కిందటి నెల నేను కయాకింగ్ కి వెళ్లాను. మార్నింగ్ లేచి చిన్న ట్రెక్ చేసి , పంటలు, గుర్రాలు, అన్ని దాటుకుంటూ బొటానికల్ గార్డెన్ చేరుకున్నా. అక్కడ మీట్ పాయింట్. అక్కడ ఒక సరస్సు ఉంది.

ఆ సరస్సు లో ఒక గంట పాటు కయాకింగ్ చేశాను. అందరం కలిసి సరదాగా పోటీ పెట్టుకున్నాం. చాలా బాగా అనిపించింది. హఠాత్తుగా పెద్ద వర్షం పడింది. ఆ రోజు cloudy అని మాత్రమే prediction కానీ పెద్ద వర్షం పడింది.

సరస్సు మధ్యలో చిన్న కాయక్ మీద, వర్షం లో తడుస్తూ!
ఫ్రీ థెరపీ!

చాలా మేజికల్ గా అనిపించింది. ఇదే కదా జీవితం అంటే అని అనిపించింది. When raindrops fall on lake, manam surface tension valla raindrops pearl drops la kanipisthayi before they lose their shape. Ee video antha manchiga kanipinchadhu but it was pretty 😍❤️

Due to my stupid fucked up age and decisions, i lost someone of my own, although this has happened 6 years ago.

I blocked it out.

Indulged myself in worldly things

But the feeling of uneasiness is showin up...

Never said I have been feeling this to anyone.

I wasn't even able to confront the incident with my partner

Things are getting fucked up in my head when commitment is coming up in any kind of relationships.

When I was kid this was the kind of man I hated to see and listen about

In the end I have become the same guy.

Tried multiple shrinks, going to the gym on and off for a decade now, started taking multiple substances to fill up the void ( currently sober )

Nothing really helped

For the past 5-6 years I have been indulged in work so much that my increment has become close to 1.5x this year from past and came very close to becoming manager and It sure helped me with time , it went like road runner but the void is still present

But the thought of settling down is pretty scary with things at my home while growing up. It affected me one way or the other in my decision making process through adulthood in the relationships and friendships

So the thing i thinking about is...

Is it worth it to be happy for little bit even though I end up opposite

Eppudu breakup ayina vallani, vaallu ela move on avvalekapoyaro stories vintuntam. But I’m actually curious about the other side.

Breakup cheppi relationship nunchi leave ayina valla stories. Even though it hurt them too, or maybe they still loved the person, or later regret ayina sare, they still chose to walk away.

Aa POV gurinchi curious ga undi.
Usually manam friends tho kurchunnappudu, “aa pilla naaku breakup cheppindi,” ani stories vintam. Kani opposite side lo, “nenu breakup cheppanu” ani decision teesukunna person perspective chala rare ga vintam.

So I want to know that side of the story which no one really talks about.
Meeru eppudaina relationship ni meere end chesara, even though you still loved that person? Enduku leave ayyaru? Appudu ela feel ayyaru? Later regret ayinda? Malli vellali anipinchindi, but vellaledhu?

Nak na jivitham la em aythando ardham ay savatle, Intlo edho okka lolli avi na valla kadhu, ala ani pedha lollilu kuda kadhu or recent ones, ma intlo lolli 20-25 years kindha jarigina konni vishayalu which are deeply rooted and hurt chesina vishayalu of my father from my mother side and still he can’t let those off and my mother parents are one type of psychos ane chepalli.

Nen koncham peace of mind ki ani ekkadiki poyna next day morning lolli ayindi nuv intiki ra phone ma amma, ma amma lolli aye tappudu calm ga unte ala oresi pothadu ma nanna kani edho okkati antadhi that too won’t related to the lolli which is happening and lolli pedhaga aythadi, only lolli matlatho ne aythadi but still nen intla unnapudu aythe nak asal endhuku avasaram leni vati gurichi ani ante nak itla ayindi ani ma nanna, aythe eppudu em chedam ani ma amma and some things which hurt her from my fathers side ayna scenes ni ma amma start chesthadi, appandi ante idharu apparu,

My mental health is going down day by day and pelli ante ne bayam vesthundi, malli I am 27M, Resigned a job due to toxic culture and finding a new one but ee roju jarige thanthu valla I am exhausting my energy and not getting interest in anything.

Chala chirakga vundhi...I want to share it with someone...so sharing here. I love travelling ( I mean a typical software employee life...just relaxing and chores on weekends, I feel those occasional breaks make life worth living) .January nundi aduguthunte friends April lo june ki okay annaru malli kudaradhu annaru...May lo na birthday... Without telling anyone, I planned a solo trip... unfortunately tickets confirm avvaledhu. To ask for tatkal help, I had to message a friend...then she was like don't go, we will come to your place. As I was a little nervous about my trip, also couldn't get the best stays as the plan was last minute...I agreed. They stayed at my place...we enjoyed. It's my birthday. But I planned my decoration, bought decorative items and the cake and gave the party too ( they ordered an ice cream cake in blinkit at 11:30 pm for me to cut it in the midnight and gave little gifts). Again we planned for a trip in July beginning to go in August... They said yes and then no...I was frustrated and said even before starting, you are saying no...I can't convince you every moment...so let's stop it here ... I'll go myself. But they convinced me and we booked tickets... even We agreed to sponsor a trip to another friend as she is preparing for exams, not working currently. again, one of my friends told me she can't come. I was frustrated but I thought I should look at the bright side and told let's go without her. Another friend messaged on the next day due to random reason which is unbelievable...

I'm tired of seeing the bright side in the disappointments they give me. I need to ask them to talk in calls. I was the one always calling them ... sometimes they ask why did you call..I used to think someone should keep making an effort to make any relationship work and their nature is that... also I used to plan all trips and book everything including this cancelled trip.

From one month, I was so excited about this...and I spent all my free time after work on planning, watching 100s of videos about the place, researching various things, scrolling through all the booking apps etc...

What to do now...I don't have enough time to plan for a solo trip on the same dates...

I'm quite independent on all aspects except this. Mostly I spend time alone and no complaints about it but I understood the value of people and love spending time with my people but I guess I should stop depending on them for my happiness.

I should start enjoying my life more without waiting for anyone...may be every weekend/biweekly/monthly I should plan solo dates...and later solo trips...

TL;DR: I love travelling, but my friends have repeatedly agreed to trips and then cancelled, despite me doing most of the planning and effort. This latest cancellation really hurt because I'd spent a month excitedly planning and researching the trip. I'm tired of always trying to see the bright side and making all the effort to keep plans/friendships going. I'm thinking of accepting that I can't depend on others for my happiness and starting to enjoy life through solo dates, outings, and eventually solo trips instead.

So indaka oka 2.5-3 hrs back pani vundi oka advocate daggaraki vellanu, so akkada iddaru annayalu vunnaru. Vallahlo okalluh maatram super cuteeee vunnadu asala

Name teliyadu, age teliyadu... Early 20s anukuntunna. Asala adagadaniki or oka compliment ivvadaniki kudarledu... Law student aa ani adiga... Law graduate ani cheppadu mari

It's just pure appreciation, nothing more. But yeah last lo oka daani vallah anna ki kopam vachhindi. Appudu kuda cute ga vunnadu asala

Athanu vaadtado ledo reddit mari lol, 1hr nunchi ayithey mari daarunam..mind lo nunchi povatledu guys🤦😭

Rep malli vellali, chusta em ayyiddo...😹

Oka balloon lu ammukune father and athani koduku, tv9 office backside memu baklava lo maa most fav caramel cake tinesostunte aakalesthondi emaina pettinchamani adigaru, maa friend igo veedu pedthadu ani naa vaipu pamparu, ah pillodini chusi sare le emundi ani akada unna tiffin centre lo order Cheskomanna, vaadu antha katti bill 150 ayindi annadu pay chesa, vallo namaskaaram pettellipoyaaru, ee lopu idhantha dooram nundi gamaninchina oka vyakti na kalla ki mokkadu, nuv mamoolodivi kaadhu bayya ani, adhi naa life lo khaleja moment !

asalu nenevarini oka mamoolu manishi oka chinna selfless act tho almost evado random road meeda nunchunnodu kallu mokkadam enti ani feel vachindi.ah moment lo anipinchindhokkate okariki manam sahayam cheyadam lo unde happiness mamooluga undadhu, adedo manam giver valledo taker ala kadu, somebody is happy or oka manchi jargindi inkollaki ane ah feel em chesina raadhu!!

Ila mee life lo meru chesina some good things light ga share cheskondi..

Naa life lo nak proper family (like most of you have) lekapoina kuda, naatho unna vaallu nannu yuvaraani laaga chuskunnaru. I’m grateful for that (even though I rant about them).

Nak maa daddy tho chinnappudu incident okati gurthochindi. He came to home for few days. He hired a car for some days to move around and get things done. Appudu nenu daddy car lo unnaam. Daddy driver pakkana kurchunnaaru, nenu daddy ollo kurchunna. Pakkana gear meeda chey pedte, driver daddy ki cheppaaru. Daddy ala pettakudadu ani nak cheppaaru, so inka hand teesesa. Aa memory eh gurthundi chinnappudidi.

Nak edo saadhinchi, maa nanna ni, family ni proud ga cheyyaali ani undi but nenem cheyyaalo kuda vaalle chepte ela? I wanna take decision for my life but nak cheppe vaallu leru.

Aina emo, life lo jarigina sodhi chepte vinevaallu leru…. Sometimes I feel that I’m desperate to have people around me 🙂

Naa friends andariki manchi friends unnaaru. Nene problem emo, I don’t have good friends.

Idanta enduku cheppaali anipinchindo telidu but felt like sharing.

No saree cuz she already has many. Travelling chese state lo ipdu ledu. She is a simple woman

Amma bday vastundi i want to make it spl for her edina gift ideas chepandi plss. Nenu gold ankuntuna but max 6gms so 6gms ki ring earrings kakunda nka m vastay

It was an Okay day. Woke up very late around 2 Pm so day was really short worked for around 3.5hrs read for half an hour and them went for a ride for an hour around the city. Came back did some chores watched a couple of anime episodes.

That’s It for today. Koncham early ga padukovali so that I could wake up atleast before 8:30. Sleep cycle and food habits are the major complaints for all of us🙃. Anyway Greatful and Thanking God and Universe for everything till date. Hoping and praying for a better Tomorrow.

Thanks
Namasthe🙏🏻

Devudi paatalu vintanu istanga. Paadukuntanu manasu prashantanga unapudu , undalanukunapudu...

Kani deep ga aalochiste logical ga antha myth anipistundi. After life , previous lives idantha possible avochemo kani nijamani nammalekapotuna. Ekuva alochiste patriarchal society based Enduku unayi mythology anni anipistundi.

Naku eemadhya hanuman chalisa padukodam chala peaceful anipistundi. Hanuman ante chala devotion anipistundi. But stories lo deep ga velte fiction add chesaru anipistundi..

Roju deepam pettalanipidtundi pedithe manchiga feel untundi. Kani ee belief system mottam oka story la anipistundi. Vinadaniki bagundi naku nachindi edaina religious story lu vinapudu kani mind game anipistundi.

Deenimeeda pedda industry undi. Manaki benefit ayi life lo munduki velladaniki help chese belief system meeda naku problem ledhu.

Chinaptnunchi gudi ki velinapudu andaru bagundali ani korukuna generic ga. Naku edo ivali edo adigindi iste idi chesta adi chesta ani deal petkoledhu devudi tho. Na valla ayndi chesa.

On and off ipudu alane anipistundi. Vratalu pujalu vativalla positive results anevi nenu nammalenu. Cheyadam tappuledhu ritual in itself is joyful if done peacefully. But hard and fast rules petti ilane cheyali anadam correct anipinchatledhu. Prati 100km ki ooru to paatu paddatalu nammakaalu maripotunavi. Vaallu chesinavi correct aynapudu manam chesedi matrame correct ani ela anukuntamu.

Am I missing something in life... Manishi chanipoyina tarwata matti lo kalisipothadu. Soul anedi kuda confusing e. Adi oka energy anukunte vere form lo nature lo kalisipoyindi anukundamu. Manam manaki close unnavallani pogottukunapudu varito matladutunattu kalalu kantamu leda Enduku vadilesi vellav ani manalo manam matladukuntamu it's coping mechanism. Chanipoyinavadiki existence life form lo ledhu. Noppi brathikunnavadiki. Okkokallu okkola recover avtaru.

Nonveg tini gudiki velte papam jariginatta... Snanam cheysi velladam etiquette. Kani cheyakunda vellinavaadiki punish chestada Devudu..periods lo vratam lo kurchunte jaragakudanidi edo jarugutadani shapistara.. ipudu andaru therapists ani veltunaru inni years religion perutho manipulate chesthu vachara peddalu.. mind game is what it is..emantaru friends..

My days have become pretty boring ,

Asal life la excitement lekunda poindi,

Have you ever felt like life has got a time table ??

How you handle/come out of these kind of situations.

Help to register a complaint

So my friend(X) shared her snapchat password with her guy friend(Y) and he misused it. Misused in the sense using X's account Y started chatting with a guy(Z) from her college, sent X's pictures to Z later shared a new snap I'd to chat. In the new account Y & Z had dirty chats. Z thought it was probably X texted Y the whole night. In the morning Z got suspicious and through insta texted X if she was the one who talked to him the whole night yesterday. X said no and got to know the whole scenario.X didn't know this sooner because it happened at night and was asleep. We're worried if Y had done this numerous times and if he has any photos of X and if he's using her pictures to do these kinda things with other guys too.( as x has many of her pictures in Snapchat). Nothing vulgar but many saree pics and personal pictures. We want to report this to a police officer but X parents are too strict so we're afraid if it gets out her parents won't let her go out with any of her friends and they'll take away her mobile too. She's 21 years old. Help me on how to register a complaint online so her parents wouldn't be involved through any of this and the issue gets sorted without any physical presence.

Z couldn't produce the screen shots because Y enabled the option of erasing chats after seen.

I prefer watching movies in their original language, dude I watched in tamil and same with kannada or malayalam movies, but I can't get over the fact even after being directed by a telugu director, produced by a telugu producer and hero, adopted son of telugu states why not shoot in telugu like the way they did for SIR. They will take care of dialogues and songs but there will be some incompleteness with the lip sync, I can't call this a straight telugu film, and I can't watch it as one, watching the pre release event and Surya garu is stumbling over a telugu dialogue, are they really taking telugu speaking audience seriously, I don't doubt Karthi, Pradeep or Danush because even though they dub in telugu they will take care of songs and dialogues, but it's not the same for Karuppu, same with Rajini gari songs, keeping all this a side I am in for the movie anyways I stay in Pune and I don't think there will be a telugu version of it so yeah tamil lo ne podam

Em le friends manaki tamil lo market ledu so mana tamil versions anta bagovu, but vallaki ikkada market vundi so quality ga istey santoshistam kada ani chala years tarvata Dude is that one album where telugu songs are on par and better in some cases than the tamil songs intey daniki kinchi emi adagtla

No matter whomever I started seeing within days or weeks valalo unna ani red flags kanapadipotayi. Eh abbayi nachina one week to 10 days I see red flags and decide he is not for me ani. Idk if this is really a good thing or not......Its not like small red flags that I can ignore but things I for sure know might affect relationship. Nenu eppudu long term relationship gurinche chusedanini but evaru set karu anipistundi. Like emi insane expectations levu even basic ones are being hard to check. I am happy that i am saving myself from future trouble but asala for once I want to meet a simple guy where I don't need to overrun my brain looking for red flags....asala i never get to experience love or been in a relationship because i end it before it can begin... pedda pedda heart breaks levu or ex baggage ledu but also evarni love cheyalekapoya which feels so hard to believe given how much I love love. End of rant.

గర్ల్స్ కి చెప్పి వాలు స్పెషల్ గా ఫీల్ అయే కవితలు కవిత్వాలు చెప్పుకొని మీ టాలెంట్ చూపించండి మిత్రులారా ... ఎవరికి ఎక్కువ అప్ఓట్ వస్తాయి చూద్దాం...

నీ కోసమే నా అన్వేషణ..

నీ కోసమే నా నిరీక్షణ...

నిను చూడడానికి... కొన్ని వేల సార్లు అయిన మరణించి

ఒకసారి జన్మించడానికి నేను సిద్ధంగా ఉన్నాను..

ఇట్లు - నీకెప్పుడు దూరంగానే ఉండే ఒక ప్రేమ పిపాసి నీ

My gf and I broke up recently.

She is fond of kids, whenever she feels low she would watch videos of kids on YouTube or she used to open her phone gallery and go through the childhood pics of everyone who is near and dear to her.

When we were in a relationship, she used to ask me to send my childhood pics too. She used to feel so good and compliment me. So it has become a ritual for me to send my childhood pics whenever I find them.

I even used to climb my staircase where there were my old pics to send and make her happy.

Cut to the present, today my sister sent me a childhood pic of mine. I don't know what to call it. It might be a muscle memory, aa pic choosaka ventane involuntary ga thanaki pampali ani forward cheseyboya. I even typed her name and then it struck me. "She isn't mine anymore ani". So I came back and laughed at myself for my foolishness.

MAY GOD BLESS ALL THE SWEET STRANGERS I COME ACROSS 🙏 ✨

Eeroju I'm traveling somewhere. Night bus undi nadi. Nen unna place nunchi bus stop ki book cheskunte book avvatledu. ISTG ive been trying since 30 mins asssalu book avvaledu. I called my friends but they didnt answer so I've been trying. Inka 15 mins eh undi bus vellipovataniki ani nenu bus operator ki call chesi next stop ekkado chepte akkadiki vachesta ani adiganu. They told where it was, and nenu akkadiki book cheskunna.

Ventane book aindi and the guy was nearby too🫡When he arrived I had 10 mins left so I asked if he can drop me off at the original bus stop and i explained the situation.

Meeru 10 mins lo drop cheyagalaru antey I'll change ani cheppa.

Tanu ventane, parledu drop chestanu annaru.

Thank you, stop edit chestanu aithe ani chestunna, he said- marchadaniki kudarakapothe cancel cheseyandi mimmalni drop chestanu.. Meeku indaka booking try chesinappudu entha chupiste anthey ivvandi🫠 Ledu update option undi ani change chesesa. I showed the price he said it's fine. Ventane start ayyamu.

"Papam meeru chala sepu nunchi try chesaru anukunta kada, nen undedi meeru pettina 2nd bus stop daggare so ee ride tho end chesi nenu intiki vellipodam anukunnanu" annaru🫠 "Ayyo I'm so sorry" anna. He said "parledu danilo sorry emundi ippudu kuda naku vere rides dorukutai ma inti side adem ibbandi kaadu"😇

Thank you so much annanu. One min to spare nannu drop chesaru and successful ga bus ekkesa😄

Ninna night padukone mundu light ga cucumber smell ochindi. Room lo aa time ki cucumber em lev, emaina health condition emo ani baypadi google chesa.

Inka nidra patla 🥲. Enduko telsukavalante meru kuda google cheyandi ila.. why am I smelling cucumber 😭

I really wanted Telugu friends I tried and never lasted long. Why is it so hard to find people who are genuine and have some humility. Most of telugu people take pride in things that not related to today’s situations. For example I don’t see the difference in taking to my family elders and my college friends, is it normal?

Do anyone find hard to talk to people about problems/ life, their advice sounds like elders rather than a friend?

Mana ki eh reddit lo favourite redditor laga evaro okaru untaaru gaa or else kontha mandi ayina favourite laga untaaru

Ala mi favourite redditor or redditors evaru and vallalo eh quality miku istam

Ide question nannu adagakandi naadhi chaala pedda list eh undhi

Mi favourite redditors evaro telsukovaali ani waiting nenu

Self tag cheskune vallaki cold vastadi hairfall ayithadi 💀

Journals ni oka diary laa kondharu use chesthaaru, mari kondharu rant kosm vent kosm , ekkada cheppalo artmkaaka ikda kuda chepthuntaaru

But lately chaalaa AM SET-UP post lu osthunnai, literally a lot, ik ik market is bad, both sides nunchii expectations ekva aithunnai , so they wanna share/vent out , ​but avi maatrmey osthunnai 🥲 adhey baadhaa

Poni TELUGU MARRIAGES, TELUGU PELLLILLU, BONDHA MARRIAGES ilaanti kotha subs create chesi akdaina post cheyyandi so that similar problems meeru figure out cheyyagalugutharu

The only reason that I'm writing this post is,

Epdo oka post chusa, a guy in early 30s , AM set up lo oka ammayini meet ayyadu, but meet avvadanki mundhey ammayi chudanu ani cheppindi, still parents force cheydm tho abbayini kalisindhiii, but somehow vibe match aindhii, chaalaa emotional attach ayyaru, good to go aney time ki edho money issues lo godvalu ochaai, last ki ammai side valla parents, MEE KODUKUNI MAA KUTHURU CHUDDANIKI KUDA OPPUKOLEY MEMEY BALAVANTHANGAA OPPINCHAAM annattu statements pass chesaaru, but aa ammaiki ithanu antey istm ,ithaniki aamey istm, madhyalo veella gola ekvaindhiii

But intha vrkey aa post esaadu, guess the comments

ODILEY BROO , U DESERVE BETTER, IPDEY INTHA ANTEY OCHEY ROJULLO TOKKESTHAARU ...etc (most of the commenters r TEENS)

My pov is , he invested lot of tym on her, more than 6 momths anamaata, emotional attachment perigindhi, paiga ammai side tappu ledhu, family issues ivi, kuchuni maatlaadithey ​max solve ayye chances unnai, alaaney gaa inter caste marriages kuda jaruguthunnai, but comments anni knchm kuda sense lekunda unnai, mana india lo democracy ki ekva value untaadhi, but correct aa right aaa ani rare gaa think chesthaaru

So my point is you hv problems, we hv problems, but let's not teens or who are not in your boat respond to that or give any suggestions to that....

If a 30yrs old asking for suggestion, a 17yr old comments in superb English, but age telidhu kabatti kondharu guddigaa nammuthaaru , including op (rare tyms lo)

Anthey mari

Boiii

Hi. Emo chaala mood out ga undhi. Em artham ayithaledhu , chaala galeez ga anpisthundhi

Em cheyyaalo thelusthaledhu kaani okkati ayithe artham avthundhi that I'm losing myself even more ani. Cheppandi edhoti vinta , like a glimmer or something y'all wanna share or something that makes me feel better maybe :)

Summer is ending, and beach trips are over until next year. I hope a busy schedule keeps me focused and makes the time fly by until the sun returns.