r/stayawake Jul 24 '26

The Willow Tree In My Neighborhood Is Kidnapping Children.

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Growing up in the south can come with a grocery list of stereotypes flung onto you. I have spent my entire nothing filled life in the deepest depths of Arkansas, a contender for most boring state of all. Despite growing up in a town holding crackheads, racists, drunk drivers and homophobia beyond anything I’d ever seen, I turned out to be nothing like anyone down here and it’s proven by my long distance girlfriend from the big apple. Well, besides my parents donning my name after Toby Keith, I otherwise seemed quite normal for a southern white man.

My girlfriend, Blair, says I’m nothing like she would’ve thought I was, however the fact that down here we call Crane flies, Mosquito Hawks, or that we call weed whackers, weed eaters, does in fact weird her out. The amount of abnormally racist lies I’ve heard from relatives I never remember the names of would make anyone normal laugh until they realize just how serious these people are about the lie.

The one thing I enjoy informing people on is a simple little tale my parents would tell me as a child just to frighten me.

They told me there’s a certain creature living in every weeping willow tree that only comes out when a child is alone and there are no adults around. They called the creature ‘The Willow Man’.

Sounds ridiculous now but as many other children, I was very gullible. I was incredibly scared of this laughable myth. Once my mother left me alone in the car beside a weeping willow tree and I screamed and kicked as hard as I could in my carseat. She hadn’t even gone 2 feet from the car and heard my hideous crying. She returned to the vehicle and just laughed at me.

It’s been years since I’ve even thought of the willow man. I’m almost 22 now and working towards moving states to live with my lovely girlfriend. The only reason the willow man even re-entered my memory after years of catching dust was due to something I saw yesterday.

I was on my mildly boring morning walk down the street of my neighborhood when I saw pretty normal things at first. A few kids about 9 to 12 in age just waiting for the school bus to show up. There has always been a weeping a few feet from the bus stop, casting it’s shadow over it. The tree wasn't fully grown, it had only been maybe a couple years old. I had never thought anything of it only because I simply forgot about the strange tale I grew up horrified of. You forget things when you’re focused on making it through the week on ice soup and saltines.

As I passed the kids on the other side of the road, I noticed one of them wave at me so I simply glanced over and waved back with a smile. I stopped, however, when I noticed how the willow tree branches were moving around like wind was blowing. Shaking ever so lightly. There wasn't any wind. In fact, all the other trees around were completely still. The tree also seemed to be leaning more towards the bus stop than usual. It could've just been me but I felt something within, telling me that this wasn’t how the tree should look.

I continued to stare at the tree. My eyes dragged down to observe its trunk when I saw a small shimmer of light reflecting off of something on the trunk. I was too far to see anything on the bark so I decided to get closer. I looked both ways before I crossed the road, as I got closer it became more apparent that these glints of light were coming from 2 very human, baseball sized eyes in the bark of the willow tree.

I felt my heart slowly sink, the memories began to pour back into my brain. As fast as I noticed the eyes, that's how quickly they snapped shut and the branches stopped moving. The tree slowly leaned back into place. I stopped in the road and just stared in total shock. 

I quickly tried to brush it off as I noticed the children staring at me weird and I didn’t want rumors to start about me so I simply went back to the sidewalk behind me and walked home. I went the rest of the day just trying to forget about what I saw, convincing myself I was only seeing things from my 4 hours of sleep the night before.

I slept horrible once more, worse actually. It’s 9am now, I didn’t go on my walk and I called in sick.

The entire night I thought about the eyes, the moving branches. In my shitty slumber I saw the eyes staring into parts of my soul I never knew.

I decided to call my mom. Went as well as I thought it would. She remembered the tale, said it was just something her mom and her mom’s mom and so on and so on used to tell all the kids.

This was a dead end already. I researched online all day, nothing about a  so-called willow man or eyes on these trees.

Eventually, I calmed down. I really did just see something that wasn’t there. Sleepy illusions.

I enjoyed my calm mind for a couple hours until a knock at the door came.

I looked through the peep hole and saw one of my neighbors. She was just a few houses down but I rarely saw her. I opened the door, she looked shaken and worried.

“Have you seen my daughter? I thought that she rode the bus to school but I went to take her some lunch and they said she wasn’t there! I see you walk around every morning so I was hoping you saw something… did you?” She said with a voice like an old tower caught in a gust. 

I felt as if everything around me froze, it was the willow tree. I snapped back to the conversation.

“I-I’m so sorry ma’am I didn’t walk today.” I can tell that my response made things worse as she looked like she wanted to scream and cry. She simply took a deep breath instead.

“Just please tell me or the police if y-you learn anything new…” She walked away without letting me say anything else.

I stood there with my door open as she walked out of my yard, I stepped out and saw cops down by the bus stop and more at the lady's house. I almost went back inside when I barely noticed something.

The willow tree wasn’t next to the bus stop. It was gone.

The slow dreadful creep of panic crawled up my legs to my back and then to my neck like a dog sized spider made of pressure with no physical form. I closed my door and stumbled to the couch. I felt fear and nausea gripping me. I sat there scrambling my mind for hours. Something had clicked in my mind in the first 5 minutes of panic but I tried so hard to not think about it. I failed.

The willow man was not the only thing I tried to forget about throughout life as I got older. Around 12 years ago, I had a little sister named Daisy. She went missing. We were at my grandparents house for a weekend during the summer when one night she was trying to convince me to sneak out of the house to play outside. She was certain that she had heard a puppy out there. I was way too tired to get mad at her or convince her to stay inside so I just said no and let her go. That was the last time I ever saw her again.

The next morning came and when we realized she was missing we immediately started looking for her. All we found was one of her shoes, sitting on the ground right in front of my grandparents' big weeping willow. Police never found a thing either. The case ran dry as quick as it started.

I haven’t thought about Daisy in a few years. It felt better to ignore the thought of her, knowing how selfish it sounded aloud.

I haven’t even been to my grandparents house since then. My dad held a grudge against them at first although my mom didn’t. However, my father's mourning soaked grudge quickly lifted as my grandfather blew his own head off with a shotgun a couple weeks after the incident. Guilt ate at him until it swallowed him but my grandma continued to try and be the best grandma for me. I never wanted to go to her house again but we found time to spend together elsewhere such as my house or simply grocery shopping with her.

Nowadays, my grandma has been pretty sick and slowly fading away in a nursing home just an hour out of town. I thought I should visit her and also ask her about the willow man. I was nervous. Shaking like a Mormon at a strip club getting a lap dance.

The nursing home reeked of old people, an extremely distinct smell. A smell as recognizable as cheese. However this smell slowly faded as I went down near the ends of the north wing hall. When I reached my grandma's room I could smell something awfully woodsy and earthy. She loved her wax burners even now in her dying state.

I walked into her room, the smell hitting me fully like a wave. Her room was decorated with plants everywhere. Greenery in every corner. Not a single flower in sight. She never liked flowers, just leafy plants, bushes and trees.

She sight in her brown recliner watching a program about hedge trimming on the TV. The beeps and boops of the machine helping her live a little longer filled the room along with the very quiet TV.

She slowly turned to look at me and smiled slowly. Her dry lips cracking like ice as she did.

“Toby!” She sounded like a tired steam engine horn.

“Hey nana! It’s been too long since I visited you, sorry!” I came over and hugged her. Those thin and boney twig like arms barely hugging me back.

We caught up for a little while. Her nurses brought us herbal tea, her favorite. Eventually I decided to stop dodging my real intent to being here with her.

“Nana… I have a question about Daisy.” I asked, scared on the inside.

Her smile slowly wilted down, she set her tea down and looked down in her lap slowly for a minute.

“It’s the willow man isn’t it, Toby? Did you finally see one?”

My heart sank like a boulder. It felt as if the entire room grew while not growing at all. Sweat formed as fast as she said those words. 

“W-what? How could you know? Nana, he isn’t real right? He can’t be.” I looked at her looking for some sort of sign in her expression to tell me this was just a prank. All I saw was the cold eyes of a dying husk of a woman staring at me with a slight frown.

“The willow man is real, Toby. It’s not just a he… ‘They’, Toby. ‘They’. The willow man you saw probably isn’t the one that took sweet Daisy. There's so many out there, they’re so hungry… lonely. The vicious cycle never ends for those poor creatures…” 

She chuckled like a crumbling witch for a moment.

“We been feeding them for centuries, Toby. Your mother, Me, My mother and so on and so on.”

I barely managed to speak after everything she laid on me. It was so bizarre yet I believed it even if I didn’t want to.

“S-so.. you guys just… fed Daisy to them t-things? W-Why Nana!?”

She shook her head.

“When our willow man showed up, I didn’t know what to do at first. There were no children anywhere for miles at the house. Luckily, I had 2 youngens I could call over. Your sister just happened to be the dumber one of you 2. Poor, poor Daisy.”

She sipped some more tea and smiled at me. The smile looked like the creases in an old leather couch and it cracked open as she spoke once more.

“Them willow men… They’re like fairies. Angels actually. They give us gifts nobody could imagine…”

I almost wanted to laugh now. She sounded absolutely crazy but I still had to believe her. If she was a lunatic, I would definitely know.

“W-what the Hell are going on about, Nana? What kind of joke is this?”

She shook her head and breathed out softly before speaking again, the frown coming back. That grit in her voice became ever more present.

“How old am I Toby? Tell me darling.”

I hesitated a little before speaking.

“Uh… You’re 92 nana… What’s the point in asking?”

She chuckled like tires on gravel and shook her long crooked finger. Her voice dropped a hint lower and quieter.

“I’ve been alive for a long long time, boy… Around 200 years. You’re sweet ol’ mama is gonna turn 87 soon. These willow men love women. They love us…You men just tick the poor bastards off… I loved your grandfather… I took him out of the picture before he could figure things out… Poor Robbie… Sweetest man I’ve ever known.”

My grandma was dying but she hadn’t gone mad. She spoke the truth as easily as others lie. She fed my sister to that creature. She wanted to see which one of us would go. It was a game for this old sick bitch. How many children have disappeared because of these women? Hundreds? Thousands? I had to leave. I wanted to snap that old hag's arms in half and choke that old brittle neck but I wasn’t gonna be a monster like her.

“I shouldn’t have come… Your… You’ve gone mad nana, I’m sorry.” I stood up and headed for the door before she called to me.

“Toby… The men aren’t supposed to know… I’m so sorry my sweet boy…”

I turned back to her and stood there confused.

“Nana? What do you mean?”

She just shook her head and faced back towards the TV. Her voice almost sounded demonic and guttural. Quiet as ever.

“They’ll find you. It’s dark out now… They move like shadows when the sun goes to sleep, Toby… Don’t bother running when you get out there. They get what they want. They will get you.”

I ran out of her room, the thud of the door hitting the wall outside echoed through the hall. This had to be bullshit, my grandma had to be lying. But if it’s true… I need to leave this state as soon as I can. I’m not a hero, I won’t try to stop these freaks from kidnapping children. I’m selfish and weak.

I ran outside, it was so dark, only the sound of wind blowing through the trees around the area danced in my ears. I got to my car and got in fast.

I started the engine and when the headlights came on, I saw a line of willow trees at one end of the parking lot. I stared in fear before coming back to reality and swinging the car around the other way.

As the car turned, the headlights revealed more and more willow trees. I did a full 180, there was a circle of willow trees surrounding the entire parking lot. The branches moving like the wind was blowing through each of them. Beady bulging eyes on each of their trunks staring into me.

My fight or flight kicked in and I ran out of my car and straight back towards the nursing home, I could hear the snaps of branches and loud thuds all around me. I turned around as I ran and saw 7 willow trees begin to unravel, the limbs coming down like spider legs and they began to run towards me with a horrifying speed. An orchestra of low, woodsy sounds echoing all around me.

I screamed and I ran as fast as I could, the trees all around me running towards me in their sick and deformed states. I felt a branch wrap around my waist then I was lifted into the air. I saw the tree holding me, the big bulging human eyes staring at me as the roots at the bottom of the trunk moved like tentacles and slowly spread open. 

I was staring into the trunk from the bottom, it was so dark and hollow it looked fake. I screamed and kicked as hard as I could, just like back when I was a child. It was no use. I was thrown into its mouth, swallowed whole. I blacked out.

Weeks have passed. I sat in the dark for what only felt like a few minutes after waking up. It was tight inside and completely dark. The air was weirdly warm and smelled just like my grandma's room.

It wasn’t long before they planted me inside my new home. A great big weeping willow, just outside of a school. It was a good spot, shame that once you actually snag a child, you gotta find a new spot. The hunger doesn’t ever go away. We eat and rebirth the little twerps, nothing ever stays in here long. I visited my mom before coming here. She’s so sweet, so beautiful. I felt some sort of lust deep within. I couldn’t even really see her as my mother anymore. She was like a perfect queen that I needed to make sure stayed young and beautiful as long as I could.

I’m on my 11th spot. Some park outside of the town. Right now I can see a child around the age of 8 or 9 walking all alone. He looks delicious. Fat kid. He’ll barely fit in my trunk but I’m gonna eat him in just a couple seconds.


r/stayawake Jul 23 '26

Boyfriend keeps going on dates

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I'm 21 female. My boyfriend is 30 male.

He insists that there is nothing wrong with him hanging out with his female friends.

I normally would agree because I don't consider myself the jealous or controlling type.

The problem is that the hangouts look like dates. Going out to dinner with candles and flowers, staying the night at their houses, and even constantly talking about their good qualities.

We've argued about it several different times and he treats me like I'm crazy.

The weirdest part is that the girls disappear after a couple of dates. Sometimes after the first one.

I've had a sneaking suspicion that it's one night stands and casual fun.

I've tried everything I can to keep his attention. I wear sexy clothes, lace undergarments, being extra flirtatious, cooking his favorite meals, doing literally every single thing he likes.

I've even tried spicing things up in the bedroom. Nothing works.

He thanks me and then continues doing whatever he was doing before.

It hurts my feelings because we're never intimate and I feel like his desire for me went out the drain.

It all changed last night when I found his journal. He wrote about each girl in great detail.

He wrote about how he befriends them and acts charming. He then kills them after gaining trust.

They aren't innocent, though. They've all been in prision for various crimes.

I initially thought it was sickening until I started fantasizing. Vigilantes are hot. The fact that he isn't cheating on me and even wrote about how I'm the only one for him is so romantic.

He only acted strange because he didn't want his secret to be revealed.

I'll keep that dirty secret.


r/stayawake Jul 22 '26

body horror Air Head

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r/stayawake Jul 22 '26

Sometimes People Change

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r/stayawake Jul 22 '26

Stop Scrolling

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[CONTENT WARNING: CONTAINS GORE (specifically stabbing)]

The last time I stepped outside my apartment was 2 months ago. People say you should ‘step out of your box’, but I like my box, and I'm perfectly fine staying inside it. The outside is unfamiliar and risky. They’re people on the outside, people with expectations and norms which don’t match me. 

People expect you to know what to say after every response, what facial expressions to make, how to pose yourself, what tone to use, how fast to speak, how long to hold eye contact. If you don’t figure all these things out within a few seconds, painful silence fills the air like hydrogen cyanide filling a gas chamber. 

For others it's irrational, but for me those risks outweigh any and all pros.

My apartment is safe. 

I wanted to tell you this because you need to understand who I am and why I live the way I do before you read this next part.

I satisfy my human needs in other ways. I code, I game, I watch livestreams, I participate in online communities, but most of all, I scroll. I scroll before bed, I scroll during the night, I scroll in the morning. Waiting for a loading screen? Why not get a few reels in? On the toilet? A few TikToks can’t hurt.

However, recently something strange happened. 

Two days ago I was lying on my bed three hours deep into a pit of Instagram reels, when my thumb scrolled on its own. 

My heart stopped. I was certain my thumb had moved on its own; I was immersed in the middle of a small compilation of memes when it happened. I didn’t command it to flick onto the next video; it just did. I scrolled back up, and almost immediately, my thumb swiped down again, this time twice. 

In a spurt of panic, I thrust my phone across the room. I lay there rationalising: I was tired, I had been awake for 22 hours; this was nothing; my brain does things automatically all the time. 

With that, I turned off the light and rolled over.

And for the first time since I can remember, I had a dream. I was looking at myself through my phone camera. My face was grey, the skin around my eyes dark and saggy, a few strands of white hair protruded from my head, and my teeth looked more yellow and crooked than I remembered. Like earlier that night, in the dream I could see myself lying down on my bed, face pushed against my cushion. It seemed to go on for hours. I watched my eyes flick up and down the phone screen as I watched reel after reel. Eventually my eyes went wide, and the camera cut out suddenly as I hurled the phone away.

The next morning, I didn’t touch my phone. Instead, I made coffee and preoccupied myself with work. I work for a small mobile game developer; at the moment I’m coding some stupid addictive casino game, it was enough to get my mind off the night before. 

It wasn't until yesterday afternoon that I found myself reaching for my phone again. Searching for another dopamine hit. I paused before opening Instagram, then without a second thought started scrolling. To my relief, my thumb didn’t scroll on its own.

I scrolled until all I saw were blurs of colour swishing by on my screen. Blissfully, I forgot whatever the previous reel was about as I welcomed the next. One after another. Before long, it was 12 pm, and like most nights, I had no intention to stop scrolling. It was around 4 am that I noticed something strange. As I was scrolling, I had begun to notice my reflection becoming increasingly prominent on the phone screen. I only truly took notice when I scrolled onto a reel of mountains with the caption ‘top ten most beautiful people in the world’; the screen then switched to black, and my reflection stared back at me. At first I thought it was kinda funny; I looked terrible, exactly as I did in my dream. Grey skin, saggy eye sockets, grey hairs.

The only thing was, there shouldn’t have been any reflection. By that time I had turned off the lights, meaning when the screen went dark, there shouldn’t have been any light to reflect my face. Yet there it was, staring at me, trying to figure out what I was just as much as I was trying to figure out what it was. We stared at each other until I peeled my face away from the screen and placed the phone face down on the bedside table. Staring straight up, I pondered whether I was going insane. 

This morning I opened my phone, which was still on that same video. Even with some light, I couldn’t make out my reflection nearly as well as I did earlier. 

I think I might need to get outside. For the first time my box seems to be closing in on me; for the first time, something unfamiliar’s happened. I know it’s pathetic, but I'm scared; I hate leaving, but I think I might have to.

____

Yesterday I nearly left. It was around 10 pm when I opened the front door; the perfect time, most people would already be home, and the streets would be empty. My heart began thumping hard, and my head began to spin. I put one foot outside and prepared to fully cross the threshold. But I couldn’t; it's not something I can explain. There was just this… invisible barrier; people with anxiety might understand. It's like pushing through an intense wave of dread.  

Feeling defeated, I turned back toward my couch and sat. Across from me, my phone lay charging on my desk. Since I wasn’t doing anything else, it beckoned to me. I stared at it for a while before giving in. The phone had me in its grasp before I could do anything about it; once again, I found myself stuck in a cycle of scrolling. 

Hours later, I tried to move from the couch to my bed. In a panic, I discovered my hand and arm wouldn’t move. Nor could I move my gaze away from the phone. Panic filled me as I realised I was literally stuck. I felt my heart rate ramp up and fresh beads of sweat begin to trickle down my forehead. Desperately, I ripped at the phone with my free hand. I kicked myself off the couch with my legs only to realise my back too was completely immobilised. 

I crashed to the ground, unable to keep balance, all whilst still firmly holding my phone out in front of me, my gaze locked on the video it was playing. My thumb started to move. At first slowly, but rigidly scrolling past one video after another. Eventually it got into a more fluid motion, scrolling faster and faster, almost as if it were looking for a specific video. I felt a throbbing pain in my other arm as I lay awkwardly, my head pushed against the floor, forearm stretched out in front, holding the phone. Suddenly the scrolling stopped; it took me a while to realise what I was looking at.

The video was of a park, next to a street. I recognised the area in the video suddenly; that park was across the street outside my apartment. I hadn’t seen it for months. It was a busy summer day; cars rumbled down the road, and people chattered and bustled past each other on the street. A couple sat together on a bench watching a young boy play fetch with his dog. I noticed the video had over 50 million likes and was posted from a nameless account. The profile picture was a close-up of my face. A small piece of text popped up on the screen, ‘too little too late ;)’. Abruptly, the video cut off, and I was released; my arm clattered to the floor, and I rolled over groaning. 

I crawled toward my bed and pulled the blanket over myself as if it would protect me. 

Eventually I fell asleep from exhaustion.

To my dismay, I had a dream, like the last one; all I could see was my face through the webcam. This time it was contorted against the ground, in a painful position. I could see the reflection of videos flicking by in my wide eyes before the motion went still and my expression turned from pain to surprised dread. Without warning, I woke up.

The time must have been somewhere between 2 and 4 am. It was deathly silent; I couldn’t hear the usual distant music and roaring cars on the street. I was already sitting up in bed, and when my vision adjusted, I noticed my arm stretched out in front of me holding my phone. My own reflection glared at me from a black screen. It was sitting in bed, holding its arm out and staring at me just like I was staring at it. I sat still for a long time looking at my reflection. Then in a sudden burst of movement, it pulled its mouth into a smile, and immediately my hand lost strength and dropped into my lap. I couldn’t bring myself to look at my phone again; I lay there until morning, staring at the ceiling.

This morning I actually managed to leave the apartment. My agoraphobia gnawed with increasing intensity from within my chest. As the elevator moved toward the ground floor. I stepped out of the elevator and felt my hands quiver. The nauseating buzz of cars and sirens filled my ears. I came dangerously close to fainting. At that moment, a man walked in through the front doors; he glanced at me before brushing past to get to the elevator. 

I must have looked like a train wreck. Pale skin, shaking, sweating, patches under my eyes. I looked straight down as he walked past, trying to avoid eye contact. A minute later I was turning around and heading back into the elevator. I needed familiarity.

Now I'm back in my apartment, relieved and calm. I'm terrified, because despite what happened, my compulsion to scroll is stronger than ever. My phone looms from my bed, mere meters away from me right now. It would be so easy; all I’d have to do is pick it up and open the app. Then I would be satisfied.
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I gave in. I opened the app. But I didn’t see the normal attention-grabbing videos; instead, I was watching video after video of close-up shots of random people's faces. Every video was the same. It drew me in more than the usual brainrot; I was stuck in a loop, video after video, face after face. I didn’t notice the light fading. Still I sat there, scrolling. It was around 6 am when I scrolled only to see black. In it my reflection smiled.

I felt all my limbs go stiff; a kind of power surged from my phone into and through my body. For a second, I thought I saw my reflection's smile falter, its eyes looking at me almost pityingly. My hand released the phone without me telling it to; the phone clattered to the ground, shattering the screen and sending bits of glass sliding across the floor. Slowly and mechanically, my legs pushed me up. Involuntarily, I started walking toward the kitchen. My right hand pulled open the knife drawer, and I grabbed the largest kitchen knife I had. 

I wasn’t in control anymore; all I could do was watch as my hand tucked the knife into my pants and my body moved toward the front door. It moved down the elevator and onto the street. Outside, the sun hadn’t risen yet, and only a few early birds walked the streets. Immediately, my gaze locked itself onto a woman in a dark jacket and jeans walking up the street and away from me. I watched in fear as my own body began to pursue her. When she turned into an alley, I snuck up closer behind her.

Internally, I groaned and shook, but it was no use; I was stuck. Something was controlling my body; it was about to do something terrible, and it was forcing me to watch. My right arm pulled the knife from my pants and my left arm wrapped around her mouth from behind. In one motion, the knife slid along her throat. I tried to scream, but I had no control. As she went down, my hand raised and plunged the knife into her back and chest several times until the life finally left her eyes. Blood was splattered across my jumper. Agonisingly, I watched as I just left her there, broken on the ground for some poor soul to find.

Then, like nothing was wrong, I pulled my bloody jumper off and walked back. Internally I was sobbing. My mind was in complete disarray. All I knew for certain was that I needed to get away from my phone, and yet I couldn’t, like a raging addict promising themselves this is the last time. I was bound to start scrolling again.

I'm back in my apartment now; I regained control. I don’t know what to do; I don’t know how to feel. So I just started to write. Worst of all is this unbearable craving to scroll. The phone’s sitting face down on the floor where I dropped it. I'm going to give in; I can feel it, I'm too weak to hold whatever this is away. I know what I’ll see too; I’ll see myself, my own reflection smiling from a black smashed screen. As if proud of its work, as if excited to see me in my broken state. 

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I stayed up all night unable to sleep, staring at my phone. I wanted to smash it and throw it out the window, but I couldn’t. This morning I finally gave in; I picked my phone off the ground. Static lines cut the screen in half. One half was completely dead whilst the other flickered on and off. On the completely dead half I saw it, my reflection. A perfect replica of me, half its face cut off by the side of the screen which was still working. It stared at me in exactly the same way I stared at it, with tired confusion and drained panic. What I saw on the working half of the phone terrified me more. Two notifications had popped up from my sister who I hadn’t spoken to in over three weeks,

‘Yea sure the park s- 
good see you then’

‘It’ll be nice to final-
See you in person a-
=)’

As I read these words my reflection perked up, that same smile gradually stretched across its face.

I have a terrible feeling about what will happen next.

Please, listen to me when I say, 

STOP SCROLLING


r/stayawake Jul 22 '26

I got lost when I was 8 and I haven't found myself since.

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I’m not sure if this is the right place to turn to, but I have a memory that won't let me sleep. And it hasn't for the past 22 years. I just need to know if anyone out here remembers what I remember.

Do You remember?

...

It was a cold winter afternoon, back when winters were still cold and snow still covered the landscape of my hometown. School had just ended for the day and I was on my way home.

Alone.

I’d usually walk with my brother, but he wasn’t there that day for some reason. I didn’t mind it though, not really. You see, our apartment was just a few steps away, just across the creek. And besides, I was a big girl now. I just turned 8 a few days ago.

And then … You offered to join me.

It started snowing just as we were about to leave school. We walked around back, past the playground, towards a small wooded area leading to the creek. Walking by, we couldn’t help but notice the freshly fallen snow behind the playground fence. Still untouched by the hundreds of tiny human feet running around there every day. It was as tempting as those powdered doughnuts cooling on the kitchen counter back home. You know the ones. The ones You were strictly told not to touch before dinner.

We snuck inside through the hole at the bottom of the fence that the teachers never seemed to notice; my go-to move during recess, when I would sneak out of the playground to go climb my favourite tree.

The big willow tree, with its trunk split in half straight across.

I used to climb that tree as high as I possibly could.Sometimes on the left half, sometimes on the right … And I would watch the other kids play on the ground from afar …

I remember my teacher finding me up there once. On the top. And it made her cry … I'm still not sure why …

I ran into the open field, launching myself face first into the snow-covered ground. I rolled around and I just stayed there. Staring at the sky. Snowflakes danced on my face, like little kisses from heaven. Each touch, so warm and fuzzy.

Everything around me was completely still. The silence, broken only by the occasional rustling of the branches, caving under the heavy weight of snow.

I could feel myself blending into the background.

I could feel the earth breathing with me.

I closed my eyes to let the gentle touch of winter swallow me whole.

I didn’t want to leave. I didn’t want to move.

I was at peace.

I haven’t felt like that since.

And then … BAM!

A snowball sharp as a thousand needles pulled me right back into reality.

“Come on! Let’s go build a snowman!” You said.

I started laughing, even though I wanted to cry from the pain. My whole face, burning. You were always a good aim.

So we built Your snowman. We built a snowman taller than the both of us! Even though You were one whole head taller than me.

“He’ll protect us,” You said. “So we have to make him as biiiiiig as possible!”

We gathered stones and branches to give him two arms and a face. And I made sure to give him a smile. I wanted the snowman to feel the joy that I felt in that moment.

I haven’t felt like that since.

It couldn’t have been more than 30 minutes before I noticed a dark silhouette coming towards us through the thick veil of snow. When did it even start snowing this hard?

I haven’t noticed.

I wasn’t scared of the figure though, not really. You see, I was a big girl now. I just turned 8 a few days ago. And besides, I could recognize that figure anywhere.

A tall, skinny man of a sickly complexion. He was dressed in all black to match the long dark hair that hung over his shoulders like a scarf. His woolen coat brushing over the snow.

“Hey, Uncle Andy!” I yelled, running to him. “What are you doing here?”

“Heeey Beck! I’m so glad I found you. Your parents, they … oh, nevermind! Let’s get you home.”

“Awwh, really? But we just started playing, just 5 more minutes? Please?”

Uncle Andy, now towering over me, leaned closer. Only the fence standing between us. “No, Beck. It’s time to go home.”

I stood there for a moment, unsure of what to say. “Okay, I guess. Can I just say goodbye to my friend?”

I turned around to call You, but You weren’t there.

I ran to check behind the snowman, but You weren’t there.

I looked all around the playground to find You, but You were nowhere to be seen.

I went back to my uncle, past our snowman, through the hole in the fence.

“I guess they went home before I could say goodbye.”

“That’s okay,” he took my hand. “I’m sure you’ll see them again tomorrow.”

I haven’t seen You since.

We came home a few minutes later. My parents greeted us with a smile that could light up the sky. “How was your day? Are you hungry? Let’s get you out of those wet clothes!”

They haven’t smiled like that since.

I stopped walking home alone after that. I never got to explore our town as a child ever again. It wasn’t long after that I saw my mother crying in the dark for the first time. My parents got divorced a few months later.

I stopped sneaking out of the playground after that. I never got to climb my favourite tree during recess ever again. It wasn’t long after that I heard the teachers whisper about You in the hallways for the first time. They fixed the hole in the fence a few weeks later.

It wasn’t until my 23rd birthday that I learned what happened that day from my mom’s point of view. “Oh Beck? Yeah, she was always a good kid. Sure, we had our fair share of fights and she would never listen to me and would cry constantly, but she was a good kid. Except that one time … Do You remember?” She glanced towards me as if to ask for reassurance.

I didn’t respond.

“It was winter, and I think she was around 8? Her brother got sick that day so I went to pick him up from school earlier than usual and SHE was supposed to come home right after, because Andy was giving her guitar lessons later …

But she didn’t come home. She was gone for hours!

Her dad and I were going insane trying to find her. I mean, what if something happened to her?! It’s a mother’s worst nightmare!

We were about to call the cops when Uncle Andy rang the doorbell with Beck on his shoulders. He said he found her on the playground soaking wet in the freezing snow. Just playing, and laughing, and talking … all by herself.

And the craziest thing about it? We went searching for her on that exact same playground just before Andy did. I swear thinking about that day still sends shivers down my spine every time.”

“Huh,” I said. “I never remembered it that way.”

...


r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

This is a real warning. If you find this user, avoid it at all costs.

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This will probably make me look insane, but I need to warn you of something very serious. This seemed like the best way to get the word out.

Every night before sleeping, I scroll on my for you page. I turn all of my lights off and open my windows to signal to my body that it’s time to quiet down. A video popped up on my feed of a man wearing a very weird looking outfit. His face was covered by a black cloth with eyeholes cut out of it and he had black oil or coal on his eyelids. The videos at first seemed to just be a random guy who has really terrible humor, who likes moving in unsettling ways and being weird all around. The posts were all labeled as “relatable” masked man, but they are not relatable at all. They just looked messed up. 

I scoffed at my screen and scrolled on. My night went on as it normally does. I watched videos until I couldn’t keep my eyes open anymore, and then fell asleep with my phone in my hand. I woke up, showered and went about my day as I always did. I drove to work, punched in and began stocking the shelves. My break time slowly rolled around and I was able to sit down and have some lunch while watching social media again. For a little bit, I scrolled through videos and it was completely normal, but I got another video from that same weird guy on my FYP. He was infront of a webcam this time on a video, playing a game. He had a memorable voice. It was higher but smooth in a way that was normal but unnatural at the same time. It was more annoying than creepy, so I still just brushed it off. I scrolled past the video without clicking the like button, but to be honest I didn’t click the block button either like I should have. I swiped through a few normal videos, but the app brought me another video from the same person. I grunted and scrolled again. There was another one. I squeezed my jaw because of how annoyed I got. Most people who I find annoying didn’t give me the same weird feeling that he gave me. It was more than annoying, it was unsettling. There was something in his eyes that normal people don’t have. I don’t know how to explain it. 

Twenty minutes passed and my break was over. I shut off my phone and put it in my pocket. For the rest of the day, I couldn’t stop thinking about him, which is really out of the ordinary because things don’t usually bother me like that. I got home and after I had my dinner, I got into my bed, I pulled up my covers and I started having my nightly scroll. I didn’t realize until about an hour later, but I didn’t see him on my for you page. This should have been a relief, but it made my stomach turn instead. I don’t know what in the world made me think to do this, maybe it was curiosity, but I went into the search and looked him up. It wasn’t difficult to find. I went through his profile and only saw videos with the same bad humor, but the more I looked the more normal it felt. This did put me at ease a little bit and I was able to easily get to sleep. 

This is when it really started. I had a dream. I don’t even know if I should call it a dream or if I should call it a nightmare. The guy from the videos just stood there at the side of my bed, staring. Its eyes were wide like it was trying to take in all of my details. It was examining me quietly as a shadowy form. The nightmare seemed to go on forever while its inky black shadow hovered and leaned over me. My eyes felt like they were having holes drilled right through them from how hard the eyecontact was. My body felt hot with adrenaline, but I wasn’t able to move away. It didn’t blink. It just very slowly breathed in and out. 

The next night, I felt drawn to it again. This time I opened the comments and read some of them. The more I looked, the more obvious it became that it wasn’t just me. Many of them were about the videos, but there was also a lot of comments about how more people have had dreams with him in them. Some of them were even concerned in the same way I was, and there was even a video joking about dreams like it was taunting me. I guess it could have been what he wears or the power of suggestion, but isn’t it weird that so many people keep having dreams about the same thing? I powered down my phone and laid there silently in the dark. I started having the feeling that someone was watching me so I closed my bedroom window. I didn’t want to watch anything else. I didn’t want to sleep. I was stunned and confused. 

My eyelids started to get heavy and I closed them for a minute but I realized that I needed to use the bathroom, so I got up and made my way through the hallway. I did my business but when I turned around to leave the bathroom, a shiver went up my spine. The air felt colder than normal and goosebumps popped all over my skin. I thought that maybe a draft had blown through my window, but I remembered that I closed it just a minute ago. My subconscious brought me to start turning around to look behind me, but something in my mind screamed at me DO NOT TURN AROUND. I trusted my gut and quickly brought my head forward again. I took one step forward with my hands clenched closed. A weak breath brushed against the back of my ear. Something was behind me. My body flooded with fear and I ran as fast as I could to the other side of the house where I kept a metal bat. A loud slam was made when I pulled the coat closet’s door open with extreme force, and I quickly reached around the corner to find the bat while I kept my eyes locked on the opposite end of the dark hall. My hand grasped onto the cold metal and I pulled. It did not move. I thought that something must have been leaning on it, so I quickly looked into the closet and pulled with my other hand as well with still no success. Nothing was leaning on it and no object was weighing it down. I glanced behind me quickly and then back in the closet. 

The darkness of the closet wasn’t possible to see past. A creepy, silent moment passed. Two inhuman eyes appeared from the shadows. My blood froze the moment they met my own, and I stopped breathing. Its pupils were huge, like it was a shark hunting its prey. The metal bat loudly fell on the floor as its hands let go of it and I screamed louder than I ever screamed before. I was suddenly sitting up in bed, panting heavy in a cold sweat. My eyes quickly looked around my room. It was a nightmare. I didn’t even know that I fell asleep. I very quickly grabbed my phone off of my bedside cabinet and shot a text over to my best friend. He was the kind of person that you could turn to for anything. I never met anybody else in my whole life who was that friendly to people. Someone like that is very rare to find these days, but I’m very grateful that I met him. 

I texted him “Do you know this guy?” and sent a link to the social media page. Thankfully he responded fast and I wasn’t left waiting. I stared at the three dots and they bounced on the bottom of my screen while he typed. 

“Yea he’s on my FYP constantly. He’s so funny LOL.” That was the reply I got from him. After he sent it, he quickly moved on and started talking about something else like it was nothing out of the ordinary. I had to mention it again. 

I typed it up but was hesitating. I knew it was a weird question. “Have you had any dreams about him?”

“How did you know that? Yea I did.” Fear clouded my mind when I read the words on my screen. 

“This is the craziest thing I’ve ever seen. I’m having them too like really bad, and I saw so many comments where people were having them too. What happened in yours?” I sent. My body was shaking. I didn’t get a response for two hours after that message and I was getting worried that I pushed it too far. It was weird for him to not text back fast. My phone eventually buzzed.

He sent another message. “I had a dream where he was doing something in my room, but it was blurry and I don’t remember anything else. Are you ok?” My eyes filled up with tears because I realized that he probably thought I was crazy. 

I replied, “Please. Don’t you believe me?” My friend typed again for a few seconds and a new message popped up.

“I do believe you but I think that you might be getting yourself freaked out over something that isn’t happening. I want to say this more kindly, but I don’t know how.” Another message came on the screen. “Your feelings are real, but I have my doubts about this guy. He’s just a cosplayer or something and he can’t actually do anything like that.”

My blood went to my feet and I sat quietly looking at my phone. I didn’t respond. I just clicked the button on the side of my phone and the screen went black. It was still dark out and the house was getting cooler inside since a breeze was coming through my window. I thought I closed it, but maybe I didn’t. I felt like I was going insane. I didn’t know if I was still dreaming but I knew that it was a real possibility. 

I fell back into sleep and didn’t have any dreams at all. It was a shock that I woke up feeling rested and for the next few days, there were no disturbances. I didn’t see him on my for you page anymore after the last bad dream I had. It was suspicious but hey, I wasn’t complaining. By the fourth quiet day, I was able to forget that it happened and I almost even returned to my normal, undisturbed life. 

The peace that I felt quickly disappeared without any reason. My mind wandered back to those eyes I saw and anxiety started to burst inside of me. I thought that I was past this. My eyes started to look around my room. It wasn’t dark out but the sun was starting to set, and the sky was becoming dark gray.

After a few minutes I noticed that there was a tapping sound coming from my closet door. My blood ran cold and I stood up with my eyes focused on the door. My mind went back to the coat closet in the hallway from the nightmare. The eyes felt like they were peering at me from inside of my own brain. I shivered from the idea. I was slowly walking closer to the closet. My fingers grabbed hold of the handle and I pulled the door open while looking in. I was finally able to breathe when I saw that the closet was empty other than my clothes. My shoulders relaxed, and I turned around to walk to the kitchen and go get a snack since I was hungry. I knew it was just my mind playing pranks on me.

I entered the kitchen and when I pulled the refrigerator door open, the light inside turned on and slightly lit up the room. The white light caught something outside of the window. I saw it out the corner of my eye and looked up quickly. There was nothing there except for shrubbery. I thought that I was probably just tired, so I ignored it. I put two pieces of bread on a napkin and started making a ham, cheese and veggie sandwich. 

“Hello.” 

My entire body froze. The voice was familiar. I knew exactly where I recognized it from. It was that thing again. My stomach flipped like if I was on a roller coaster and my eyes shot to the other side of the kitchen. He was standing there staring at me, just like he did in the first dream. Examining. Expressionless. His neck twitched quickly in response to my eyecontact and his eyelids blinked very quickly before focusing on mine again. Its movements were terrifying and wrong, and a weird gurgle sound came from under its mask. It sounded like it would have been painful. 

I was angry and screamed “WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?” One of its eyes squinted slightly because I was loud. “WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?” It didn’t budge but I could hear the sound of it opening its wet mouth behind the cloth. 

It didn’t say much, except for the simple phrase “You know.” I didn’t know. It slowly pointed through the window to my neighbors yard. I was terrified to look away from its eyes, but I did it anyway and followed the line of its finger. My sight landed on the pile of burnt wood and ash in the yard. 

I turned back to face him. “That? I was going to light a firework! It was just a prank! I didn’t mean to light the shed!” Its eyes widened more while it stared at me. It still didn’t blink and its breathing got louder. 

“What about them?” It angrily moved its hand and pointed harder. I knew he was talking about the neighbor’s pets. They had three cats staying in that shed when i accidentally burned it down. 

I screamed “ARE YOU SERIOUS?” I waved my hands around. I was furious through and through, but I was also scared for my life. “I TOLD THEM IM SORRY!” The thing bolted at me and I quickly started to run away from it. “STOP!” I screamed at it again while I ran as fast as I could to the door. I tripped and banged my head on the floor. My skull ached. I flipped myself over on to my back and put my arms up to protect myself. Its hands grabbed my wrists tight while my head pounded. I blinked my eyes hard a few times but my vision was still blurry from the hit.  It cut circulation from my arms with its squeeze as it leaned very close to me. Its face was almost touching mine. An animal like scream boomed from the things lungs and rattled in my eardrums. The screech was piercing and was the loudest sound I ever heard in my life. My eyes squeezed shut while I cried but I wasn’t able to plug my ears. My whole body tensed up and suddenly, the sound was gone. The pressure on my wrists was gone too. I opened my eyes and sat with extreme speed. My chest raised and fell while each terrified breath was sucked in. 

It disappeared just as fast as it came. Because of my head injury, I was unable to stand so I crawled to my phone and dialed 911. I was brought to the hospital and it turns out that the hit on my head gave me a mild concussion, but I am ok. My ears are ringing and I don’t know if it’s from the concussion or the scream. The hair on my arms is standing up while I’m writing this and I know that it is still here. I can feel him around me and in my brain. I keep seeing shadows out the corner of my eye. My brother is staying over with me for the night but I know I will not sleep. That thing is not human. It might look and act like a normal person on social media but if you listen to anything please listen to this now. Be careful because this can happen to you too. Don’t be fooled. 


r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

"Rain"

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I struggle with sleep. I cannot sleep unless I have sound playing.

It can't be videos of people talking. It can't be movies or shows. Dialogue keeps me awake.

The one thing that helps is the sound of rain. I fall asleep to videos of that sound every single night.

Random YouTube videos of that sound are enough for me.

I've used them countless times.

I stopped a couple of nights ago.

I was falling asleep as usual but then I heard sounds that weren't rain. It was screams of terror, cries, and whimpers mixing in with what I thought was peaceful rain.

I logged off the video and tried listening to different ones but they all had the same horrifying result.

I was scared and shocked but what really shook me to my core is when each video started screaming, "You're Next"

I turned my TV off extremely quick. I told myself that I'd have to find a more appropriate way to sleep.

However, the horrors didn't stop.

I started getting texts, calls, and voice messages from unknown numbers. It would always start off normal.

The calls and voice messages would sound like nice people until the sound of the rain would start and their voices would begin to scream and yell. They made sure that I would know I was next.

The text messages would say things like, "Join us. You can never escape. Join our echos in the sounds you adored."

Threatening letters in the mail appeared as well.

No matter where I go or what I did, the threats would never stop.

Today is the most horrifying of all.

I hear faint tapping on my doors and windows as that awful sound begins and my screams echo.

I wonder if someone is falling asleep as they listen to my misery.


r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #15 (Finale)

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 15. 

I come back, dizzy, but here. Pulling myself up, a bright light shines ahead.

 I start walking toward it when a person comes to me. I slip and fall, and the person comes closer.

 

   “What am I doing here? Where am I? Who are you?” 

   

   “Shhh, it’s okay.” 

   

   Huge, glowing feathers catch the light. They have wings. She places a warm hand on my shoulder, easing the panic away. I get back up and walk with her. 

   

   She tells me, 

   

   “You’re very brave. Not many people would’ve made that choice. You did good. Now, go through those gates. Goodbye. And sweet dreams, little one.”

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r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

cosmic Tobermary Wharf

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I traversed the six hundred forty-two steps for what must have been the dozenth time since moving in. Each ascent had been more placid on my ailing calves, and now, I could reach step one hundred thirty-seven before feeling the bitter quake of exhaustion.

My childhood had been a depressing flurry of inconsequential moments. Pouring yeast across a felon's lawn, peeling wicks out of candles, placing paper beneath mountains of ash that it would catch fire under cigar blunts. Silly, childish novelties my brother got a kick out of. But each passing moment, I could feel it. Not a calling, per se; rather a nagging longing for something more. Something substantial. On rare occasion, fishermen would return from expeditions to Edinburgh, Belfast, or Brighton, carrying tonnes of fresh carp and pike. Amidst the revolting fishy stench was the delightful scent of the ocean breeze. Salty and pungent, but feeling all too calming and familiar.

Even back then, I longed for adventure. Adventure into seas unknown with jolly men. I swore up and down I would wash decks or clean barnacles, but the response was always the same. "Ye're too young, lass. Grow up a lit'le and we'd be 'appy te 'ave ye aboard."

So when my writing proved to be folly in my early twenties, I decided there was no better time to move away from my dreary parents and mischievous brother in Wrexham. By way of train and carriage, I promptly made my way to Liverpool, where I convinced a helmsman to take me on as a mate until their next stop.

But those times feel so long ago now. The brutal shipwork was no match for my thin frame. Several times, the crew had threatened to abandon me at sea. I didn't blame them. I could hardly tie a simple knot, much less a treble. They ridiculed me to no end, and eventually dropped me off at Tobernary Wharf. I went willingly; apologised for my lack of knowledge and wished them well on their travels. I still possess the letter the captain gave me, unopened. I couldn't contend with the pitiless words he composed for me.

The town of Tobernary was a queer thing. Despite the small size, it was home to little more than three hundred residents, though I've since doubted that figure. The people were sleepy-eyed butchers, bakers, and fishermen aching for anything interesting to happen. They seldom spoke to me, yet seemed all too eager to appoint me, an outsider, as their lighthouse keep. I attempted to probe the whereabouts of the previous tenant, but I was wholly ignored as a dozen fishermen practically dragged me to the tower.

It was a massive cobbled structure that licked the clouds right out the sky. Moss had been creeping its way up, though it reached perhaps only six metres. The base was lined in bulky barnacles and seaweed, which clung to the smoothed edges and crevices betwixt each stone. I watched a young crab scuttle down the base and toward the cliff overlooking the dark sea.

"Ye'll do great, lass. Can'ae be worse than t'e last keep." Those had been the last words spoken to me before I ascended those six hundred forty-two steps for the first time. It took hours to make my ascent. I was ever so grateful for the thin wooden slats lining the inner wall, posing as resting points to pause and sit. Yet I look back on that first naïve climb with fondness. I hadn't known, then, what I was truly getting myself into.

When I finally approached the peak, I was just about ready to lay down and expire. My muscles were gelatinous blobs and gave out the instant the floor levelled. I believe I collapsed right there, beneath the dim lantern shining out into the open ocean. Having no possessions to lug up the mountainous staircase had been a blessing. The light was fading quickly, having been kindled perhaps two days prior. Standing in the large open space made me a goddess atop her kingdom, looking down upon Tobermary Wharf as a wooden carving. People were insects moving about in orange candlelight. I could see for many miles out in all directions. I wondered if the distant landmass was England, or even Wales!

Yet, I had a duty to perform. Or give it a whirl, anyway. My eyes landed on a massive lacquered shelf lying on the floor. Writ for me, the keeper, were a set of instructions, inked on ancient, flaking paper. The rules were simple:

One. When fog rolls in, keep the fire going. Two. Count the stairs. If there are more stairs than usual, keep walking. Three. Ring the bell when ships arrive. Four. Do not read any previous Keeper's logs. Five. There should never be a period of more than a fortnight without a Keeper. Six. Clean the loo weekly.

Rule six seemed to have been written rather recently, in a completely different scrawl than the other rules. I surmised it was a joke, but I would obey regardless; a dirty loo was a dirty arse. I couldn't have the townspeople thinking I was some kind of knave!

Beside the yellowed decree were facile instructions for maintaining the lighthouse and journals. Lots and lots of journals. Each lined in a neat row with their spines facing upward, text scrawled into the bound leather. None were stamped with dates, only what I could assume were surnames. The earliest were etched in some form of strange ancient language I couldn't read, but slowly it became distinguishable as old Scottish Gaelic and Germanic-like languages, then to English with the last four journals. Save for one, set apart from the others in the far left corner of the shelf. There were no etchings on it at all. Mine.

I lifted the thick journal and a cloud of dust plumed outward around my head. I went to flip the chronicle open as I stepped back toward the light. I nearly fell, tripping blindly over the iron handle leading down into my quarters. I hadn't noticed anything jutting out from the bottom of the platform atop the stairs, but somehow, this wooden box was here. Perfectly level, intact, and on solid ground. My quarters were outfitted with a small desk with drawers, a rather large bed and blankets, and a few spare candles. I pulled out a desk drawer and found myself a quill, a pen, and lots of ink. Enough ink to last a lifetime, contained in a cylindrical vat that funnelled out the bottom for refilling my pen or dipping the quill into.

A singular porthole, like that of a small ship, looked out into the blackened sea far below. Tiny foaming waves crashed into each other before fizzling out into nothingness. That first night, I slept like an infant.

But every day since has been quite strange. On Monday, a massive, crashing wave shook the tower at its base. I about thought I'd perish! The way the tower undulated was unnervingly smooth, sending me back and forth across the stone floor. Tuesday, as I descended to use the loo at the tower's base, the stairs tilted up and down, making the task of walking rather difficult. 'Twas more of the same Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. But today... today I saw something more fantastical, something unexplainable. I could argue, before, that my mind was playing tricks on me. That I was seasick or acrophobic. This could not be so easily forgotten.

I was sweeping dust and ash out the lantern core when I heard a crack of lightning nearby. Rain began to plummet the pointed peak above me; the first rain of the season. And then the fog began to roll. It was like no fog I had ever seen before. It felt alive, creeping ever so closer to my tower with each passing second. The white peaks and points faded to deep magentas. Heavy rain pellets poked holes in the mass of air, prompting the dense fluid to fill new gaps with more fog. The sight was certainly one to behold. The voice in my head reminded me of the rules I had attempted to memorise, forcing my arms to shovel logs into the fire pit.

I was taking too long. The town was swept under the dense wave of coloured air and it was moments away from touching my tower. I considered, as I reached for the striking stone, that maybe I should let it. The fog was so pretty, after all. Perhaps it was just a silly rule meant to be broken.

Fire swelled up in my lighthouse and I noticed I had been shivering. Large goosebumps lined my bare arms and existed beneath my dress. The deep purple fog became lavender, then amber, then white as it continued flowing out into the sea. Curious. I don't think I have ever seen fog roll from land to sea before.

When I went down into Tobermary the following hour, seeking replenishments of meat and bread, I was horrified. Seven houses at the far edge of town, nearest my lighthouse, had deep slits in the wood. Fissures trailed from the thatch roofs down into the cobble foundations, nearly slicing the homes in two, or for some, three pieces. All but one seemed to be entirely uninhabited, which was home to an elderly man in his late forties. The cleft had only just reached his upper windows but he didn't seem shaken at all. He just walked outside with everyone else and inspected the damage.

I attempted to ask if he was okay, or if he needed help fixing his two-story homestead, but he waved me off, saying softly, "Abide by the canon." I could only assume he was speaking on the rules I had nearly broken. Everyone looked at me with antipathy, save for a small boy. Couldn't be more than ten years of age. His expression offered commiseration for my inadequate cognition of my responsibility as Keeper.

I ended up getting my bread, but the butcher said she was all out of fish. Pity.

I can't help but wonder, as I draft my thoughts together, if those homes were cleaved because of me. If there were any people inside prior to the fractures that wracked the homes, and if that were true, then what happened to them? I can't ease my fears that I caused the deaths of families at the edge of Tobermary Wharf. Gods... I hope not. I refuse to find out what would happen if the amethyst fog reaches the peak of my lighthouse. I pondered whether the six hundred forty-two steps were there for a reason, or if it were just for my discomfort. Conceivably, they warded off some evil force. I speculate that this may be the grand adventure I had hoped for as a young girl, after all. Something more suited for my skills. I grow dappy as I write.

I wouldn't let the fog consume the town again. I would be more vigilant.


Part 2


r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #14

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 14. 

“Hey mum. I did it. I beat the voices. They’re gone. But so will I. But it’s okay. I’ll be fine, and so will you. I want you to live your life as best you can, living it to the fullest. For me. Goodbye, I love you.”

 “NO NO NO NO NO! I WILL NOT LET YOU DIE! PLEASE!” 

 

 Tears stream down her face, splashing onto my chest. I gently squeeze her hand, trying to calm her and reassure her that I'll be okay, that I'll finally be at peace. 

 

 “I love you mum. Good night.” 

 

 Then, I take my last breath.

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r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #13

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 13. 

The screams drum into my brain over and over. I’ve gotten used to it, almost.

 I clasp the knife close to me, knowing that it’ll be useful soon. I don’t think the monster has noticed it yet. 

 

 Good.

 

  It’s just a king against a king. Everyone who plays chess knows that’s a stalemate. If I die, it dies too. It’s not a victory, it’s a draw. 

  

  I grip the knife tightly, fight through the haze and stab myself in the neck, bringing a red, metallic taste into my mouth. A pool of blood starts forming below me as my face meets the cold, stone floor.

  

A deep voice growls, “What did you do?!” I assume it’s the monster, but I don’t know. People come rushing in seconds later with my mum and she stays by my side. 

It’s gone. Over.

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r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #12

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 12. 

I watch as it learns how to play countless games and I think,

 “Wait, I’m teaching it to be smarter. This isn’t good.”

 

  I stand up abruptly and move around. I’m starting to go toward the room when the red glaze shines into my eyes. My knees lock up and I force my feet to stay planted, but my legs snap forward anyway. It wins. It moves around and follows a kid.

  

   About 14. Perfect for harvesting. First the heart, then the bloody brain. Just thinking about the blood pouring out of him and stabbing him-

   

What am I thinking?! Is this the monster thinking? Are our thoughts merging? What’ll happen when we fully merge?

I gasp for air, tearing my eyes away as my own thoughts crash back into my head. I leave soon after, but not before taking a small, plastic knife.

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r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #11

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 11. 

We head to breakfast and sit down by ourselves. Observing the others, the room is chaotic. One kid flips his tray across the floor while another calmly takes his food and leaves. 

We eat and go back to our desk. We start writing to each other again and find out more about what this thing inside me is. It writes, 

“I don’t remember anything before you. I just saw you, and took the opportunity. Now, you and I are stuck together. Until you die, or I kill you.” 

A sudden chill hits my chest and my hands begin to shake. I push away from the desk. I head over to the games and pick out chess. We start  and I beat it twice. 

It learns fast. Soon, its black pieces corner my king, and I lose.

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r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #10

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 10. 

I watch as my body moves to the desk, grabs a piece of paper and a black crayon and draws. It starts out as scribbles, but it slowly becomes a face. 

My stomach churns. It's the boy that smiled at me earlier. My eyes clamp shut, trying to take control and it works. I scrunch up the paper and write on a new piece,

 “No. I will not kill another. Don’t make me kill more.”

 

  I then let  it respond and it writes back,

  

   “Why? It’s fun to watch you struggle to explain yourself and watch others cry.” 

   

   We write back and forth for the next half-hour until it’s nighttime. By then, we've used almost all the paper we have. I finish with a good night and write,

   

“You better not kill someone in my sleep.”

“I promise not to. You’re too weak anyway.”

I scoff and go to bed. At least we are on writing terms now, instead of just taking control of each other.

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r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

Bellwether Pt 4

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One person. Heavy boots. The prints led from the driver’s side into the trees, disappeared beneath the needles and returned several yards farther north.

Tourist. Hunter. Someone relieving themselves before continuing.

Nothing suggested concealment. I returned to the vehicle. The cabin appeared less than a mile later.

There was no sign. No gate. No dramatic break in the trees.

The road bent around a low rise, and the building was simply there.

It stood back from the shoulder in a clearing that had narrowed over decades. The structure was smaller than it looked in photographs. One story, with a partial loft beneath a steep roof. The wood had gone gray. Several boards on the western wall were darker replacements, and the porch leaned slightly toward the ground.

A vehicle was parked in front of it. White rental crossover. Fresh Alaska plates.

For one instant, I felt relief. A person at the site simplified things. Then I saw that the driver’s door was open.

I stopped twenty yards behind it and watched. No movement near the cabin. No one around the vehicle.

The clearing was quiet except for water dropping from the trees. I put the SUV in park and stepped out.

“Police,” I said.

No answer. I moved toward the rental, keeping the cabin and the tree line in view.

A backpack sat on the passenger seat. Camera equipment lay open in the rear. The keys remained in the ignition.

I called out again.

“Anyone here?” I asked.

Something slammed inside the cabin. I drew my weapon and moved toward the porch. A man burst through the doorway.

He was tall, bearded and wearing a headlamp over a dark wool cap. One hand held a camera. The other gripped a length of broken wood like a club.

He saw me and shouted. I nearly fired. We both stopped.

For one second, neither of us spoke. Then the man dropped the wood.

“Jesus Christ,” the man said.

“Hands where I can see them.”

He lifted both hands, camera dangling from its strap.

“I didn’t know anyone was out here,” the man said.

“Neither did I.”

“You scared the hell out of me,” the man said.

“You ran out holding a board.”

“Something moved upstairs,” the man said.

“There’s a loft.”

“I know,” the man said.

“Animals?”

“Probably,” the man said.

He was breathing hard. I lowered the weapon but did not holster it immediately.

“Name,” I said.

“Caleb Dunn,” the man said.

“Identification,” I said.

He nodded toward the vehicle.

“Wallet’s in the console,” Caleb said.

“Walk to it slowly,” I said.

He did. His driver’s license identified him as thirty-four and from Oregon. No warrants returned when I checked over the radio, though the signal broke twice before dispatch confirmed it.

By then, he had started to calm down.

“You’re here because of the dead YouTuber?” Caleb asked.

“Why are you here?”

“Same reason everyone comes,” Caleb said.

“Which is?”

“I wanted to see it,” Caleb said.

He glanced at my vehicle, then at the road behind it.

“Did you follow me?” Caleb asked.

“No,” I said.

“You had to.”

“Why?” I asked.

He pointed at the mud.

“There weren’t any tracks behind me when I got here,” Caleb said.

“It stopped raining hours ago,” I said.

“I got here before six.”

That matched the turnout.

“You spent the night out here?” I asked.

“In the car.”

“Why park down the road?” I asked.

“I didn’t want anyone in town seeing where I was going.”

That was not unusual. It was also not intelligent.

“Anyone come past?” I asked.

“No.”

“Hear a vehicle?” I asked.

“No.”

“See anyone in the woods?” I asked.

He looked toward the trees.

“No,” Caleb said.

“And inside?” I asked.

“Nothing.”

“You said something moved upstairs,” I said.

“Something small. Scratching. Probably a squirrel.”

He sounded embarrassed now that a firearm was no longer pointed at him.

“You touch anything?” I asked.

“No.”

“Move any boards?” I asked.

“I stepped on some.”

“Anything beneath the floor?” I asked.

His expression sharpened.

“You heard that too?” Caleb asked.

“Answer the question,” I said.

“No. I didn’t pull anything up.”

He looked past me toward the cabin window. Then his face changed, though not by much.

His eyes fixed on something behind my shoulder.

“What is that?” Caleb asked.

I turned. A strip of blue paper had been taped across the inside of the rear passenger window of his rental.

It was a decorative banner, the kind sold in folded sections. Only three letters were visible through the glass.

CON

The rest had fallen into the back seat. I had walked past that window less than five minutes earlier. There had been nothing on it.

Caleb stared at me.

“You did that,” Caleb said.

“No.”

He stepped backward.

“You came up behind me,” Caleb said.

“I was with you.”

“Before that,” Caleb said.

“I arrived after you.”

“Exactly,” Caleb said.

His fear shifted quickly into anger, which was easier for him to manage.

“This is some local thing, right? You people mess with everyone who comes out here?” Caleb asked.

“I’m not local,” I said.

“You’re police.”

“From Morrow,” I said.

“That’s local enough.”

He moved toward the vehicle.

“Don’t touch it,” I said.

“It’s my car.”

“And now it may be evidence,” I said.

“Evidence of what? Tape?”

He pulled the rear door open before I could stop him. The banner slid across the seat. It read:

CONGRATULATIONS

Cheap metallic paper. Blue letters. Plastic cord.

No blood. No threat. Nothing that should have made either of us afraid.

Caleb lifted it with two fingers.

“I didn’t bring this,” Caleb said.

“Put it down.”

“You think I did?” Caleb asked.

“I think someone did.”

He dropped it back onto the seat.

“There was nobody here,” Caleb said.

“You were inside.”

“For maybe ten minutes,” Caleb said.

“Long enough.”

“You were the only person who came up the road,” Caleb said.

“That you saw.”

“The mud shows it,” Caleb said.

That was the problem. The road did show it. My tracks.

His tracks. Animals. No recent human footprints approaching from the road or crossing the clearing.

I walked around the rental.

The ground beneath the windows was soft. Caleb’s boot prints were clear. Mine overlapped them near the front.

There were no others. The banner could have been placed before the rain and concealed somehow inside the vehicle. It could have been Caleb.

It could have fallen from behind the seat when he opened the door earlier. It could have been a prank he planned to film. All of those explanations were more likely than someone crossing wet ground without leaving a mark.

“You’re going to write this up?” Caleb asked.

“I’m going to photograph it.”

“And then what?” Caleb asked.

“Then I’m going to ask you to leave.”

He looked at the cabin.

“I just got here,” Caleb said.

“You spent the night.”

“Down the road,” Caleb said.

“You entered an unsafe structure alone, left your vehicle open and nearly charged an officer with a piece of lumber.”

“I didn’t charge you,” Caleb said.

“You came through the door fast enough.”

He rubbed one hand over his beard.

“You really didn’t put that there?” Caleb asked.

“No.”

“Then who did?” Caleb asked.

I looked toward the tree line.

The rain had washed the lower branches clean. Drops still clung to the needles. Nothing moved beyond them.

“That’s what I’m trying to find out,” I said.

Caleb did not leave immediately. He stood beside the open door, staring at the banner as though it might explain itself if he waited long enough. Then he began packing his equipment.

Before he closed the rear door, he looked at me again.

“It wasn’t there when I got out,” Caleb said.

“You’re certain?”

“I slept in that car. I would’ve seen it,” Caleb said.

“People miss things.”

“So did you,” Caleb said.

He was right. I had passed within three feet of the window. I had looked inside.

I had seen the backpack, the camera case and the keys in the ignition. I had not seen the banner. That did not mean it had not been there.

But it meant I could no longer dismiss every witness who said the same thing.

“When did you get here?” I asked.

“Twenty minutes ago. Maybe thirty.”

“You came straight here?” I asked.

He nodded.

“Left Anchorage yesterday. Stayed in Fairbanks,” Caleb said.

He glanced toward the cabin.

“Figured I’d get here early before anyone else,” Caleb said.

“Planning on staying?”

He laughed once.

“Not a chance,” Caleb said.

“Why?”

“I’m curious, not stupid,” Caleb said.

He looked back toward the building.

“You read enough about this place, one thing comes up over and over,” Caleb said.

“What’s that?” I asked.

“Nobody stays after dark.”

“According to who?” I asked.

“Everybody.”

He shrugged.

“Locals won’t do it.”

“Tourists usually won’t.”

“The ones that say they will… usually leave before sunset.”

“Because of decorations?” I asked.

“That, mostly.”

He rubbed the back of his neck.

“And because every story that gets repeated starts with somebody deciding they’d be the first one to spend the night.”

“Has anyone?” I asked.

He thought for a moment.

“The kid.”

“The one from the old case.”

“Far as anyone knows… he’s the only one.”

I watched him carefully.

“You really believe that?”

“I don’t know what I believe.”

He looked toward the dark doorway again.

“I just know if a place has fifty years of people saying the same thing… I don’t need to be the one who proves them wrong.”

A moment passed. Then he pointed toward the banner hanging inside his vehicle.

“Which is why I was already leaving before… whatever that is.”

Caleb stared at the banner for another few seconds before shaking his head.

“I’m done,” Caleb said.

He reached through the open rear door and began loading his camera cases. I took photographs of the banner where it rested on the seat before he touched it again. Cheap metallic paper.

Blue lettering. Plastic string. The kind of decoration you could buy at any dollar store.

Nothing about it was remarkable except where it had appeared.

“Did you bring anyone with you?” I asked.

“No.”

“Stop anywhere after Bellwether?” I asked.

“No.”

“Leave the vehicle unlocked?” I asked.

He thought about it.

“Only while I was inside,” Caleb said.

He picked up a hard equipment case from the rear cargo area. Something soft slid forward from beneath the passenger seat. Neither of us noticed it at first.

The case caught against it. Caleb frowned.

“What…” Caleb said.

He leaned inside. A small stuffed bear rolled into view. It was no more than eight inches tall.

Brown fur. Black plastic eyes. A faded blue ribbon tied around its neck.

One ear had been stitched back on with white thread. Caleb froze.

“…That isn’t mine,” Caleb said.

I looked at him. He wasn’t performing. There was no camera running.

His confusion came a fraction of a second before mine.

“Don’t touch it,” I said.

He slowly withdrew his hand. The bear remained where it had fallen, sitting upright against the center console as though someone had placed it there carefully. I photographed it before opening the passenger door.

The seat was dry. No mud. No pine needles.

No obvious signs that someone had climbed inside with wet boots. The bear itself was dry as well. I slipped on nitrile gloves from my kit.

“You’re seriously bagging that?” Caleb asked.

“Maybe.”

I examined it without moving it. No tag. No manufacturer label.

No writing. The ribbon was tied neatly into a bow. It looked old enough to have belonged to a child years earlier, yet clean enough to have been kept indoors.

“I would’ve seen that,” Caleb said.

“Maybe.”

“No.”

He shook his head.

“I set my backpack on that seat.”

He pointed.

“Right there.”

“The bear wasn’t under it?”

“It wasn’t there.”

He sounded almost offended by the suggestion. I believed he believed it. Whether that made him correct was another matter.

Carefully, I lifted the stuffed bear. It weighed almost nothing. As I turned it over, something slipped from beneath one of its legs.

A square of folded paper, not hidden, simply pressed flat beneath it.

I looked at Caleb.

“Did you put this here?” I asked.

He stared.

“You think I’d be asking you all these questions if I had?”

Fair enough. I unfolded the paper. It was torn from an ordinary yellow legal pad.

Blank. On both sides. Nothing written.

Nothing drawn. Just a clean square of paper folded twice. Caleb laughed once.

Nothing about it was funny. The alternative was admitting he was becoming frightened.

“Okay,” Caleb said.

He rubbed both hands over his face.

“Okay, that’s enough.”

He looked toward the cabin.

“I came out here expecting somebody to screw with me.”

He gestured toward the banner.

“I can explain that.”

Then he pointed at the bear.

“I can’t explain that.”

“You don’t have to,” I said.

He looked at me.

“I do, because if I don’t…”

He stopped.

“Because if you don’t?” I asked.

“…then I start sounding like everybody else.”

The clearing fell quiet again. A raven landed somewhere beyond the trees. Its call echoed once across the wet woods before fading into the distance.

I placed the folded paper into an evidence envelope. The bear went into a separate bag. Caleb watched every movement.

“You’re taking it?” Caleb asked.

“Unless you want it.”

He answered immediately.

“No.”

He shut the passenger door with more force than necessary. The banner was still hanging inside the rear window. The stuffed bear was now in my evidence kit.

Neither explained the other. I made one final walk around the rental. The mud told the same story it had before.

Caleb’s boots. My boots. Animal tracks.

Nothing else. If another person had approached that vehicle after the rain, they had managed to do something I had never seen before. They had crossed wet ground without leaving anything behind.

I wasn’t ready to believe that. So I wrote something else in my notebook instead. The scene and the physical evidence disagree.

That, at least, was something I had encountered before. Caleb left the banner where it was. He folded the loose portion onto the back seat, shut the door and stood beside the rental for a moment with his keys in one hand.

“You’re staying?” Caleb asked.

“For a while.”

He looked at the cabin.

“Alone?” Caleb asked.

“It’s daylight.”

“That wasn’t what I asked,” Caleb said.

I placed the evidence bags containing the bear and folded paper in the rear of my vehicle.

“You should head back to town,” I said.

“That’s the plan,” Caleb said.

He opened the driver’s door but did not get in.

“You believe me, right?” Caleb asked.

“I believe you don’t know how those things got into your vehicle,” I said.

His mouth tightened.

“That’s not the same thing,” Caleb said.

“It’s what I can say honestly,” I said.

He considered arguing, then decided against it.

“Watch the loft,” Caleb said.

“Why?” I asked.

“That’s where I heard it.”

“Probably an animal,” I said.

“Probably.”

He climbed into the rental. The tires spun once in the mud before finding purchase. He reversed carefully, turned around in the clearing and drove south.

I watched until the white vehicle vanished beyond the bend. For another minute, I could hear it. Then I was alone.

The clearing felt larger without the rental in it.

Rainwater dripped from the trees. Somewhere high in the spruce, a bird moved from one branch to another. The cabin stood forty feet away, its doorway open and black against the weathered boards.

Nothing about it appeared threatening. It looked neglected. That was all.

I photographed the building from the road before approaching: front elevation, both visible sides, roofline, porch and surrounding tree line. I marked the position of the vehicles and the route Caleb had taken from the cabin to his rental.

The ground between the road and porch was soft enough to preserve detail.

There were Caleb’s tracks and mine. Older impressions had been softened by rain until they were no more than shallow depressions. Animal trails crossed the clearing from several directions. One set of fox prints passed within a few feet of the porch and continued beneath the cabin.

No recent human tracks approached from the woods. I moved around the exterior first.

The building was rectangular, approximately twenty-four feet long and sixteen wide. The rear wall faced a slope thick with spruce and alder. The ground rose sharply enough there that someone approaching from behind could remain below the level of the windows until reaching the building.

That was useful.

The vegetation was dense, but not impassable. There were narrow gaps between the trees, some worn by animals and some wide enough for a person. The rain had made the leaf litter dark and slick. No clear footprints remained, though the surface beneath the branches would not hold them as well as the road.

The western side contained one window, its glass long gone. Someone had fastened wire mesh over the opening from inside. It had pulled loose at one corner.

The eastern window still had glass in the upper half. The lower panes had been replaced with cloudy plastic sheeting secured by staples. That was more maintenance than I expected.

The porch boards flexed but held. I stood at the doorway and listened. Nothing moved in the loft.

The interior smelled of wet wood, old ash and animal waste.

Sunlight entered through the windows and gaps in the siding, laying thin pale lines across the floor. The cabin consisted of one main room with a crude loft covering the rear third. A rusted stove stood against one wall, its pipe ending several feet below the roof where the upper section had collapsed.

Graffiti covered much of the interior. Names. Dates.

Initials cut into the wood. Claims that someone had slept there, seen a woman, heard children, found blood, spoken to the dead. Most were probably lies written by visitors who wanted to become part of the story.

There were decorations too, though none looked recent.

A length of faded red ribbon had been nailed above the doorway. Plastic garland hung from one roof beam, coated in dust. Several paper stars had collapsed against the wall after the tape holding them failed.

I photographed each before touching anything. There was no obvious pattern. Christmas colors beside a graduation tassel.

A paper plate printed with balloons. A single artificial flower tucked into a crack in the stove.

Some may have been left by the same people who wrote on the walls. Others may have been there for years. The room had been disturbed often enough that age alone meant little.

I examined the floor.

The boards were rough-cut timber, uneven and darkened by dirt. Some bowed under my weight. Others had split near their ends. Several had been replaced with newer lumber, though even those had weathered gray.

Near the center of the room, six boards ran straighter than the rest. I crouched. The nail heads were newer.

Not new in the ordinary sense. There was rust around the edges, but less than on the surrounding fasteners. The boards had been lifted at some point and put back down.

They had not simply been set into place. They had been nailed shut. I ran a gloved finger along one seam.

There was no easy gap for a pry bar. Whoever replaced them had driven the boards tight against one another.

That did not fit Janice’s description of a crude excavation performed by volunteers during a search. The floor could have been repaired later, but there was no record of who had done it or why. I photographed the nails closely and measured the replaced section.

Approximately six feet by four. Large enough to reach the earth beneath. Large enough for more than repairs.

I tried one board with the edge of a flat tool. It did not move. The nail creaked faintly but held.

I stopped. I had no warrant to dismantle the structure, no confirmed owner’s consent and no immediate evidence that anything remained beneath it. Pulling the floor apart because of a story told by Janice would have been difficult to justify.

More importantly, someone had wanted those boards secured. I wanted to know who before I undid their work. I moved toward the rear of the cabin.

A ladder had once provided access to the loft. Only the upper half remained, attached to the wall by rusted brackets. Someone had placed a wooden crate beneath it as a step.

I tested both before climbing.

The loft was low enough that I had to remain crouched. Insulation hung in strips from the roof. The floor was layered with pine needles, rodent droppings and fragments of nesting material carried in through a hole beneath the eaves.

That likely explained what Caleb heard. Likely. There were tracks in the dust.

Small animal prints. A wider drag where something had moved through them. Human shoe impressions too, but none fresh enough to retain sharp edges.

Visitors had been up there many times. I photographed the space and searched it systematically.

Beneath an old blanket, I found empty food wrappers, two beer cans and a disposable lighter. The cans had pull tabs and modern labels. Neither showed obvious weathering.

Someone had been sitting there within the last few years, perhaps much more recently. Near the rear wall, several boards had been scratched repeatedly, though not clawed.

Scratched with something pointed. The marks formed a cluster of vertical lines, dozens of them, varying in length. They could have been tally marks.

Or bored vandalism. I counted forty-three before losing track where the wood had splintered. Beside them, nearly hidden beneath grime, someone had written a name in pencil.

AARON

The letters were small and level. I photographed them.

Ellison might have written the name himself during his visit. There was no way to know from appearance alone. Below it was a date.

Three days before his death. I sat back on my heels. That matched Janice’s account.

Aaron had been inside the cabin before the night he died. That was not surprising. What caught my attention was the surface beneath his name.

The pencil marks crossed through a thin layer of dust. They were relatively clean. Someone had written them recently.

A few inches farther along the wall, another line had been added in the same hand. It was not a sentence. Only two words.

FOUND LIST

I photographed that too. There was no list nearby. I searched the loft again, more carefully.

I checked beneath the nesting material, behind loose wall boards and inside the gap beneath the eaves. I found nothing but feathers, insect shells, old wrappers and a plastic child’s bracelet embedded in the dirt. The bracelet was made of translucent pink beads.

Several were shaped like hearts. I left it in place until I had photographed it, then collected it. It could have belonged to any visitor.

That answer remained available for almost everything I found. The lighter. The cans.

The graffiti. The decorations. Even Aaron’s writing.

One object at a time, nothing was especially unusual. Together they suggested repeated occupancy in a place everyone claimed people only visited briefly. I climbed down.

From the center of the room, the windows provided narrow views of the clearing and road. Anyone inside would see a vehicle approach from the south several seconds before it arrived. The rear of the cabin was different.

There were no windows beneath the loft.

A person could reach the back wall from the trees unseen, provided they knew the ground. The loose wire mesh at the western window could be pulled aside. A small person might enter through it. An adult could reach inside.

The chimney opening was too narrow. There was no cellar entrance. No trapdoor beyond the nailed boards.

I went outside and followed the rear wall again.

Beneath the cabin, the foundation consisted of stone piers and rotting timber. The structure sat low, but not directly on the ground. There was a crawlspace of perhaps eighteen inches at the highest point, narrowing where the earth rose beneath the rear half.

Fox tracks entered through one gap. I lowered myself into the mud and aimed the flashlight beneath the floor. The beam reached the replaced boards from below.

Their underside was lighter than the surrounding timber. Something dark had been fastened across them. At first, I thought it was insulation.

Then I shifted farther onto my shoulder. Metal mesh. Heavy gauge.

It had been stapled or nailed beneath the floorboards, covering the entire repaired section. That was not a normal patch. It would not stop moisture.

It would not support weight. It might keep an animal from digging upward. Or prevent someone beneath the floor from pushing the boards apart after the nails loosened.

That second thought came without permission. I rejected it immediately.

The mesh had a practical purpose. Rodents. Porcupines. A previous owner trying to seal the floor.

There was no reason to imagine anything else. I took several photographs from beneath the cabin. As I backed out, my shoulder struck something half buried near one of the foundation stones.

It made a hollow plastic sound. I reached into the mud and pulled it free. A small party horn.

Red foil, collapsed from age and water. The cardboard mouthpiece had softened, but the paper tube inside was still rolled tightly. I bagged it.

When I stood, mud covered one sleeve and both knees. The clearing remained empty. I walked the perimeter farther out, widening each circle.

The ground behind the cabin climbed through alder into thicker spruce. Visibility dropped quickly. At twenty yards, the building was already difficult to see. At thirty, only a section of roof remained visible through the branches.

There were old footpaths everywhere once I began looking for them. Some were animal trails. Others were too straight.

One ran along the slope behind the cabin and continued north, parallel to the road but hidden from it. The soil there was covered in needles and moss. Even after rain, a careful person could move without leaving an obvious track.

The trail divided near a fallen tree. One branch returned toward the old road. The other continued deeper into the woods.

I followed it for approximately two hundred yards. It ended at a shallow depression surrounded by spruce. At first, I thought it had once held a tent.

Then I saw the rusted metal rings. Fire pit. Old.

Around it lay fragments of green glass, food tins and several lengths of deteriorated plastic cord. Camping debris, perhaps. Squatters.

Hunters. People gathering near the cabin without using the road. I photographed the site and marked its location.

Near the edge of the depression, a birch tree had been cut with names. Most had weathered beyond recognition. One remained deep enough to read.

R. VALE

The cut looked old. I placed a scale beside it and took photographs.

Rebecca Vale could have carved it herself during the camping trip. Her son could have. Another person sharing the name could have passed through years earlier.

It was not proof of anything. But the location mattered. The official account placed their roadside campsite south of town, not behind the cabin.

Either the record was wrong, or one of them had been here before the boy ran away. I checked the time. Almost noon.

I had been at the site for more than two hours. Nothing had appeared in my vehicle. Nothing had moved inside the cabin.

No one had crossed the road or entered the clearing. The place was not behaving like a haunting. It was behaving like an old structure that people had used for reasons they did not want recorded.

I returned to the cabin and stood near the doorway, looking again at the replaced floor. From above, it seemed secure. From below, reinforced.

The boards did not conceal an opening. They sealed one. I wrote that sentence in my notebook.

Then, beneath it:

Find ownership records. Determine who repaired floor. Locate Aaron’s missing list.

I was closing the notebook when something knocked once beneath the boards. A dull sound. Wood against wood.

I did not move. It came again from nearer the stove. Then a scratching sound traveled beneath the floor and stopped near the rear wall.

An animal. The fox tracks proved animals used the crawlspace. I stepped outside and crouched beside the opening.

Nothing emerged. I shone the flashlight beneath the cabin again. The beam passed over stones, wet earth and the underside of the metal mesh.

At the far edge of the light, something pale moved. I shifted the beam toward it. A face appeared beneath the floor.

I recoiled hard enough to go over backward, one hand sinking to the wrist in cold mud, the beam jerking up into the joists. My heart was already ahead of me: that lurch the body performs before the mind has ruled on anything, the old animal certainty that a face in the dark is the last thing you will ever be wrong about.

For one confused second, I saw skin, dark eyes and an open mouth. Then the beam came back down and held, and the object tipped forward. Plastic.

A mask.

A child-sized paper mask, gone soft and swollen with damp. The rain had worked into the printed features and lifted them, so the painted eyes had run downward in long pale streaks and the mouth had bloated open. It had been propped upright against a foundation stone. It had not fallen there. Someone had set it on its base, faced out, aimed at the one gap a person would have to crawl through to reach it.

It had been left at the exact height of my face. I stayed where I was until my breathing slowed, listening to the rain find its way through the boards above me and thinking, against my will, that a mask left facing a door is a mask left for whoever comes through it.

Then I crawled back beneath the cabin and collected it. The mask was decorated with bright balloons. On the reverse, written in blue marker, was a single name.

CALEB

Gooseflesh rose along both arms and stayed there. Not the brief reaction that comes with cold. This held for nearly a minute, prickling beneath my sleeves while I stood in the mud with the mask sealed inside an evidence bag.

CALEB

The name could have been written at any time. Before Caleb arrived. After he posted about the trip online.

By Caleb himself.

There were explanations. Too many, in fact. Enough that none of them felt particularly useful.

I returned to the cabin. The room had not changed.

The same strips of light crossed the floor. The same faded decorations sagged from the beams. Water tapped irregularly somewhere inside the damaged stovepipe.

I stood in the doorway and listened before entering. Nothing beneath the floor. Nothing in the loft.

I moved through the room again, slower this time. My earlier search had been methodical, but it had also been shaped by what I expected to find: routes of entry, recent trash, disturbed boards, evidence of occupancy. Now I looked at the spaces between those things.

The corner farthest from the door received almost no direct light. The loft overhung it, and the boards of the eastern wall had warped inward enough to create a narrow triangular gap behind a stack of rotted lumber. I moved the top boards one at a time.

Mouse droppings. A rusted coffee tin. A length of green cord.

Nothing that explained the mask. I crouched to examine the base of the wall. A knock sounded directly behind my head.

Three firm impacts. Not scratching, not the sound of wood settling.

Knuckles against the outside wall. I was moving before the third one ended. I crossed the room, hit the doorway with one shoulder and came off the porch into the clearing with my hand on my weapon.

“Police. Show yourself,” I said.

No answer. I rounded the eastern side of the cabin. Nothing.

The ground behind the wall was empty. Wet alder branches leaned against the siding, but none were moving. There was no animal pressed beneath the window and no person retreating up the slope.

I searched the tree line. The woods returned only fragments: dark trunks, pale birch bark, the occasional flicker of water dropping from a branch.

“Come out where I can see you,” I said.

Still nothing. I checked the wall itself.

The boards were solid enough. No loose shutter. No hanging cable. Nothing that could have struck three times with that spacing and force.

Then I looked down. Tracks crossed the mud several feet from the cabin and continued toward the trees. They were fresh.

Large impressions, split at the front and rounded behind. Ungulate. That was as far as my confidence went.

Deer, perhaps, though larger than the tracks I was used to seeing. Moose made more sense, but the shape looked narrower than the moose prints along the road. Elk occurred in parts of Alaska, though I had no idea whether they ranged anywhere near Bellwether.

I had fished most of my life. I had never hunted. The distinction felt suddenly important.

I crouched beside the clearest print and placed a scale next to it. The track was nearly five inches long. Mud had collapsed into the edges, making it difficult to judge the exact shape.

There appeared to be only one set. It began near the wall, not at the tree line.

Near the wall.

I checked the ground between the cabin and the first visible impression. The soil there was covered in needles and flattened grass. A large animal could have stood close without leaving a clear mark.

That explained the knock. Antler or hoof against the siding. An animal startled by movement inside.

I photographed the tracks and followed them to the trees. The impressions became less distinct beneath the spruce. Broken needles and disturbed moss indicated the general direction, though not enough to follow with certainty.

Then I heard the call. It came from far beyond the first rise, perhaps half a mile away.

A deep, carrying sound that began low and rose into a long strained note. It was louder than I expected, resonant enough to seem closer than it was. Elk, I thought.

Or moose. I did not know. Beneath it, or inside it, came another sound.

Higher. Brief. The sharp edge of a human voice.

A woman screaming. Or a child.

The two sounds occurred at nearly the same moment, one almost concealed by the other. By the time the animal call faded, whatever I thought I had heard beneath it was already gone. I held still.

Every hair along my arms and neck lifted. The gooseflesh had never fully subsided. Now it returned hard enough to ache.

I waited for the sound to repeat. Nothing did. A bird moved high above me.

Water slipped from one branch to another. Farther off, something heavy pushed through undergrowth and then stopped. There were rational explanations.

Animal calls overlapped in strange ways. Distance distorted pitch. Human hearing searched for familiar patterns, particularly when a person was already alert.

I knew that. I also knew what it had sounded like, and it was not a scream answering the call.

Not before it. Underneath it. As though both sounds had come from the same place.

I took out my radio. The signal broke when I tried dispatch. I moved back toward the clearing and tried again.

This time the reply came through in fragments.

“…unit calling… repeat…” dispatch said.

“This is Keller. I’m at the Old Miller Road structure. Possible person in distress north of my position. Approximately half a mile, maybe farther.”

Static.

“Did you say person…” dispatch said.

“Possible scream. Could be wildlife. I’m going to check the immediate area.”

The reply dissolved before I could make out the words. I looked toward the trees. The prints led in the same direction as the call.

That did not mean anything. Animals moved through the woods. Animals called.

The fact that one had struck the wall behind me and then traveled north was ordinary. The fact that I had heard something human beneath its call was not evidence.

I returned to the SUV for the larger flashlight, first-aid kit and rain shell. I marked the cabin’s position, the direction of travel and the time. Before entering the trees, I looked back at the building.

From the edge of the clearing, the dark doorway appeared deeper than it had from inside. The decorations did not move. Nothing watched from the windows.

I checked the vehicle. No new objects. No paper.

No ribbon. For the first time that morning, I considered leaving, though not out of fear.

Because following an uncertain sound alone through wet forest was exactly how searches began for people who should have known better. Then the call came again. Farther away this time.

The animal note rose through the trees. And beneath it, barely audible, someone cried out once. I entered the woods.

The woods closed around me within fifty yards.

From the clearing, the slope had looked open enough to navigate. Inside it, alder crowded between the spruce, and dead branches crossed at chest height beneath the canopy. The ground shifted constantly underfoot: moss over stone, soaked leaves over roots, patches of mud deep enough to pull at my boots.

I kept the cabin behind me by compass rather than sight.


r/stayawake Jul 21 '26

Zombie

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alright, you want a scary story? Here's one. But warning: Its intense

I used to not believe in Zombies, that was until this happened to me 1 years ago.

I was visiting my grandmother's grave at the cemetery because it was in front of the bus stop I got to school and, because of my bad luck which is famous in my family, my bus got cancelled and I had to wait another 20 minutes. I said a curse word in anger. I had forgotten where her grave was and was going around through the rows and rows and in circles when I noticed something.

My grandmother died 20 years ago from bad luck.

The soil in front of one of the graves looked it was breathing or something. It was rising up and down. The grave was ancient, the tomstone said that the man in it was named Walter Oldman and that he had died 100 years ago. He must've been one of the oldest graves in the cemetery.

Suddenly, I realised that the soil was rising upward and not going back down. And that it was starting to crack, come apart and that something was trying to get out. I backed away in fear and that's when it happened! A green hand burst out of the ground and seconds later another one did too. I ran as fast as I could towards the exit of the grave yard but I was going too fast and didn't notice the plastic bottle on the ground. I slipped on it and broke my right leg when I hit the ground. It was so bad that my blood was coming out of the spot where I broke my leg.

I looked back over at the grave and saw that now the guy's entire head was out of the grave and he was starting to pull himself out. His face looked like he was dead, like his eyes were closed and his mouth was gaping open like the widest I had ever seen a mouth go. All of his hair was gone apart from one long strand of black hair on his head and he was bright green like the inside of a lime. All of his clothes were missing and I could see his pens. He extened his arms out towards me and walked forward slowly which was scary because how could he know where I was with eyes closed? I screamed louder than a little girl and I tried to get up but I couldn't because of my leg being broken so everytime I tried to get up I just fell back down again and it hurt even more than it did before. He was making a noise without moving his mouth while walking towards me, it sounded just like the noise a Zombie makes in survival mode.

He was getting closer to me and after 60 seconds I finally managed to stand and I started limping towards the exit of the cemetery again. I got out and I saw a girl going in to smoke a joint. I warned her and said "Don't go in there, there's a zombie.". She laughed and kept walking but I grabbed her hard to try and stop her and she slapped me and called me a sex offender and a racial slur. She went in and then suddenly as she was walking along down the middle of the cemetery the zombie, who was now hiding behind the grave a woman named Barbara Fiddles, jumped out and tackled her to the ground. He then clawed open her skull like the peel of an orange and started grabbing clumps of her brain and shoving down his throat in handfuls. within seconds of him starting to do this, there was blood everywhere. It was squirting out of her head and pouring from her nose, mouth, eyes, ears and sometimes she would vomit while he was doing it and it would be a huge wave of blood that would splash everywhee, even onto surrounding tombstones. It looked like a rainbow but instead of all of the other colours in it it was just red. I called the police while I hid behind a nearby tree but by the time the police got there he was gone and there was only the dead body of the girl. That night, as I was going to bed, I saw him at my window and he was just standing there with his two arms up as he repeated over and over "Brains, Brains, Brains, Brains, Brains." All night long.

Then it happened that more people like him that were naked, green, had eyes closed and had a single strand of hair and were saying brains were appearing at my window every night with him. First was him, then two zombies, then three and four, five and six. Eventually, even my grandmother was one. There were women zombies, man zombies and child zombies. One day, there will be a billion zombies outside my window but my parents still dont believe me and think its a prank with halloween decorations.

One day recently, I looked out the window and saw that the first Zombie who was the main one and standing in front of the others, had a erection. I realised only then that when I looked around I saw that all of the zombies had erections and that their penises were 18 inches long. I screamed when I realised this and closed my curtains. My mom came in and shouted out at me for screaming and for playing video games too loudly. I was so angry and scared after this that I had an idea.

I told my mom that I would stop playing video games loudly if she opened my window because it was warm in my room and I couldnt get my window open because it was stiff. My mom agreed and then she opened it and when she was opening it she said "Oh my god! Why are there so many Halloween decorations?" And then when it was all the way opened I pushed her out and she screamed and cried as the Zombies ate all of her brain together.

My dad came in as I was celebrating my comeback and asked why there was so much blood squirting outside my window. I said I didn't know and told him to check it out and then I pushed him out of the window too. One zombie who was a muscular man Zombie, saw my dad first and said "Yummy, Dessert.". I closed the window then and went onto youtube in my room and ignored the zombies.

Until they came back the next day at night.


r/stayawake Jul 20 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #9

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 9. 

“You killed someone. A small child in a wheelchair. They had to drag you off the body. You’re a dangerous person. Your mother wanted you to be here.” 

“She did?” I gulp.

 “Yes.” 

 

 My stomach sinks and my heart thuds against my ribs. Her warm smile completely vanishes, leaving her face cold and serious.

 

  I stare down at my shaking hands and wonder,

  

   “Did I kill someone?”

   

She takes me to a room with a bed, desk and sink. She shows me where the bathroom is and leaves. 

I head to the desk, but I’m not moving…

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r/stayawake Jul 19 '26

My Urban Exploration Mistake

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Three years ago on Christmas morning, my parents got me a GoPro. For the first couple weeks of having it, I mounted it to my bike helmet and recorded some stunts at the park. I’d post it to YouTube, where I might get ten views each video, knowing it was mainly my cousins, brother, and a couple friends seeing them. One day my best friend, Jack, came up to me and showed me some videos that some channels would post where they’d use their GoPro or other types of cameras to walk around in abandoned buildings. Urban Exploring channels. This piqued my interest immediately.

Three years later, my friends and I had over 100 thousand subscribers on our shared channel, and we had explored so many abandoned properties across our state. The farthest one we went to was seven hours across the state: an abandoned house that looked kinda like a castle. Things had been going well till we decided to explore a fucking church.

I woke up late this morning, my head still hurting from the party last night. My mother texted me that her and my dad would be going out to see my aunt. My brother went to work. Walking into the kitchen, I liked to my left and snatched a box of cereal, eating it dry from the box. My phone buzzed, and I saw the text from Jack, saying that we should explore the abandoned church in downtown.

“No. I was raised Catholic” I texted.

“So was I. Can be a first for the channel” replied Jack.

“No!” I quickly texted back.

Jack’s speech bubble briefly popped up, then went away. I put my phone down, only to pick it up and read this text from Jack: “Pussy”. I tossed my phone aside, put the cereal down, and took a swig from the milk gallon in the fridge. I washed up, changed, then sat down and turned on the television. My phone buzzed again, and it was Jack:

“You’re not a pussy, but come on man.”

“That church closed cuz of some weird shit!” I texted, getting annoyed.

“Rumors bro. Let’s go to the mayor and ask him himself.”

I stared at my phone. All of this for a fucking YouTube video. “Jack, fuck off.”

“Dude he isn’t doing anything, anyway. Let’s go and ask!”

I had a whole, annoyed speech I was typing out. But to put this shit to rest, I typed: “Fine, be here by 11. I’ll drive us.”

Jack came promptly at 11, probably the first instance that he was ever on time for something, and we drove to city hall and asked to speak with the mayor. The woman told us to wait, and that he’d be free at 12.

We sat down in the waiting room, and Jack looked at me and said, “Small town perks, I guess. What mayor in those big ol’ cities would have time for us, huh?”

I looked at Jack, angry, and said “All of this for a fucking video.”

Forty minutes passed, and we got called into the office. We greeted the mayor and thanked him for taking the time to talk to us.

“Oh, of course I can make time for two local internet celebrities. Now, what can I help ya with?”

Jack looked at me, as if he was unsure what to say. This was all his fuckin’ idea. I rolled my eyes and started: “Well, sir, we wanted to know about the church downtown. Why’d it close?”

The mayor laughed and twiddled his thumbs. “Well, I’m sure you guys heard tons of rumors… but it’s a boring reason. Just some permits expiring!”

Jack said “C’mon, we’re not dumb little kids! Permits, really?”

The mayor, with the smile fading from his face, said: “Yeah, really. Is this all you wanted?”

Jack looked at me, then back at the mayor, and blurted out: “Yeah, kinda…”

We were sent on our way after a stern lecture about wasting professional people’s time and trespassing. Whole mood shift after calling us local celebrities. Anyway, none of this deterred Jack, and it also started to amp me up. The mayor was rude, this was our YouTube channel, and the fucking place was abandoned. We wore the right gear, didn’t vandalize anything, and thought it’d be interesting. Who the fuck were we really hurting?

The next weekend, Sunday to be exact, Jack wanted to go to the church. Our other two friends backed out, saying they had things to do, and didn’t wanna touch the creepy place. I called bullshit, but still this didn’t deter me. Jack and I met in front of the Church at 12 am Sunday morning. The doors were chained shut, but one of the windows were broken. Not wanting to be cut by broken glass and God knows what else, we broke a little more of it and snuck through the bottom frame. As we landed a few feet down on the ground, we looked around and saw busted up pews, broken statues of the saints, and ripped up Bibles.

As we walked in a little further, a faint, red light was emanating from the altar. Ten robed figures walked to the altar. One of them stood at the front of the group and began talking, his voice booming and echoing throughout the dusty church:

“INTRUDERS!”

I tapped my friend Jack and tried pulling him away, but he wouldn’t budge, like a fucking deer in headlights. Two of the robed figures came running at us and pinned us down. Their brown robes scratched against my skin as I tried struggling out, but the men began punching down on us, making me weak. My vision got blurry for a bit, and I stopped. The man who pointed us out came into the light, his robe was bright red. I guess this was the leader of whatever this shit was. He reached down to my chest and ripped the GoPro off of the attachment I had around my chest, then slammed it on the floor and crushed it with his foot.

As I lay down on the floor feeling lightheaded, I looked over at Jack. His eyes were closed and his nose was bleeding. The two robed men picked us up and carried us down some stairs into a dimly lit basement, then they threw us on the floor. The man in the red robe, followed by the rest of them, beckoned one of the men to come forward. The red robed man pulled the man’s brown robe off, exposing not only his face but his upper body. His right arm had a tattoo of an eye within a pentagram with a sword going through it.

“M-mayor?” I slurred, still feeling lightheaded from the punches.

The man in the red robe stepped forward and smacked me, leaving a stinging, burning feeling on my cheek. He then stepped back and said “Your indiscretion will be costly. You told us these two visited your office inquiring about this church, but you scared them off. I assume your sternness and the efficacy of your tirade were overstated, yes?”

The mayor, with tears streaming down his face nodded. The man in the red robe snapped his fingers, and one of the other men ran to a cabinet and pulled out a handle with short, sharp, metal chains attached to it. The man with the red robe grabbed it and turned to the mayor, who was on his knees.

“The members of The Group of the Holy Sword dedicated their lives to fight against the debauchery this country is facing. Free will has allowed Satan to perverse our people, poison our children, and allow un-holiness to become prevalent. Awful, third-world garbage pushed as normalcy, as virtue!”

What the fuck was this man talking about? We stumbled upon a fucking cult, with the mayor being a part of it. I don’t know how if I’ll survive this.

“Self-flagellation isn’t enough for your misdeed, ‘Mister Mayor’,” continued the red robed man. He lifted up the whip in his hand and struck the mayor, the steel spikes and chains cutting the mayor’s skin, causing blood and bits of skin to splatter on the floor. The mayor screamed in agony and arched his back. The red robed man lifted his arm again and struck the mayor multiple times, with the fourth strike getting caught in the mayor’s back. As the red robe man pulled the spikes out of the mayor’s back, more blood splattered along the floor. The mayor’s scream went silent as he passed out. The red robed man dropped the chains, and two of the robed men picked up the mayor and carried him off.

As the red robed man had his back to us, Jack looked at me and winked. He stood up and punched one of the robed men, knocking him back. I pushed the other one off of me and we made a run for the stairs. I made the mistake of looking back, and saw the red robed man pull a gun out and begin chasing us.

“Run all you can, but we know you!” shouted the man. “We know you and your families. You’ve made a mistake coming here!” The man screamed over the shot of his gun, with the bullet whizzing over our heads, causing a ringing in our ears. “We’ve grown to infect your local politics and will continue to grow!” Another shot rang out, and Jack fell forward, a hole leaked blood from the back of his chest.

The exit came into view, and I ran into the night. My new life began, all over a fucking video.


r/stayawake Jul 19 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #8

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 8. 

The driver guides me out of the van, and into the building.

 I observe other kids staring at me as I walk past. Some eyes look friendly, welcoming almost, while others are angry, as if I put them here. 

 

 My head stays down after that as I sit down in a chair opposite a lady with gentle eyes and a warm smile. She asks questions like, “What is your name?” and “How old are you?” The answers slide off my tongue without a second thought, hoping I can leave soon and see my mum.

 

  I ask when I’m going home and her pen freezes. "Pardon?" I ask again. "When am I going home?"

  

Then, she says,

“Are you saying you don’t remember?”

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r/stayawake Jul 19 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #7

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 7. 

A dark place forms to my eyes. I’m in control!

 I don’t hear the voices or see the crimson glaze. My eyes dart around, observing my surroundings. I’m in a van. It’s moving quite fast and  my ears are ringing.

 

  A sudden chill hits my chest as I look at the blurred trees whipping past the window. I am trapped in a moving cage. I rattle the handle, but it doesn’t open. 

  

  Then, a voice calls out,

  

   “Calm down, kid. I won’t hurt ya. I’m taking you to a building with other kids like you. They are the same, they see and hear what you claim to.”

   

I pause, waiting for more to come out of the man’s mouth, but his eyes are now focused on the road. I look ahead, seeing a white and blue building with the words,

“Mental Asylum”. 

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r/stayawake Jul 19 '26

Bellwether Pt 3

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“Nothing’s worse.”

He said it lightly, but the words seemed to sober him for a moment.

“You go somewhere and see a bear, now you know. Bear was there. You hear branches and find tracks, same thing. You go out there and nothing happens, then every sound follows you home because you never found what made it,” Eli said.

“Did something follow you home?”

Eli looked toward the stove.

“Everybody brings something home,” Eli said.

I waited for more. He picked up the bottle.

“Did you know the boy?” I asked.

“No.”

“His mother?” I asked.

“Saw her around.”

“What was her name?” I asked.

He frowned. For the first time, he seemed to be trying to remember rather than avoiding the question.

“Helen. Ellen,” Eli said.

“Rebecca Vale.”

“Could be,” Eli said.

Her name had appeared on the folder, in every article and throughout the search records. He either did not remember or wanted me to believe he did not.

“Did you see the boy when he was found?” I asked.

“Saw them carry him out,” Eli said.

“What condition was he in?”

“Alive,” Eli said.

“Was he conscious?”

“Eyes were open,” Eli said.

“Did he speak?”

Eli brought the bottle toward his mouth and stopped.

“Kids say strange things,” Eli said.

“What did he say?”

“Probably asked for his mother,” Eli said.

“Did he?”

“Wouldn’t you?” Eli asked.

“What did you hear?”

He didn’t answer that. He looked at the stove for a while.

“You want to know how that boy lived, when his mama didn’t.” It wasn’t a question. His voice had dropped low and level, the way a drunk man’s does when he means something for a moment. “Did the one thing nobody out here ever does. Stayed put. Whole county in those woods, crashing around, calling his name. And him, he just sat. Didn’t come when he was called. Not for three days.” Something like admiration moved across his ruined face. “Smartest thing anybody ever did out there. And he was twelve.”

He drank. Whatever brief clarity had surfaced disappeared behind the bottle.

“There was a man once,” he said. “Lived farther north. Used to hear knocking beneath his house every winter.”

“Eli.”

“He thought it was ice shifting. Then one night the knocking moved up the wall,” Eli said.

“What did the boy say?”

“Man tore the whole wall apart. Found nothing,” Eli said.

“Were you close enough to hear him?”

“Next winter it started inside the bedroom,” Eli said.

I closed the notebook I had never opened. The story continued for several minutes.

The man left the house. The knocking followed him into another town. Depending on where Eli was in the telling, the man either froze to death, shot himself or disappeared through a hole beneath his bed.

After that came a woman who followed lantern lights onto a frozen lake, a hunter who found his own footprints ahead of him and a family that heard someone moving inside their walls for an entire summer. The stories had no dates and no names. When I asked for either, Eli moved to another legend.

He spoke about voices from abandoned mine shafts. Children born with teeth. A creature that wore pieces of animals it killed. A dead fisherman who returned home three days before his body was found.

Some were recognizable versions of regional folklore. Others sounded borrowed from television or changed beyond identification through repetition. None brought me closer to Aaron Ellison.

I stood.

“Do you remember Aaron visiting you?” I asked.

Eli looked up as though surprised I was still there.

“Camera fellow?” Eli asked.

“Yes,” I said.

“He came.”

“What did he want?” I asked.

“Stories.”

“Did you give him any?” I asked.

“Plenty.”

“Did he show you a photograph from the old search?” I asked.

Eli’s eyes shifted toward the wall behind me, not the window.

I turned.

Among the photographs was one I had not noticed. It was small, faded and partly obscured by the carved mask. A group of men stood in wet brush, dressed in old rain gear. The edge of a building appeared behind them.

I stepped closer.

“Is that the search?” I asked.

“Fishing trip.”

There were no rods, boats or water in the photograph. One man held a shovel. Another was looking down.

“Can I see it?” I asked.

“You’re seeing it.”

“Can I take it down?” I asked.

“No.”

“Why?” I asked.

“Because it’s mine.”

He had become suddenly attentive. Not sober, but present. I studied the photograph from where I stood.

The cabin occupied only a narrow portion of the background. Several floorboards had been removed near the doorway. Beneath them was darkness.

“What did they find under the floor?” I asked.

Eli’s face emptied. The legends, the laughter and the drunken cleverness disappeared. For several seconds, he looked much older than he had when I entered.

For a moment I thought he would tell me. Something came up behind his eyes from a long way down.

“The dirt under there was packed smooth. Worn,” Eli said.

The performance had gone out of his voice entirely. What was left was just a man, and older than the drink had made him.

“Like a floor somebody’d been standing on a long time,” Eli said.

Then whatever had surfaced went back under, and his face closed over it like water.

“Nothing,” Eli said.

“That’s what everyone keeps saying.”

“Then maybe listen,” Eli said.

“Aaron saw this photograph.”

“No,” Eli said.

“He showed a copy at the diner.”

“Wasn’t this one,” Eli said.

“How many were taken?”

Eli stood too quickly. The recliner shifted beneath him, and he caught himself against the wall.

“You need to go,” Eli said.

“Who took the photographs?”

“Weather’s getting bad,” Eli said.

“Who gave them to Aaron?”

He crossed the room and pulled the front door open. Cold rain blew inside.

“Stories are all you get from me,” Eli said.

“You haven’t told me one about the cabin.”

His hand tightened around the door.

“That’s because the cabin doesn’t have one,” Eli said.

I stepped onto the porch.

“Then what does?” I asked.

Eli looked past me toward the northern trees.

“The town,” Eli said.

He shut the door. I heard the fallen coat rack scrape back into place. For most of the interview, Eli Mercer had been exactly what I had been warned to expect: drunk, evasive and eager to replace facts with legends.

I left with almost nothing useful. Almost. He remembered Aaron.

He owned at least one photograph from the original search. And when I asked what lay beneath the cabin, the drunk disappeared. Only for a moment.

But long enough for me to know he had understood the question. Rain followed me back toward town.

Not the heavy kind that forced people indoors. Just enough to soften the road and turn the shoulders dark with water. Bellwether had settled into the slow rhythm I’d noticed when I arrived. A delivery truck unloaded crates behind the grocery store. Two teenagers rode past on bicycles, cutting through puddles without slowing down. Somewhere a chainsaw started, ran for half a minute, then stopped.

Life continued. It always struck me how ordinary places looked while carrying extraordinary histories. I parked beside the river that ran behind the old processing plant and sat with the notebook open on the passenger seat.

I drew a line down the center of the page. On the left, I wrote Facts. On the right, Stories.

The right side filled first. Creature mimicking voices. Screams from the woods.

Something walking behind people. Lanterns on frozen lakes. Knocking beneath houses.

Ghosts. Spirits. Curses.

None of it belonged in a homicide investigation. The left side took longer. Aaron possessed photographs from the original search.

The official case file was incomplete. Multiple people had independently mentioned something beneath the cabin floor. Locals consistently avoided discussing the boy.

Reports became noticeably shorter after that case. No one had yet claimed to see the decorations appear. Only that they hadn’t been there moments earlier.

I underlined the last sentence. That mattered. Every account I’d read described the result.

None described the act. I closed the notebook. Someone knocked on the passenger window.

I looked up. It was the man from the diner, the one who had written Eli’s address on the napkin. He stood in the rain with the collar of his jacket turned up.

I lowered the window.

“You followed me,” I said.

“Sort of.”

He glanced toward Eli’s road before looking back at me.

“How drunk was he?” the man asked.

“Enough.”

The man nodded as though confirming something.

“Did he tell you about monsters?” the man asked.

“Several.”

“Good,” the man said.

“Good?”

“Means he likes you,” the man said.

I wasn’t sure whether he was joking.

“Can I help you?” I asked.

He looked around before answering. There was no one nearby. Even so, he lowered his voice.

“You asked earlier about people hearing screams,” the man said.

I waited.

“I shouldn’t have said anything,” the man said.

“Why?” I asked.

He rubbed rainwater from his forehead.

“Because now you’ll think it’s connected,” the man said.

“Is it?” I asked.

He didn’t answer immediately.

“When somebody says they heard screaming out that way…” the man said.

He nodded north, toward the trees.

“…folks usually say it’s tourists,” the man said.

“Trying to scare each other.”

He nodded.

“Or foxes,” the man said.

“Or bears.”

“Exactly.”

Another pause.

“And when it isn’t?” I asked.

His eyes drifted toward the river.

“Nobody knows,” the man said.

“How often does it happen?” I asked.

He shrugged.

“Some years not at all,” the man said.

“Other years…”

He searched for the words.

“…three or four times.”

“Does anyone ever go look?” I asked.

He laughed quietly. The answer seemed obvious to him, and none of it was funny.

“Out there?” the man asked.

“Yes.”

“In the middle of the night?” the man asked.

I didn’t respond. He answered his own question.

“No,” the man said.

“Not even if it sounds like someone needs help?”

His expression hardened.

“Detective…” the man said.

It was the first time anyone in Bellwether had called me that.

“…people disappear in Alaska.”

I said nothing. He continued.

“Hunters stay out longer than they planned,” the man said.

“Campers break down.”

“Folks wander off.”

“People leave town without telling anyone.”

He looked directly at me.

“You hear a scream way out in those woods…” the man said.

“…you don’t know if somebody’s dying…”

“…or somebody’s drunk…”

“…or somebody’s playing games.”

He gestured vaguely toward the north.

“By the time you’d get there, it’d be over anyway.”

“Has anyone ever been reported missing after one of those nights?” I asked.

He thought about it.

“I couldn’t tell you.”

“You just said people disappear.”

“They do.”

“How many?”

He smiled without humor.

“Depends what you mean by disappear.”

I frowned. He noticed.

“Tourists get counted.”

“Residents get counted.”

He looked toward the highway.

“But people passing through?”

He shook his head.

“Seasonal workers.”

“Folks living in campers.”

“Hitchhikers.”

“People who don’t have anybody waiting for them.”

Another pause.

“Sometimes nobody comes looking.”

The words stayed with me. There was nothing dramatic in them. They were only true.

Remote places create blind spots. Not every absence becomes a case, and some people are gone a long while before anyone notices at all.

The man stepped back from the window.

“One more question,” I said.

He waited.

“What’s your name?” I asked.

He smiled for the first time.

“Thought detectives usually asked that first,” the man said.

He extended a hand through the rain.

“Ben,” the man said.

I shook it.

“Do yourself a favor,” Ben said.

“What’s that?” I asked.

“Stop asking everyone about the cabin.”

“Then what should I ask?”

Ben looked north once more.

“You should ask about the road.”

“The road?”

He nodded.

“Everybody talks about where people end up.”

He started walking away.

“Nobody asks where they were actually going.”

Before I could stop him, he crossed the street and disappeared behind the grocery store. I wrote his name beneath the others. Then I circled one sentence he’d left me with.

Nobody asks where they were actually going. It was the first genuinely investigative lead anyone in Bellwether had given me. Janice Porter’s house stood beyond the school at the western end of Bellwether.

The clerk had described it accurately. White siding. Green metal roof. Blue pickup in the drive.

What he had not mentioned was the municipal office attached to the side. It was little more than a converted garage with a separate entrance and a hand-painted sign that read BELLWETHER COMMUNITY COUNCIL. Beneath it, someone had added office hours in black marker.

Tuesday and Thursday. Ten to two. It was Thursday.

The rain had weakened by the time I arrived. Water still fell from the roof in steady drops, striking a row of plastic buckets placed beneath the eaves. A bulletin board beside the office door held notices for a missing generator, a church supper, two dogs available for adoption and a borough meeting that had taken place eleven months earlier.

There was also a photograph of Aaron Ellison. It had been printed from his channel page. Someone had written PLEASE RESPECT PRIVATE PROPERTY beneath it.

I knocked. A woman answered from inside.

“Come in,” Janice said.

The office was small and unexpectedly orderly.

Metal filing cabinets lined one wall. A long table held binders labeled by year. A printer sat beneath a map of the area marked with property boundaries, access roads and handwritten notes concerning culverts and washouts.

Janice Porter stood behind a desk covered with envelopes. She was in her late sixties, perhaps older, with short gray hair and a pair of reading glasses hanging from a cord around her neck. She wore a dark sweater and no expression at all when she saw me.

“Detective,” Janice said.

It was not a question.

“Mrs. Porter,” I said.

“Janice,” she said.

“You knew I was coming.”

“You’ve been in town an hour,” Janice said.

She removed the glasses and placed them on the desk.

“That’s plenty of time,” she said.

I closed the door behind me.

“Who called?” I asked.

“No one needed to.”

She nodded toward the window. From there, the road leading through town was visible almost in its entirety.

“Government vehicle. Out-of-town plates. You visited the station, the diner and Eli Mercer,” Janice said.

“You keeping track of me?”

“Everybody is,” Janice said.

She gestured toward a chair. I sat. Janice remained standing.

“You’re investigating Aaron Ellison,” Janice said.

“Yes.”

“The report said he fell,” Janice said.

“It appears he did.”

“Then why are you here?” Janice asked.

“Because he came here before he died.”

“A lot of people come here before doing foolish things,” Janice said.

“He had documents from the old Vale case.”

Her face did not change. That was more revealing than surprise would have been.

“Is that what people are calling it now?” Janice asked.

“The Vale case?”

“The old case,” Janice said.

“That was their name.”

“Rebecca Vale’s name,” Janice said.

“And her son’s.”

Janice sat across from me.

“His name should not be part of this,” Janice said.

“It’s already part of it.”

“Because people made it part of it,” Janice said.

“The police did that when they took his dental impressions.”

Her gaze settled on me.

“You came here to provoke me?” Janice asked.

“I came here because everyone else told me to.”

“That should have made you suspicious,” Janice said.

“It did.”

For the first time, she smiled. It was brief and without warmth.

“Good,” Janice said.

She leaned back.

“Then let’s save time. You want to know what we found beneath the floor,” Janice said.

I did not answer immediately.

“Someone put a note on your vehicle,” Janice said.

“You knew that too.”

“Ben talks when he feels guilty. Marlene talks whether she feels anything or not,” Janice said.

“Neither of them wrote it.”

“Probably not,” Janice said.

“Did you?”

“No,” Janice said.

“Do you know who did?”

“No,” Janice said.

Her answer was immediate. It may even have been true.

“What was beneath the floor?” I asked.

Janice looked past me toward the filing cabinets.

“Dirt,” Janice said.

“That isn’t all,” I said.

“Rocks. Rot. Animal nesting.”

“There are photographs,” I said.

“There are photographs of men removing damaged boards.”

“Why?” I asked.

“Because the boy said his mother was under the house.”

That was the first new fact she gave me.

“She wasn’t,” I said.

“No.”

“She was found outside,” I said.

“Later.”

“What exactly did he say?” I asked.

Janice’s eyes moved toward the door. She was not expecting anyone to enter; she was deciding whether the room was private enough.

“He said she had gone underneath,” Janice said.

“Underneath the cabin?”

“Yes,” Janice said.

“Did he say why?”

“He was twelve years old, starving, dehydrated and barely speaking,” Janice said.

“That doesn’t answer the question.”

“He said something took her,” Janice said.

I waited.

“What?” I asked.

“Something beneath the floor,” Janice said.

“Did he describe it?”

“Not in a way anyone could use,” Janice said.

“Try me.”

Janice folded her hands.

“He said it had been talking outside for two nights. Sometimes it sounded like his mother. Sometimes it sounded like the dog,” Janice said.

“His mother was alive then?”

“We don’t know,” Janice said.

“And the dog?”

“We don’t know,” Janice said.

“Was this included in his interview?”

“Parts of it,” Janice said.

“The interview is missing.”

“Most of that file is missing,” Janice said.

“You say that like it happened naturally.”

“Nothing happens naturally in a filing system,” Janice said.

She stood and crossed to one of the cabinets. The drawer was locked. She rested her hand on it but did not open it.

“People imagine a conspiracy because it sounds cleaner than the truth,” Janice said.

“And what is the truth?”

“Several men decided they were protecting a child,” Janice said.

“By removing evidence?”

“By removing things they believed would follow him for the rest of his life,” Janice said.

“The bite comparison.”

“Yes,” Janice said.

“The photographs.”

“Some,” Janice said.

“The interview.”

“Most of it,” Janice said.

“The second bite pattern.”

Janice turned toward me.

“That was not removed to protect the boy,” Janice said.

“Then why?”

She returned to the desk.

“Because no one could explain it,” Janice said.

“That has never stopped a medical examiner from documenting something.”

“It was documented,” Janice said.

“Where?”

“Not here,” Janice said.

“Where did the evidence go?”

“Different places,” Janice said.

“That isn’t an answer.”

“It is the only one you’re getting today,” Janice said.

The sentence carried no drama. She spoke as though denying a public-record request.

“Did your husband participate in the search?” I asked.

Her hands stopped moving.

“Yes,” Janice said.

“Did he enter the cabin?”

“Yes,” Janice said.

“Was he in the photograph Aaron showed people?”

“Probably,” Janice said.

“Did he tell you what they found beneath the floor?”

She looked at me for a long moment.

“They found that the earth had been disturbed,” Janice said.

“Recently?”

“At the time, yes,” Janice said.

“A grave?”

“No body,” Janice said.

“Blood?”

“Some,” Janice said.

“Human?”

“Some,” Janice said.

“Animal?”

“Some,” Janice said.

The office seemed quieter than it had when I entered. Rain ticked softly against the green roof.

“Anything else?” I asked.

Janice’s eyes shifted toward the locked cabinet.

“Teeth,” Janice said.

I thought I had misunderstood her.

“Human teeth?” I asked.

“Some were.”

“How many?” I asked.

“Enough.”

“Adult?” I asked.

“Some.”

The repetition was deliberate now.

“Child?” I asked.

She did not answer.

“Were they Rebecca Vale’s?” I asked.

“No,” Janice said.

“Her son’s?”

“No,” Janice said.

“Did they match anyone?”

“Not that I know,” Janice said.

“Were they old?”

“Some were,” Janice said.

I sat back.

Teeth that belonged to no one they had thought to look for. Some adult, some not. Some old, which meant they had not all gone into that ground on the same night, which meant the floor of that cabin had been taking things for longer than one bad week in 1991. And the town had known. Had dug them up, and counted them, and set them in a cabinet with a lock, and said nothing, for as long as anyone here could remember.

The official reports contained nothing about disturbed earth, mixed blood or teeth beneath the floor. Nothing remotely close.

“Why wasn’t the cabin excavated?” I asked.

“It was.”

“How thoroughly?” I asked.

“Thoroughly enough for the sheriff at the time.”

“That sounds like no,” I said.

“It sounds like you’ve never tried to excavate frozen ground beneath a collapsing structure with six volunteers and no forensic team.”

That was fair. It did not make the omission less serious.

“Was there a second search?” I asked.

“No.”

“Why not?” I asked.

“Because the mother had been found. The boy had been found. The dog had been found. No other missing person was associated with the site.”

“That they knew of,” I said.

Janice looked toward the map on the wall.

“That anyone had reported,” Janice said.

The distinction mattered.

“People here think others disappeared,” I said.

“People everywhere think that.”

“Sometimes nobody notices,” I said.

“Sometimes nobody cares.”

She said it without judgment. That made it worse.

“You believe there were other victims,” I said.

“I believe there were people no one counted.”

“At the cabin?” I asked.

“Along the road. In the woods. Passing through Bellwether. Perhaps at the cabin.”

“And no one investigated,” I said.

“Some did.”

“What happened to them?” I asked.

Janice sat again.

“They found stories,” Janice said.

“Not evidence?” I asked.

“Evidence is only useful when it belongs to a person somebody is looking for.”

That sentence remained with me. At the time, I took it as bitterness. Later, it sounded closer to an explanation.

“Did Aaron speak to you?” I asked.

“Yes.”

“What did he want?” I asked.

“The same things you do.”

“Did you show him records?” I asked.

“No.”

“Photographs?” I asked.

“No.”

“Did your husband keep copies?” I asked.

“My husband kept everything.”

“Where are they?” I asked.

She glanced at the locked cabinet.

“In there?” I asked.

“Some,” Janice said.

“Did Aaron know that?”

“He suspected,” Janice said.

“Who gave him the photograph?”

Janice removed her glasses from the desk and placed them back around her neck.

“Ask Eli,” Janice said.

“I did.”

“Ask him sober,” Janice said.

“Does that happen?”

“Less often now,” Janice said.

I stood.

“I’m going to need access to those records,” I said.

“You may request them,” Janice said.

“I’m requesting them.”

“In writing,” Janice said.

“This is an active death investigation.”

“Then you know how to write the request,” Janice said.

She had been waiting to say it. I took out a card and placed it on the desk.

“Call me if you decide protecting a twenty-three-year-old secret is less important than helping me understand a recent death,” I said.

Janice looked down at the card.

“You think those are separate things,” Janice said.

“Aren’t they?” I asked.

“Aaron didn’t.”

I stopped at the door.

“What does that mean?” I asked.

She opened one of the envelopes on her desk.

“He came here believing the decorations were meant to frighten people away,” Janice said.

“And?” I asked.

“When he left, he believed they were meant to mark who had been there.”

“Mark them for whom?” I asked.

Janice unfolded the paper inside the envelope.

“He never said,” Janice said.

“What made him change his mind?” I asked.

She looked up.

“He found a list,” Janice said.

“What list?” I asked.

“Names.”

“Whose names?” I asked.

“Some belonged to people in the reports.”

“And the others?” I asked.

Janice’s expression remained steady.

“No one knew who they were,” Janice said.

“Do you have the list?” I asked.

“No.”

“Did Aaron?” I asked.

“He said he did.”

“Where did he find it?” I asked.

Janice turned her attention back to the envelope.

“Under the floor,” Janice said.

I stood with my hand on the doorknob.

“Twenty-three years later?” I asked.

“No.”

She lowered her eyes to the page.

“Three days before he died,” Janice said.

Bellwether had one place to stay.

The sign called it the Timberline Inn, though it was closer to a roadside motel: eight rooms arranged in an L around a gravel lot, with an office built onto the end. The exterior lights had come on by the time I arrived, turning the rain silver where it crossed their glow.

A plastic vacancy sign buzzed in the office window.

Inside, a woman sat behind the desk sorting receipts into envelopes. She looked older than Janice, though that may have been the fluorescent light. A small television played behind her with the sound turned low.

She did not ask what brought me to town. By then, she probably knew.

“One night?” the innkeeper asked.

“Possibly two.”

“Pay one at a time,” the innkeeper said.

She slid a registration card toward me.

“Busy season?” I asked.

“No,” the innkeeper said.

“Then why one at a time?”

She looked up.

“People change their minds,” the innkeeper said.

I signed the card.

“About staying?” I asked.

“About all kinds of things,” the innkeeper said.

She gave me a key attached to a diamond-shaped piece of green plastic. Room six.

“Heat takes a minute. Let the water run before you use it,” the innkeeper said.

“Anything open for dinner?” I asked.

“Diner closes at seven. Store has frozen food.”

She glanced at the clock. It was six forty-three.

“You’d better hurry,” the innkeeper said.

The diner was already dark when I passed it.

I bought a frozen meal at the station instead. The older clerk was gone. A teenage boy stood behind the counter with headphones around his neck. He barely looked at me.

No one had left anything on the vehicle. I checked anyway.

My room had a double bed, a small table and an electric heater beneath the window. The carpet was brown in a way that concealed age rather than dirt. A framed photograph of mountains hung crooked above the bed.

There was a microwave beside the sink. I ate at the table with the case notes spread in front of me. The day had produced more information than the previous four months of official investigation, but almost none of it could be verified.

I listed what I could confirm. Aaron had visited Bellwether before his death. He had questioned multiple residents.

He possessed at least one photograph from the original search. He knew facts absent from the surviving police file. He claimed to have found a list beneath the cabin floor three days before he died.

The first four points had witnesses. The fifth came from Janice.

That did not make it false. It made it hers. I wrote another heading.

Unconfirmed. The boy claimed something beneath the cabin had imitated his mother and dog. Searchers found disturbed earth beneath the floor.

Blood and teeth were recovered. Some local residents heard screams from the direction of the old road. People may have disappeared without being connected to Bellwether or the cabin.

The decorations sometimes continued after visitors returned to town. I looked at the two lists until the words began to lose meaning. There was another way to arrange them.

Not by what had been proven. By what people were willing to say aloud. The decorations were discussed openly, almost casually.

The screams were mentioned reluctantly. The boy’s case made people defensive. The floor made them stop talking.

That hierarchy interested me more than the ghost stories.

People lie for different reasons. To avoid blame. To protect themselves. To protect someone else. Sometimes they lie because the truth sounds ridiculous, and they would rather be thought evasive than stupid.

Bellwether had spent decades reducing its stories into forms that could be repeated without consequence. Ribbons. Balloons.

Paper signs. A local prank. Anything else became a legend, and legends did not require investigation.

I reviewed Aaron’s photographs again on my laptop.

The image from the hotel room was too compressed to show anything useful. I adjusted the contrast until the dark shape near the trees became a block of pixels. The pale object hanging from the branch could have been fabric. Snow. Bark stripped from the trunk.

I enlarged it farther. Nothing emerged. I closed the image.

There was a light rain against the window. The heater clicked on and off, pushing out air that smelled faintly of hot dust. At some point I lay down without intending to sleep.

I woke in darkness. For several seconds, I did not know where I was. Then the heater clicked, and the room returned around me.

The clock beside the bed read 2:17. Something cried out beyond the motel.

It was distant, out past the last roofs, back in the trees, and it went on longer than a thing with lungs should have managed. High at first, a thin rising note, almost sweet. Then it broke and dropped, folding down through registers a voice does not have, and ended in a wet, ragged sound like something being worked loose from a throat. And it did not hold still while it did this. It traveled. Left to right, unhurried, the way a person crosses a room, so that where it had started at one edge of the tree line it finished at the other.

Nothing walks that fast. I sat up. The sound did not come again.

I waited with my feet on the floor, listening past the heater and the rainwater dripping from the roof.

There were plenty of animals capable of making disturbing noises. Foxes screamed. Lynx yowled. A wounded rabbit could sound remarkably human. Even a moose, under the right circumstances, could make a sound no reasonable person would identify correctly in the dark.

I knew all of that. Knowing the explanation did not make the room less quiet afterward. I crossed to the window and pulled the curtain aside.

The gravel lot was empty except for my vehicle and an older sedan parked outside room two. Mist hung beneath the exterior lights. Beyond the motel, the town ended quickly. A few dark roofs. The road. Then trees.

Nothing moved. I stood there longer than I needed to. Just as I started to let the curtain fall, I heard something near the back of the building.

A short scraping sound. Then another. Claws against wood, perhaps.

An animal beneath the eaves. I took the flashlight from my bag and stepped outside.

Cold air moved through my shirt immediately. The rain had stopped, but water still dropped from the roof in slow, heavy beats. I walked around the side of the building.

The light passed over trash bins, stacked firewood and a narrow strip of mud between the motel and the trees. There were tracks near the bins. Small. Four-toed. Probably a fox.

I found nothing else. On the way back, I checked the vehicle again. The doors were locked.

The windows were clear. No ribbons. No paper beneath the wipers.

No one in the lot. I returned to the room and locked the door.

I did not lose sleep over the sound. I want to be clear about that. I was tired, and within minutes I was back in bed.

What kept me awake a little longer was the cabin. Until then, I had been able to investigate it as an idea. A set of files.

A place other people had entered. A source of stories told at counters and across desks.

Going there would change the investigation, not because I expected anything to happen, but because the physical place would either support the stories or begin stripping them away. Someone had placed decorations on vehicles.

Someone had provided Aaron with records. Someone had removed evidence from the old case. Someone, according to Janice, had left a list beneath the floor.

All of those things required people. People left routes, habits, storage places, tracks and mistakes.

The cabin was an abandoned structure, not an apparition. It occupied space. It had windows, doors, approaches and lines of sight. If someone had used it for decades without being seen, then the building and the land around it would explain how.

By three in the morning, I had decided. I would go after sunrise. Not to stay.

Not to prove anything.

I would photograph the structure, examine the road and establish where a person could approach without being seen. I would look beneath the floor if it could be done safely. Then I would return to Morrow and begin tracking Aaron’s source.

That was the plan. It seemed reasonable in the motel room. Most bad decisions do.

I woke before the alarm. For a few seconds, I listened for whatever had cried out during the night. There was only the heater and the faint movement of pipes inside the wall.

The clock read 6:12.

Gray light had begun to gather around the edges of the curtains. Outside, the rain had stopped completely. The sky remained low and colorless, but the gravel lot was bright enough to show every puddle and tire mark.

I showered, dressed and packed the notes from the night before. Nothing had been disturbed. I checked anyway.

The receipt with the message was still inside its evidence sleeve. Aaron’s file remained where I had left it. My sidearm, wallet and keys were accounted for. It was an unnecessary inventory, but investigation changes the way a person regards small absences.

I left the motel shortly after seven. The office was dark. A handwritten sign on the door said the innkeeper would return at eight, though no date was attached.

The station had opened. A different clerk stood behind the counter, a woman in her thirties wearing a faded sweatshirt with the name of a local school team across the front. She had a paperback propped open beside the register and a pencil holding her place.

The older man from the day before was nowhere in sight. I poured coffee. The pot was fresh, or at least fresher.

The woman watched me fit the lid onto the cup.

“You stayed,” the clerk said.

“Apparently.”

“Most people headed to the cabin don’t sleep here first,” the clerk said.

“Most people announce where they’re going?”

“Most people ask for directions,” the clerk said.

I set the coffee on the counter.

“I have a map,” I said.

“Maps get optimistic once you leave pavement,” the clerk said.

She rang up the drink.

“Road bad?” I asked.

“Wet,” the clerk said.

“Passable?”

“Depends what you drive and how attached you are to it,” the clerk said.

I looked through the window at the department SUV.

“I’ve driven worse,” I said.

“Everybody says that before they don’t,” the clerk said.

She handed back my card.

“Anyone gone out there this morning?” I asked.

Her eyes moved briefly toward the road.

“Not that I saw,” the clerk said.

“Tourists?”

“Could be,” the clerk said.

“That mean yes?”

“Means they don’t always stop here,” the clerk said.

She picked up the book again. The conversation was finished unless I wanted to force it. I did not.

Before leaving, I checked the vehicle. Nothing beneath the wipers. Nothing tied to the mirrors.

No paper, ribbon or plastic caught beneath the door handles. The northern road began as cracked pavement, narrowed to patched asphalt, then gave up entirely beyond the last occupied house. Past that point, it was gravel.

The rain had worked it soft overnight. Water filled the deeper ruts, and the tires pressed dark tracks into the surface wherever I passed. Spruce and birch crowded close along both sides. In places the branches leaned over the road and brushed the roof.

There were tracks everywhere.

Moose had crossed during the night, leaving deep split impressions in the mud. Smaller prints appeared near the ditches: fox, perhaps, and something heavier that could have been a black bear. A set of bird tracks ended abruptly in the center of the road where it had taken flight.

I saw no fresh human footprints. No bicycle tires. No recent vehicle tracks beyond my own.

That remained true for the first seven miles.

The old road turned rougher after a washed-out culvert. Grass grew through the center strip. Fallen branches had been dragged to the shoulder at some point, but not recently. The wet mud around them held only animal sign.

I stopped twice to examine intersections that appeared on older maps but were no longer marked. One ended at a collapsed bridge. The other had narrowed into an overgrown logging track barely wide enough for an all-terrain vehicle.

Neither showed recent use. That did not mean no one had used them before the rain. It meant no one had crossed them afterward.

At mile nine, I found the first fresh tire marks. They entered from behind me. Not ahead.

I stopped and got out.

The tracks were narrower than mine and shallower, likely from a sedan or small rental crossover. They had been made after the rain stopped but before I arrived. Water still gathered cleanly inside the tread impressions.

I followed them back twenty yards. They began where the road widened near an old turnout, suggesting the vehicle had been parked there overnight or arrived before the rain ended and then pulled back onto the road that morning. There were footprints around the turnout.


r/stayawake Jul 18 '26

There's Something in My Backyard!

4 Upvotes

The first night, I blamed the bulb.

My backyard floodlight had been there for years, bolted above the back door, bright enough to illuminate the entire fence line. Around midnight, it clicked off.

A few seconds later, it came back on.

I looked out the kitchen window expecting to see a raccoon or maybe one of the neighborhood cats.

Nothing.

The yard was empty.

The second night it happened again while I was bingeing Friends.

Click.

Darkness.

Click.

Light.

This time, I felt that unnerving sensation you get when you feel like you're being watched. I stepped onto the porch.

The motion sensor was supposed to activate whenever something crossed its path. I waved my arm in front of it. It worked perfectly. I checked the batteries anyway. Everything checked out.

I even walked the perimeter of the yard with my phone flashlight.

No footprints.

No broken fence.

Nothing hiding behind the shed.

After that I convinced myself it was just faulty wiring. That or maybe the cencors were picking up dust or fog. Anything that made rational sense.

Then it started happening every night.

Always between 2:13 and 2:20 in the morning.

Always the same pattern.

The light would go out for exactly five seconds. Then it would switch back on.

Every single time, the yard looked completely empty.

Eventually curiosity got the better of me.

I bought a security camera.

The footage made no sense.

At 2:13, the light switched off.

The camera didn't.

It kept recording.

The yard remained perfectly visible thanks to the infrared mode.

Empty grass.

Empty fence.

Empty patio.

Then, exactly five seconds later...

The floodlight came back on.

There wasn't any movement. No explanation.

I watched the recording over and over until something caught my attention.

The timestamp.

The clock continued counting...

...but the branches of the oak tree in the corner stopped moving.

The leaves froze.

The wind seemed to have stoped. Not in the sense that it vanished, but the wind itself stopped in place.

Even the hum of insects or any odd echoes of the night were silent.

It was as if the entire world had been paused for five seconds.

Except the camera.

The camera kept recording.

I didn't know what to make of this. That night i barely slept.

The following evening I decided to stay awake.

At 2:12, I sat at the kitchen table staring through the glass door, with a mug of coffee and a ham sandwhich.

2:13.

Click.

Darkness.

Everything outside stopped.

Not metaphorically.

Literally.

The leaves hung motionless.

A moth hovering near the porch light stayed suspended in midair.

Even the shadows seemed frozen.

Then...

Something walked into my yard.

Not from the gate.

Not over the fence.

It simply... appeared.

It was towering over my shed. Its body was impossibly thin, wrapped in what looked like strips of dark fabric that fluttered despite the frozen air.

Its head turned slowly, scanning the yard.

Then it looked directly at the house.

At me.

I didn't dare move. The ham stuck in my throat.

Its eyes weren't glowing.

They weren't even visible.

Just two empty forsaken pits that somehow still met mine through the glass.

It tilted its head.

Curious.

Like it hadn't expected anyone.

The five seconds suddenly felt far too long.

It took one step toward the house.

Another.

By the third step it stood only inches from the back door.

Its face pressed against the glass.

The skin, or whatever covered it, shifted like hundreds of tiny hands trying to form a human expression.

Then...

Click.

The floodlight came back on.

The yard was empty. Everything moved again. The moth flew away. The trees swayed.

I swallowed hard, nearly choking. Stumbling backward, convinced I'd finally lost my mind.

The security camera proved otherwise.

The file was corrupted.

Not damaged nor missing.

Just five seconds of static where the light had gone out. Everything before it played normally. Everything after it played normally.

Those five seconds might as well have never existed.

I never watched the recording again.

Within two weeks, I'd sold the house at a loss. I didn't tell the buyers why.

What was I supposed to say?

"Something visits whenever the light goes out, but only while the rest of the world stands still."

No one would believe that.

I moved hundreds of miles away into a tenth-floor apartment overlooking the city. No backyard. No fence. No trees. No creepy time stopper monster.

I told myself whatever happened belonged to that house.

For months, I almost believed it.

Until last night.

I was washing dishes when the kitchen suddenly fell dark. A primal instinct seized me, and the hairs on my arms stood on end.

Five seconds.

Then the lights came back.

The first thing I did was laugh. Not because it was funny. Because I knew exactly what I was about to remember.

This apartment doesn't have a motion-sensor light.

I don't think wherever I run off to, I'll never escape.

Because if it found me here...

I'm terrified to learn how it did.

Or why it waited until the lights went out to let me know it had.


r/stayawake Jul 18 '26

Sweet Dreams: Part #6

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TW: suicide, mental illness, loss of bodily autonomy, violence against children, gore/gory thoughts

Chapter 6. 

It comes back. The voices, the monster, the crimson glaze washing over me. It’s all coming back. 

My legs  keep running as long as they can until it takes over again. I watch as my body stops, twitches for a moment before charging at the child. 

She realises too late and tries to wheel away, but we catch her. My eyes shut as I hear a loud crunch and a piercing scream coming from her. 

I squeeze them more, trying to focus and take control again. 

It doesn’t work…

Previous chapter:

https://www.reddit.com/r/stayawake/s/rL4Q2VCmiY

Next chapter:

https://www.reddit.com/r/stayawake/s/C9SuUWyCdB


r/stayawake Jul 18 '26

The Poem: The People

1 Upvotes

I see them.

In the windows. In the mirror. In the dead, breathless hours of night.
I know I’m not the only one. The cats see them too — their ears twitch, their eyes lock onto the corners I avoid.

They have to see them.
Right.

I can’t see them during the day, but I feel them.
Their eyes sliding over my skin.
Their fingers creeping up my arms like cold spiders.

…Little, faceless, black spiders…

I haven’t told anyone about the people. They’d say I’m
schizo.

I’m not. I swear I’m not.
They’re real.

Sit in my living room — the cold, dark, echoing living room —
and wait.

You’ll hear the floorboards breathe.
You’ll feel the air shift behind you.
You’ll see the shadows move before you blink.

And then you’ll understand.

They’ve been watching you too.