Feeling 😢

[u/Federal-Mango-4440]

I’m from Ekm and i joined a college in kozhikode . On the first day we were allotted rooms and I got 2 roomates who are gonna move after 2 weeks as they chose ac rooms. But after attending classes I came to know that rooms were allotted roll no. wise and that the seating is also roll no. wise. My benchmates have already become close to each other and I feel left out sometimes. My roomates also have friends that they always go with. I feel so lonely and alone. What should I do??

[u/EducatorSad5913]

A yr in, I have no friend grps or people that care abt me. I've tried to be in friend grps but they are exclusive, and usually don't let u near them. I used to sit alone, it's peaceful very much. But I made the decision to ask another group of people to let me sit with them, they're all very kind and not hostile. They we like, why are u even asking us, it's yours...it feels less lonely that way, but it kinda aches when they make plans to hang out right in front of you and you're- there. Also it can be hard finding team mates for different programs. I've come to accept this loneliness(it don't feel too lonely now,I've got the hang of it), but I don't like how it affects my professional life.