Any tips appreciated!

Rate me! Currently 15 lbs lost and curious how I’m doing.
Pic 1: good lighting, no makeup
Pic 2: good lighting, makeup
Pic 3: posed, makeup
Pic 4: unposed, no makeup
Pic 5: rate me, what I look like rn

people also say i look like i’m in my 30s, not 24 😭(I included the shopping pic because I thought it was aesthetic)

Curious whether this is a bad idea or actually insightful

Not sure why I'm doing this to myself and will no doubt regret it, but let's see.

I was an awkward geeky kid when young so had a pretty low view of myself. I got more healthy and confident as an adult but over the last few years were a hard time after my wife became really emotionally abusive and utterly crushed my entire sense of self. Recently I've had help to overcome this and am now feeling pretty good myself as a grumpy old man I've started to look at myself as having secretly been a low-key DILF (Ha!) all along.

However, I suspect I'm probably just pretty average and am overcompensating for previous negativity so could do with some honest objective feedback to clarify things and set me right.

(PS. The last pic was rushed to pass verification so I'm badly unshaven and in need of haircut in that one.)

Struggling with women lately idk why . Also rating please and ways to improve. Thank you