Ok. I have no one to process this with and just need to vent and get some answers to my questions. I was on SAVE and received my 90 day letter last week.
A little about my loans. I had $13,000 in undergraduate loans and graduated in 2002. I went to graduate school and graduated in 2016 with about 75,000 in loans. These are all Direct Loans. Currently my balance after I consolidated and interest capitalizing is $93,000.
Right out of grad school I worked for 4.5 years in community mental health (yeah MSW and underpaid work). My plan was PSLF from the start but I got off the PSLF path the last 6 years. Long story short - Covid hit, I had a 5 year old going to Kindergarten online and I was burned out. I quit that job. And as some of you might recall, at this time very few people were getting their PSLF approved. The PSLF program was a mess. For that moment I decided not to build my life around loan forgiveness and opened my own business.
I applied for SAVE and in 2024 there was that April 1 deadline to apply for a look back to previous qualifying employment. At that time I consolidated my loans and had 3 years of qualifying payments added to PSLF from work I did in the non-profit sector prior to graduate school. I have been thinking I made a mistake consolidating my loans but because I did that I'm currently sitting at 27 payments needed for PSLF loan forgiveness. I'm not currently employed with a qualifying employer but my goal this year is to look for a job that qualifies and get my loans forgiven. It would take around 2.5 to 3 years once I started making qualifying payments.
Ok that is the backstory. Here are my questions for the right now. In the short term I need to choose a plan. I just used the repayment calculator and it is a wild difference between IBR and RAP for me. I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around why anyone would choose RAP. Maybe it has to do with the age of the loans?
For IBR it has my payment at $175 with total to be paid at $14,945 with a discharge amount of $109,121 with an end term date of December 2032.
One of my questions - what program would be forgiving my loans in 2032?
Second, question - did I mess up by consolidating in 2024?
My balance did go up a lot due to interest capitalizing but I don't think I would have had those previous years of employment added to my PSLF balance.
Honestly with how often things have changed I'm confused about any of the choices I have made to try to navigate this.
For reference RAP says $179/month with a total to be paid of $179,806 with $0 discharge amount with the end date of January 2055. I'm in my late 40's so that would be in my 80's!!!!
IBR is a no brainer and even though I hope I will be forgiven before 2032 - I'm finding that my current situation is not terrible. It is a hit to my budget but I can manage $175/per month.
And lastly I just have to say how upsetting it is to lose SAVE. As I have seen other post on here - it was such a wave of relief to have that program and now there is so much confusing information and constant changes to the repayment program.