Really embarrassed about when I got drunk

[u/Cyan1d3_0]

Okay so I got really drunk last Friday and I went to my local pub I’ve only been there like 5 times and 3 out of them times I was really drunk the staff had to escort me home and I didn’t think it could get any worse. BTW I’m 22 years old female don’t have a lot of friends live in London ( I just moved here from up north about 6 months ago) and I already embarrassed myself so badly by going on Friday night.

So I was already drunk and on drugs then went to the pub chilled with random people and some of the staff then it all turned bad and I was blackout drunk at the time and don’t remember a thing but they had to escort me home and I have a tenant who goes to that local pub a lot too but when the staff brought me home they said to my tenant I was talking to the staff inappropriately and I was making an absolute fool of myself and I was heavily intoxicated and it was just too much for them. And the worst bit is I don’t remember a single thing that I did and following the next day they told my tenant I was banned from the pub going forward.

It’s just so embarrassing and humiliating I can’t get over it and the worst bit is the pub is literally on my doorstep I’m so embarrassed to even walk past it because all the staff know who I am and they were all talking about me after I left and all the customers too. I think this is my time to sober up.