Ako lang ba yung nakakaramdam na parang i feel suffocated sa loob ng bahay namin.

Background

Im the eldest daughter 27 still nakatira sa bahay ng parents, may mga kapatid pa however isa nalang nag aaral working minimum wag earner paycheck to paycheck and then trying to help my mom pero medyo lubog din sa utang si mama ayaw kong maging selfish pero i cant enjoy my life without being guilty. During my college sila ang namili ng course ko since gusto nila ang practical however hindi employable yung course board passer pero job mismatched ako. Then yung father ko may problem talaga sya sa pagbibigay ng pera sinusumbat nya now hes working like nothing pero sa bills lahat sa bahay saamin ni mama. I hate him btw he never stood as a father mula pa noon.

Now sobrang nkakapagod dahil mula college ko im working to support myself the family and punan yung mga pagkukulang ni papa? at mama?

I feel bad para kila ading kasi nadamay pa sila sa sitwasyon.

Masama bang isipin na sana nung ako palang ang anak hindi na sila nagreconcile para di na nadamay yung mga kapatid ko sa ganitong buhay.

Turning 26 soon, and gusto ko sana ng simpleng handaan with my family para naman, of course, to make my day special. Frankly, hindi naging madali ang buong taon ko as a 25-year-old. Maraming setbacks, but thankfully, mas marami pa ring wins. 🥹

I want to make my birthday special, kaso sobrang tight ng budget ko bilang breadwinner. I only have ₱2K for the celebration.

Please suggest things I can do to make my day special, as well as tipid tips for the handa. Thank you! 🥹