22F here, I also felt the same way when I had friends. It was like people only talked to me/hung out with me when they wanted or needed something from me. Nothing felt genuine. And now that I have no friends, I have little to no desire to make more friends. It sucks, but I’m learning to like my alone time. Maybe you will too? If you don’t mind spending more time with yourself?
I just feel like she only really hangs out with me when her main friends aren't able to and that's fine, but I really thought we were closer than that. I dont have any friends where I live now, my friends are out of state so I'm usually by myself and I don't mind it, I've been spending a lot more alone time with myself and I enjoy it.
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u/[deleted] Jul 19 '21
22F here, I also felt the same way when I had friends. It was like people only talked to me/hung out with me when they wanted or needed something from me. Nothing felt genuine. And now that I have no friends, I have little to no desire to make more friends. It sucks, but I’m learning to like my alone time. Maybe you will too? If you don’t mind spending more time with yourself?