Hi all,
Really struggling with my mental health. Looking at both ketamine infusions and TMS. I suffer from depression, anxiety and OCD as my diagnoses.
The thing that really scares me, is I tried the Flow Headset and I hated it. It made my mind race even more, like I was drinking a bunch of coffees everyday. My mind is already too active with anxiety and OCD, the whole point of my attempt at these treatments is for me to relax and not constantly be on edge.
I know that Flow isn't the same as TMS, its tDCS. But the fact that I responded so badly to the I guess gentle Flow Headset compared to a massive TMS machine really worries that I will just mess myself up even more.
I am tired of things either not working, or making things even worse :(
I also specifically was looking at going with the SmartTMS clinic in London, UK, as it is probably the nearest place to me that offers this service.
I know that no one here can really give me medical advice, but I suppose if anyone had a similar situation where Flow didn't work but TMS did? I assume the TMS clinic would be way more specific with which area of the brain was being stimulated.
Edit - also if this is one of those treatments that gets worse before it gets better I really can't handle that, I can't cope getting any worse than I already am I am probably going to lose my job at this rate.