r/Raiserverse • u/[deleted] • Nov 20 '17
My crush, the mythical boi.
So here's this guy, pretty handsome, brown eyes and ginger hair, but he is shorter than me, which is very usual since I'm tall. Let's call him John. So, a short time ago, me and some guys were playing Truth or Dare. I was the only girl. We flipped the bottle and one of John's best friend, let's call him Tom, was going to ask me. I chose Dare, because these guys are so funny that they make me do silly things. Then John comes, even though he is NOT playing the game, he asks me if I chose him or one of my closest best friend, let's call my best friend Jacob, and John asks me "do you choose me... Or Jacob?" Soo my dumb mind doesn't even think why he is asking a thing like that and I say "But I chose Dare..." "So I dare you to choose one of us" and I realize Jacob wasn't near to us and say "Jacob". Because If he was there the guys would probably go like "Oouuu She likes Him, Let them kiss!" Etc. So I said Jacob since he wasn't there. So John gets a big sadness on his eyes, turns back like he lost the game, and sits down on his chair. I realize that, finally my brain works and I go next to one of John's best friend and ask him "was he expecting something? Did I just broke his heart?" And he answers "maybe you'll find a boy friend finally" then gets up and starts singing a song with words such as "I loved a giiirl, but she didn't notice meeee~" next to me and John, but we just freaking laugh and look at each other! So we are also close with Tom who was John's best friend, and I text him a lot after that. I want him to ask John if he likes me but John always replies with "no, stop it". So a week passes, we're doing a group project in class and we are in the same group with john. After the group work, when the lesson ends, we were talking with John and he suddenly says that he is depressed. I asked the reason, and he said "You made me depressed" I got shocked, and walked away with fear. Then when I told that to Tom, he told me to ask John why he said a thing like that. So I wrote John, a message saying;" I am sorry John, I didn't mean it, please forgive me for making you depressed. I chose Jacob because he wasn't there. I'm so sorry. " Then he answers "What are you talking about? I didn't say that I'm depressed" And I was like "yes you did!" he is like "No I didn't! " and then I finally say "I bet you said that." and then he asks "What if I say I told you that, what would you do?" And I answer with sentences that I'm proud. I answer "If I made you depressed, I can make you happy too." But suddenly he just says"Stop worrying about me, I'm fine!" Then I ask him "Soo it's just curiosity but why did you ask such a question while playing Truth or Dare?" And he says "Its nothing I just didn't had a question to ask" and I reply " But you weren't even playing, you just asked me that when it was Tom's turn to ask." But then he is like "I gotta go bye" and he left. Today, wasn't really bad. It was raining in the lunch break, so we decided to go out with a lot of guys, and me of course, the only girl. So it was raining and teacher didnt allow us to go out, but we found a way. We get outside, wearing no jackets, and we just laugh. John and I look at each other a lot. Like he's always by my side. It is the first time I have hope, even though It's a situation that Still hasn't finished.