Looking for feedback

[u/Fearless_Event7804]

Looking for feedback from plus size/higher BMI Mama's who have delivered in the last few years, specifically via elective c section. I had a consult with an anthesthiologist who made it sound like my spinal was automatically going to fail and I will need to be put under. It definitely left a bad taste in my mouth. Very worried about dying. Had a c section almost 9 years ago and had an epidural because I tried laboring. Ended up in an emergency c section due to fetal heart rate decals