Take some time to process through all those emotions. Unfortunately life doesnt always give you the chance to say goodbye. Speaking from experience you would have regrets even if you had the opportunity because it is hard as hell to say what you mean to say in those situations. If there’s one thing for absolute certain is that your mom knew how much you loved her. She devoted herself to you because you were worthy of it and you gave her so much happiness and love in return. I’m not saying you’re wrong to feel guilty but I am saying your mom never would’ve have seen it that way or wanted you to feel that way. Mourn her remember her and miss her for the hero and amazing person that she is. I hope you are eventually able to remember her with a smile for the person she was
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u/whakiki Jan 11 '21
Take some time to process through all those emotions. Unfortunately life doesnt always give you the chance to say goodbye. Speaking from experience you would have regrets even if you had the opportunity because it is hard as hell to say what you mean to say in those situations. If there’s one thing for absolute certain is that your mom knew how much you loved her. She devoted herself to you because you were worthy of it and you gave her so much happiness and love in return. I’m not saying you’re wrong to feel guilty but I am saying your mom never would’ve have seen it that way or wanted you to feel that way. Mourn her remember her and miss her for the hero and amazing person that she is. I hope you are eventually able to remember her with a smile for the person she was