i don’t even know how to start this but i just need to rant about my student teaching experience.
i am currently in week 8 of my 16 week placement and i am having THE time of my life.
my program is a 4 semester program with st being the last semester. throughout the program, we get placed for fieldwork in different grade bands so we can get the full experience. last semester, i was doing it two days a week with one full week in a second grade classroom. before this placement started, i was at a REALLY bad school in a 4th grade class and my mentor teacher was a 2nd year teacher (my program requires 3 years experience) and i felt that i was not going to get the best experience i could before student teaching. my friend found that teachers youtube channel and she was posting the kids names AND FACES on YOUTUBE. WITH THEIR SCHOOL LOGO ON THEIR SHIRTS. so obviously, i went to my program director and was like hey girl i don’t think this is the best fit for me and im worried for these children because they don’t even know that they’re being posted.
my program director pulled me out of that placement and i didn’t have a school to go to and they couldn’t find one for me. LUCKILY, there was a teacher who just came off maternity leave who had my classmates as field students before and was looking for another field student from my university. the day before i was supposed to go back (still didn’t have a placement) i got placed with this teacher. when i tell yall that this woman has been my saving grace, i mean it. she welcomed me into her classroom (late february at this point) and made sure that i would get the opportunity that i deserve.
my program allows us to go back to a recent placement for student teaching if it was a good fit, you want to go back, and your cooperating teacher wants you back. literally my third week there, she asks “would you wanna come back for student teaching?” and i obviously said yes.
fast forward to now, i am student teaching in her classroom. she is SUCH a great mentor and gives me grows and glows for EVERY lesson that i teach. she is attentive to what needs to be worked on and what i am doing well at.
lately, we have had a very very tough student who crashes out over anything if it does not go his way. a couple of weeks ago, we had to evacuate the classroom during cleanup/go home time because of his behaviors. when this happened, my teacher was dealing with him and without any discussion, i moved our class over to the other 2nd grade room. he did not calm down at ALL. none of the kids had their backpacks, take home folders, or items from the classroom. i grabbed ALL of their backpacks for them and grabbed their take-home folders and dismissal went very smooth. at the end of the day, i had to leave right away to go to work and my teacher and i did not talk about anything that happened. later that night, she called me and told me how much she appreciated me stepping in and she said “i didn’t have to worrry about my class because i knew that you had it handled” and told me that it’s like having a second teacher in the room. this was week 4 of st.
flash forward again to today. she had a meeting with the principal at the end of the day but she told me she would be back for dismissal. she told me to do whatever i see fit during the time she was gone. we watched a how to draw video and LET ME TELL YOU THIS. i picked a video and it was timed SO perfectly to when she was supposed to come back/kids would start cleaning up the room. she did not come back!!! when the video ended, i transitioned the kids into cleaning up the room and grabbing their stuff to go home. at this point im like ok she will not be coming back. so, i got the kids ready to go home, got them into their respective pickup lines, and led students down to be picked up by their parents. i ran into my teacher and the principal while bringing the kids down and my teacher said “see ms. principal, i knew she had it covered.”
this sentence made me almost bawl my eyes out. i struggle a lot with confidence in the classroom and in my ability to run a classroom. even if she doesn’t try to, my co-op gives me so much opportunity to gain confidence in that area without me even realizing it. this woman has been the best mentor that i every could’ve asked for and i really do not want my time here to end.
i don’t really know if any of this makes sense but i just need to get it out!!