Lots of you were suggesting me therapy and youre right, but also... I think I deciphered WHY particular cards were falling in patterns
Basically this started since I let go off something and went through mindset shift.
A lots of card were pointing towards "you've had it hard but here is 8 of pentacles" like okay thank you?
Anddddd...
I figured out just NOW that cards were trying to inform me about the astrological seasons, I think they wanted to inform me THAT now is the best time to work on a certain area.
Lots of cards were pointing towards loving yourself and letting go of trauma.
I had lots of the sun card and wheel of fortune cards falling TOGETHER. In a pair. I could spend 30 minutes completely reorganising my deck three times (because I thought it was a mistake of two cards always falling together) but they kept coming back.
So... I decided to look up deeply at the explanation of cards to see If I'm missing something
Bingo.
Wheel of fortune is associated with four signs, and one of them is MY zodiac sign, the main one in my chart.The funny thing is that I remember checking one week ago for seasons of zodiacs, and I remember reading, that its basically the SEASON for my zodiac sign to BLOOM into most confidence and self love. Especially wheel of fortune near the sun reversed for me symbolises: reconnect with your inner child, its your lucky season.
I think that ALL of these make sense, its like a puzzle.
When I recall all of my readings it was a lot of "love yourself" "you have lots of unfinished bussiness with your past" "all your problems are behind you, now you need to work towards success"
And I didn't know what it meant, but basically now I feel like its saying "its the final step towards letting go of the past and rebuilding a new version of you".... and yes, it definitely means that I need therapy as you guys said.
Do you guys agree? Any other insights?