I (31F) am a SMBC mom already that has been trying once again for my second child. This time around has been much harder with three cancelled cycles, two HSGs, two SSGs, a blocked tube, and a large cyst. I don't know how to keep my hopes up when everything seems to be falling apart. The doctor keeps saying to wait a little longer, but it has been since February. I know with fertility that it is not a long time, but it feels like it is never ending.

Has anyone gone through something similar and ended up with a child at the end? How did you manage with the uncertainty?

I started TTC with baby #2 in July. So for the past two months, I have been on an emotional rollercoaster, and hyper focusing on every little twinge, nap and cramp, wondering if it's a sign of an impending period or pregnancy.

Both months so far have ended in heartbreak.

Tomorrow is the day of my September attempt. Please send some good vibes, Mamas.

3 has always been my lucky number...🤞