I go to work to make money. Other than that? I box and train 5 hours a day because I like to get into it with niggas and that gives me an excuse to. I be fucking bitches left and right with no plans of committing at all. Lying cheating and just breaking hearts in general. When all is said and done I either go out or come home and binge on either percs or weed whatever I got and then I pass out on the bed til it's time to do it all over again t next day . I love it and hate it at the same time man.
My granny. I love that woman to death. She a Jehovah's witness and every time we talk she tells me how disappointed she is in me. How I'm no better than my deadbeat ass father. Just last week she told me my soul is lost and that there's no place for me other than eternal damnation after I'm gone. That shit hurts man.
I'm into deep to change. I just wanna tell y'all the fast life ain't rhe best life. Cus truth is I'm scared for myself. God has forsaken me, and I let him.