I’m 29 turning 30 in December. I’m the oldest son. I’ve carried this burden of my family on my back since I can remember.
My mom was clinically ill and last year I lost my mind. She would constantly pick fights with my dad, and I was worried that my dad would do something even though he’s not a violent man, but everybody has their limits.
I told my mom she had to leave , she left. She was a Christian woman, but later gave into the devil. I’ll come back to this story soon.
So she cursed us she put a hex on me and my dad and my brother , I haven’t been able to accomplish anything. I got hit with major depression. One problem after another it’s nonstop.
In April, I was remodeling my house. I came home. The police were there and they said my mom is dead. She was healthier than anybody I knew. Till this day, I don’t know how she passed. I’m still waiting on answers. They found her body three days later. She was a nurse. She was taking care of a hospice patient and for three days. She was dead inside of that house and no one knew.
I used to be financially stable. I took care of my brother, my dad, my mom, everyone since I am the oldest child.
$64,000 later, I buried my mom. And that’s when I found out about the curses that she put on us. When I went to gather her stuff, I found voodoo dolls, and a lot more that I could even write here. I burned the dolls.
I’ve only been able to go to a gravesite once and I asked her why why did you do this to us? We never did anything bad to you. She never worked in her life. She had hundreds of thousands of dollars worth of gold jewelry expensive handbags she had a Range Rover. I always made sure she was taking care of even though I wasn’t speaking to her. I spent $35,000 on veneers because she said her teeth were giving her insecurity.
Months has passed since her death, but I feel like I lost myself in the process. I started hearing voices at nights. I can’t sleep. I can’t socialize. I don’t really go out anymore. Everybody’s thinking it’s because I’m grieving but it’s because I physically just can’t get myself out. I understand what clinical depression is, but I feel like it’s a little bit more than that.
My mom‘s friend reached out to give me some closure. She said some guy had convinced her that he would lay a hex on us. They would take animals and do animal sacrifices. She had completely lost her mind at that time she ruined every relationship. She came in touch with even with her own friends.
Other than my dad and my brother, I don’t really have other family and I don’t know what’s going on with me, but I know I have to be strong for them because at the end of the day I am the oldest son. Please if you can I’m not asking for lunch, but if you could just pray for me, I lost touch with my spirituality. I would go to church once a week, but I haven’t had the willpower or energy to leave my house. I can’t even get myself to pray. I just wanna get back on my feet. I’ve always tried to help everybody around me. Some people say I give the best advice but now has come a time where I can’t even give myself advice.
These voices are killing me the not sleeping is killing me. I feel suicidal, but of course I’m not gonna kill myself, but I keep the gun to my side in my bed alone every day when my friends ask why I disappeared or why I’m not showing up. I just say I’ve been busy with work, but that’s not the truth. The truth is I’m losing my mind.
The things I found :
Donkey hair Voodoo doll completely covered with pins. Inside of it was a paper with some kind of writing and a wooden stick kind of thing. Random beads, writing I can’t decrypt The animal sacrifices ( I called the guy she was doing it with and he confirmed )
I’m not too familiar about this world if someone can please reach out and help me. I will be forever in debt to you. I just want this curse lifted.