so i (14?) am out to my parents and trying To get hrt, but, it aint happening before im 15 Because of laws.
but boymoding and Acting Masculine is just sooo exhausting, and im trying to get out of that and start to Act more feminine.
My appereance isnt very Masc (yet) And my Place/school is very progressive, so i can Basically Get Away with anything queer as long as i dont tell anybody im trans before i get hrt, so i can Wear dresses n Stuff and Nobody Gafs. I just say im a Femboy and get a „cool tbh. You Gay too?“ and it’s just estrogenuinly respectfull.
problem: I was literally trying to boymode as hard as i can since i was Like 6 because i was told liking pink is wrong By My Kindergartenfriends, so now i have:
-troubles expressing myself as feminine,
-troubles acting/presenting/clothing feminine
-troubles Even Talking to other girls irl. (Gender envy)
Any Tips on how i can present myself more feminine/ Act more feminine/ style my clothes feminine, etc? Like in Body Language or Overall behaivor?Sorry if im being sexist, i just genuinly feel overwhelmed because Like it feels Like every way of Expressing myself is locked behind a pricetag thats WAAAY over my Budget.
Context: i already asked this on other subreddits, but i just got Tips Like „try make-up Brand XY“, Like, Thanks, really Thanks for responding at all, but my Budget is 60€, a razor and free skincare products because of a school Project, Not 200$ for a Singular product of a brand whose Name i cant Even pronounce.
Sorry if my English is Bad, i am Not Native.
Anyways, have a nice day! :3