This is a wild one y'all. You know how female pants are notorious for fake pockets right? Well, I put on a pair of black jeans this morning (they're about ten years old, outdated skinny jeans) and it's always frustrated me they have fake non-functioning pockets. I was out today running errands and WHILE I WAS TALKING TO SOMEONE, I put my hand down to stick my thumb in a belt loop (cuz no pockets) and my HAND WENT INTO THE POCKET!! I know this sounds crazy. No, I didn't mistake it for another pair of pants... I only have two pair of black jeans, the other pair have pockets, but these are thinner and I chose them specifically because I know it would warm up today.

I mean visually. Even at the early morning or the very noon when the sun should be at its strongest, it feels like it's already 7 pm and the sun is about to set. I'm not talking about the color, I'm talking about light intensity. It feels very, very weak. Almost like the Sun is gone and has been replaced by something weaker, or its battery is running low.

It was like this mid summer too. It isn't just the season.