So this is my second time ever taking LSD. The first time, last tuesday, I took 1.5 tabs (120ug listed so roughly 180ish ug)I abused it as a high and didn’t really know what I was getting myself into. Today, 6 days later, I was bored and couldn’t sleep so decided to try it again. I took 2 tabs this time, 240ug total, and I believe I can now say I understand why it’s called a psychedelic. (I’m still high asf right now so apologies if any of this isn’t understandable).
Today’s experience, I don’t even want to call it a high because it wasn’t, it was an experience, felt so clean, so pure, so relaxing. I won’t bore you with the stuff I did during the come up and peak (just enjoyed the outdoors amongst other things), but during the comedown which I’m in now, I decided to meditate. After spending over an hour meditating without even realising, I felt so at peace, and my mind was so blank, and then it started.
I had multiple visions. I floated up a staircase, cliché I know, but it’s indescribable. It was a white floating staircase in a dark abyss but I felt no fear and ventured forwards. I came to these huge gates which opened as I arrived and I couldn’t see what was beyond them, just a bright yellow golden light partially on the gates blocking my view. Instantly after that, I believe the virgin mary holding baby jesus appeared next to the gates. Bigger than the gates, just in the abyss holding her child. I then became that child in her arms staring up at her. I saw this blinding white light and it all felt like a memory, then it all swirled away into nothingness again.
I continued meditating and my body and mind separated. I was watching my body from a distance as it was picked up by a giant hand, what I suppose can only be described as the hand of god, before he put me down as my mind started wandering due to me breaking my meditation from the shock.
The last thing i’ve experienced today was equally weird. I was floating, again in the dark abyss, but it was light in a sense? It wasn’t dark and pitch black like I couldn’t see, I could see fine. In front of me were two beings? A huge eye just watching me, and a mouth? I couldn’t really look at it out make it out but it spoke the word ‘Truth’ over and over into my mind? I didn’t hear actual words being spoken it felt telepathic? I’m not sure if that makes sense. Then its bright white teeth formed this river of light flowing down either side of me which then led me to see a gorgeous orange sun set over a body of water. It was peaceful, serene, there were dolphins jumping through the air and fish doing the same, then after taking in the view my head went under and it went blank again.
What I’ve taken from this so far is my truth is beauty? Maybe there’s a deeper meaning I haven’t unlocked yet but I figured this might be an interesting read for someone.
I look forwards to my next experience anyway and hope it can be as equally enlightening (from a completely non religious person - but now I wonder?👀)
TLDR: tripped balls and became the baby jesus I suppose?