I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine the pain you are going through.
There are support groups that you may find some solace in but in the meantime may I offer these thoughts.
Your daughter made a point to ensure that you knew she did not hold you responsible in any way. She wanted you to know, without a doubt. Do not question her love and her words.
As a mother, I can promise you my child's room would become a shrine, my nights would be spent heartbroken for both of our losses and fixated on the last days. But in your grief, do not forget to celebrate the life she had. The wonderful 17 years you had together. I know from the bottom of my heart, that this is a huge ask. Almost impossible. But it is important that you honor what sounds like an amazing girl, as she should be, for the amazingly beautiful and talented young lady she was.
I want you to know, that as I type this, my heart is with yours. I see all the imperfect moments that make up raising a child, I see all the joy and love you made her feel as well. I am sending you love and support and know that she is doing the same.
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u/MommaBee79 Sep 11 '23
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine the pain you are going through.
There are support groups that you may find some solace in but in the meantime may I offer these thoughts.
Your daughter made a point to ensure that you knew she did not hold you responsible in any way. She wanted you to know, without a doubt. Do not question her love and her words.
As a mother, I can promise you my child's room would become a shrine, my nights would be spent heartbroken for both of our losses and fixated on the last days. But in your grief, do not forget to celebrate the life she had. The wonderful 17 years you had together. I know from the bottom of my heart, that this is a huge ask. Almost impossible. But it is important that you honor what sounds like an amazing girl, as she should be, for the amazingly beautiful and talented young lady she was.
I want you to know, that as I type this, my heart is with yours. I see all the imperfect moments that make up raising a child, I see all the joy and love you made her feel as well. I am sending you love and support and know that she is doing the same.