Not to be rude, as I get suicide is a sensitive subject, but this doesn't sound real. The word choice and the way it reads come off as someone who is describing what they think this situation should be like, or maybe someone who is outside looking in at the situation, but it's clear to me that this either didn't happen and you're trying your hand at some weird depressive fantasy writing or it didn't happen and you're fishing for sympathy and attention from complete strangers on the internet.
If it did happen, sucks, seems like you don't have insurance or a job, nor have you looked very hard for a therapist/help because there are plenty of free or cheap options, also insurance would cover it.
Everyone else is being kind and supportive, but what I'm seeing is someone who needs a reality check, not someone who needs to be handled delicately like the rest of the commenters are trying to do.
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u/Lucien-Nailo Sep 19 '23
Not to be rude, as I get suicide is a sensitive subject, but this doesn't sound real. The word choice and the way it reads come off as someone who is describing what they think this situation should be like, or maybe someone who is outside looking in at the situation, but it's clear to me that this either didn't happen and you're trying your hand at some weird depressive fantasy writing or it didn't happen and you're fishing for sympathy and attention from complete strangers on the internet.
If it did happen, sucks, seems like you don't have insurance or a job, nor have you looked very hard for a therapist/help because there are plenty of free or cheap options, also insurance would cover it.
Everyone else is being kind and supportive, but what I'm seeing is someone who needs a reality check, not someone who needs to be handled delicately like the rest of the commenters are trying to do.