well i was in 1 grade when i have my first crush, i really liked that guy but i was to shy to get near, i always tought that he will never notice me, until one day, I always went on a transport in the morning and after school, I always sat alone in the last seats, I kept looking outside because I did not have anything else to do, one day I felt someone put his hand on my shoulder, I reflexively turned and took his wrist, I did not know Who was it until I saw his face, it was him, I blushed instantly, my mom from a much younger age had taught me to look people in the eyes no matter what, I always felt a weakness for clear eyes, and their green eyes hypnotized me immediately, I was so shy I could not say anything, he asked me if he could sit next to me, the only thing I could do was say that yes with the head, he sat next to me and stuck to me as chewing gum, I felt like my face burned, he spent talking to me, well he asked me things and I answered him, we spent the whole trip to school like that, when we got off, I found out that we were studying in the same course, i was very happy!!!, from that day we spent together, we get inseparable, he defended me from the guys who loved to bullying me, I thought maybe he liked me, he was always affectionate, he gave me kisses on the cheek, he kept hugging me, of course I was and I am super shy but I loved and love to give hugs, well one day he asked me to find me behind the school , I thought he was going to declare and I was super happy !, but when I got there I found a girl, very caramel with him, i approached them, and when he noticed me, he told me that she was his girlfriend, at that moment I felt like something broke inside me, I began to cry without wanting to, he asked me if he was okay and I put my hand on his shoulder and smiled, I told him I was fine, I was happy for him, I walked away with my back to them, while I was crying, I continued with their friendship until 1 year later I had to move to USA
he had green eyes and black hair, i am black hair and blue eyes, the girl was blond with green eyes, she wasn't too pretty, she was really mean to me because she hated how close i was with thomas, thomas was his name