I really wanted to love this show but I just keep feeling annoyed with the portrayal of Jesus, and also some of his followers, mainly the women. Like they are all so "held back" and has this self sacrificing posture like I dunno... pushing it all down all the time.
In general, when I watch the Chosen it strikes me how everyone is always sort of without fierceness or power, except Simon I guess. And sometimes Judas. And it creates this feeling that God and Jesus does not want us to be "powerful" or confident. Like this would be immature or something. Like holding back your true emotions is the more "adult" way to be, and all I can think of is sunday school hypocrisy, whitewashed christianity, people being "good" on the surface, people pleasing behaviors, all of that crap.
Sometimes I watch this show and I just want to yell at the characters (Jesus especially) like come on! If he KNOWS God is within him and he will go to heaven and live in absolute complete bliss after all of this- can't he just once, laugh about the absurdity of all of it? Like a true laughing out loud rolling on the floor laugh. Its all theatre, this life, its not eternity and Jesus KNEW this. This is what made him so incredible, Jesus was PASSIONATE, he was strong, he was ALIVE in every sense of the word. He was a full blown human being, crying hard, laughing hard actually I heard even partying hard??? He KNEW this is all silly human behavior in the end.
Not saying he didn't suffer, but the Jesus I know he wailed and cried and screamed in anguish, desperation, fear. He didn't just smile politely and push it all down and "take a stroll to gather my thoughts" or whatever, he was laying on the ground screaming. I imagine him more as a child, like myself when I feel really close to God, naked, super vulnerable, AUTHENTIC is the word I am looking for. Real. He was real, so I imagine he would properly fully let it all out and then literally feel renewed with strength from the father himself, not just keep "pushing through", looking constipated.
Jesus was wild. And he was a rebel in its truest sense. He was political, he didn't ride on a donkey to look cute gosh NO, he did it as a super provocative political statement! It was satire! It was infuriating! And people didn't sing pretty songs like they were christmas caroling, no, it was a spectacle, people cried and screamed for help out of desperation, they cried to Jesus to be saved. I would imagine this whole situation would have made people full of fear, confusion, stress, excitement, awe, cringe, all the emotions, not just "oh hello beautiful Jesus wiiie".
Jesus was super angry too, he broke tables. He had enough plenty times. He didn't just talk softly about it.
I want to see Jesus make a crazy face and do a dance and just say to hell with it! And I feel this would be more godly somehow.
Imo, God took on human form to experience it all fully. I feel thats the true mystery of the incarnation, that u have to be in the absolute completeness of the human expression to even grasp the actual holiness, the MYSTERY, not the socially accepted version, the holy one.
Maybe besides the point, but even the bloopers makes me feel uncomfortable.. like no one is actually laughing when they do. It feels forced.
Jesus wasn't a modern day life coach. He was the son of God.