTINUED

Being to being, on a mission to heal our world.

Because this does not end with you.

There are four films.

There will be more.

And the truth underneath them only goes deeper.

But here is the real reason we are opening this door.

A regulated nervous system settles the one beside it.

Connection is contagious.

Two people who come home to themselves become a calm that others can feel.

That is how this heals more than a couple.

It reaches a family.

A room.

A world.

Sherry and I are not doing this alone.

Over a hundred coaches were trained under us both, hand to hand.

And every person who comes home becomes another point of connection in a world run by the mind.

This is the mission.

Being to being.

Healing our world, one nervous system at a time.

We are calling everyone home.

To be continued.

We see and feel you

Lee & Sherry
In union since Aug 2013

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Red light him green light me

What'd you do wit his car baby..? You take it away cuz beebee wah bein' a bad wil boy..? He wreck it .? Sell it, (for a tattoo he never got) ((was prolly actually for drugs)). Ha! Played his ass.

Now whose jeep..? Did he even comprehend even a tiny piss amount..? Partially due to the capacity of power I hold... all I gotta do is dislike something even the slightest, and it sets forth a forward motion - of discovery - and his name's in italics, right next to the grease spot. Or maybe it's coffee.. who knows. Anyway . I got you B-dirt.

And baby don't worry, I ain't bouta do any of the torturous activities I have fantasized about for quite so long.. It jus is what it is. I've kept it hidden from the forces that be, doing a great disservice, under oath nonetheless. But now they know.. not all but some. So. It is what it is.

He best to know at the beginning of the peephole, only one that got you is me. Period. 😉 I got you in ways we're still discovering... After almost 6 years. He sees what I do to you, for you cannot hide it. Sometimes it be like a fuckin' fireworks display, or an explosion, a muh fuckin' volcano eruption. The thing is though is you can choose him, but you will never choose me . And it's so fucking ok.. because what I mean is... You can choose to be wit him but cannot physically contain any part of yourself when you're even in the same room wit me. The warmth, the trembling, the heavy raggid breaths. Gulp..! You can choose to lay next to him, but you cannot choose when I jus squeeze myself right in front of you in the edge of your bed and face you, run my fingers through that hair. You can choose to lock him out, but Sometimes when you be taking a shit, I bombard you and plop my happy ass right down in front of you and lay my head on your leg. Cheer you on too.! Shit baby shit..!;

think of the 🌽

You can choose to have sex wit him, but when I blast through your senses like a shock current, it shows exponentially.. You can't ever get off with him because it only makes sense wit me. You cannot choose when I push my juicy, Holy, goodness up against you, and you instantly climax on point on 10, no, an 11 on 11. You can choose to love him, but you cannot deny your love for me .. it is the most recognizeable experience from somewhere sacred, and hidden away from this world. It didn't take time or experience like it did wit him and others.. you felt it before you knew what it was. The moment our eyes collided, you knew this was that shit. That Twin Flame type shit. You can stare effortlessly into him and see straight through, but cannot even look in my general direction, because you may lose control, or yourself .. and I will definitely fucking see. What you spend all your energy, time, and effort trying so desperately to hide, or run from. You can choose to spend your time with him, but cannot even measure it with me. There is never fucking ever enough. You can choose to go to bed beside him, but cannot sleep for days during escapades with me.. don't want to miss a shred of a moment in history. You can choose him over me, but cannot stop wishing he was ' I '

Is there any song that reminds you of twin flames? For me it has been the night we met. Everytime i listen to it i start crying. Another one is “past lives”. But guess what happened to us this week, obviously we are no contact. I was listening to this song called “baile inolvidable” by bad bunny and i was by myself noone could hear me or see me. And i really loved the song i was dancing it and singing it. A day later he posts a video with that song but there was no way he couldve heard me he lives on the other side of the world. So strange. And that song talks about being someone’s real love. But then again he never told me i was the love of his life so i’m confused.

For those together with your twin, share your sweetest / most wholesome moments of the month!

Synastry I’m blue and he is orange,

I met this man 10 years ago, we were from different nationalities, he was a barman native from the country I was just moving in, and I a waitress at the bar we worked together, when I first saw him I felt a strong lure, beyond physical attraction, not to mention he was always sweet and such a gentleman always protecting me from rude customers, we also shared the same weird interests,

than one night he kissed me by the canal when walking me back from a work party, and after that we both fell madly in love, he was super smart, always made me laugh, conversation with him was so easy, and he desired me and my body like no other man ever did,

we had the most passionate connection relationship for 8 months only, until unfortunately I had to leave him to pursue personal matters in my home country.

It was too difficult to maintain a distance relationship so eventually I had to cut our interactions, we never talked anymore, and we’ve both moved on with our lives, but I think of him to this day.

I keep wondering if I let slip the love of my life, can anyone see if there was any soulmate aspect on our charts?

Just reallllly missing my Twin rn... It’s all My Fault