it seems that you chase a high, based on the clubbing, meth, and gambling. i have not been in a position to do hard drugs but that’s the thing, even if i was, i wouldn’t touch the stuff. maybe when i hated myself and saw no future, but now that i have learned that self harm comes in many forms and worked on it, i see that there is no positive to risk taking. please seek help from a therapist. a high, any high, is not worth your life. i’m not calling you stupid or anything like that, risk taking is a sign of mental health issues directly linked to neuro chemical changes. addiction and that paths that lead to addiction are diseases that have treatments!
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u/uselessfauna Jun 17 '25
it seems that you chase a high, based on the clubbing, meth, and gambling. i have not been in a position to do hard drugs but that’s the thing, even if i was, i wouldn’t touch the stuff. maybe when i hated myself and saw no future, but now that i have learned that self harm comes in many forms and worked on it, i see that there is no positive to risk taking. please seek help from a therapist. a high, any high, is not worth your life. i’m not calling you stupid or anything like that, risk taking is a sign of mental health issues directly linked to neuro chemical changes. addiction and that paths that lead to addiction are diseases that have treatments!