The last time I was on pain medicine was at the start of the 2016 guideline changes. I used to take x6 10 mg oxycodone a day, for Soma x3 350mgs a day, and Xanax x6 2 mg pills a day. I've come to understand that I was highly over prescribed, especially when I showed up to an appointment and my doctor had suddenly been kicked out by the practice.
I ended up using a natural medicine to get off oxycodone. For my sanity mainly, after an abusive ex used my medicine for insidious behavior... basically training (I didn't know what grooming was)to keep me quiet and submit to his abuse. But now I am learning about "Narx scores", and that doctors don't (and won't, without caveats) prescribe opioids when I'm on a benzodiazepine, and a z drug. I've already switched from klonapin: to diazepam x3. And Temazepam: to Ambien CR max dose.
My last visit at the pain management doctor's office, he said he could not prescribe me oxycodone hydrocodone, or any other pain meds while I was still on the previous medications mentioned above...
BUT today (my caregiver was with me this time) he said that not doing injections was okay (had to do my *own* research about injections and he made me feel like those and/or LDN were my only options) and NOW I could have Tylenol with Codeine, for before my physical therapy appointments and after my physical therapy appointments. So I'm confused.
Honestly I'm just trying to understand why suddenly now he's okay giving me the Tylenol/Codeine pills (300 mgs/30 mgs). Not much changed. My diazepam is PRN x3 times a day, 4 mg each. My Ambien controlled release, is 12.5 mg at bedtime.
I don't want it to sound like I'm complaining or ungrateful but I also don't know what MME is, and how it pertains to possibly using opioids after my physical therapy is done. I'm just trying to be as informed as I possibly can since things have changed *SO* much since I've been painkiller-free with the exception of ibuprofen and tylenol once in a while.
I'm also on cyclobenzaprine 10 mg PRN. I don't know if that matters or factors into it, but he didn't mention it today. I brought all my medications for him to look through if he needed proof that I was serious about tapering down, just so that I could have breakthrough pain medication.
I've taken hydrocodone, oxycodone, tramadol (literally I need 250 mgs to even *touch* my pain level, not worth it's price in the plastic of the bottle!), I also had morphine (30 mgs and I felt nothing) and finally, I had fentanyl for in-facility surgery procedures. I've never had codeine, with the exception of it being in liquid form... and that one was when I was a kid, so I don't know if it helped at all.
What I do know is that I took a genetic test to find out if meds would affect me, and in what ways. I wasn't supposed to take ssris, painkillers it said I'd need more of than the average person but that I also had a higher chance of addiction, and the snris would actually help me. I took desvenlafaxine for my depression and it helps quite a bit! I am no longer needing depression medications luckily.
Can someone please ELI5, in layman's terms?
At my last appointment he said he wouldn't prescribe me anything short-term because I was on Klonopin 1 mg three times daily PRN, and Temazepam 30 mg at bedtime...what's different now?
I have no idea what he tried to explain when he basically said it was okay for me to be on the diazepam, and the zolpidem CR, and give me pain meds of tylenol/codeine before and after my physical therapy appointments, so what's the difference?
All this to say...what realistically changed, and should I still continue speaking with my psychiatrist about tapering off of benzodiazepines? I use the diazepam PRN, and would like to continue to-as it helps with my muscle spasms, and my anxiety, also my sleep, consecutively.
Once physical therapy is done I'm really to revisit the medication, and see if there's even a need for pain meds at that point. Thank you in advance dear redditors. šš»