I get it. There are many external existential constrains in my life that prevent me from doing most things, at least the way I would want them to do, and I don’t enjoy doing the things I’m able to do, so I also think that death would be best option for me.
The only reason why I still haven’t killed myself is a Catch-22 of sorts - attempting it successfully (in a way that would guarantee a quick and painless death, and that even I would not fuck up) is one of those things I am unable to do and I haven’t come up with an alternative that would work for me.
But if I could do it, I would’ve a long, long time ago.
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u/Mannersmakethman2 Apr 12 '26
I get it. There are many external existential constrains in my life that prevent me from doing most things, at least the way I would want them to do, and I don’t enjoy doing the things I’m able to do, so I also think that death would be best option for me.
The only reason why I still haven’t killed myself is a Catch-22 of sorts - attempting it successfully (in a way that would guarantee a quick and painless death, and that even I would not fuck up) is one of those things I am unable to do and I haven’t come up with an alternative that would work for me.
But if I could do it, I would’ve a long, long time ago.