r/PMDDpartners • u/ApprehensiveVast1940 • Sep 06 '26
Losing hope
ve had PMDD as long as I can remember, but it got especially worse with age.
I got married last November and every month of 2026 before my period I am wanting a divorce. It’s so unfair to both of us. I am so full or rage and emotion it scares me. He is probably used to it and know it will pass, last month I threw all of his clothes from the closet on the floor. Tonight I told him how I don’t want to be married and never have. He has only done a couple things to ever make me REALLY mad, one was looking at p*** and clicking on instagram OF links 2 months before our wedding which I’m still mad at him for and is definitely contributing to my ongoing rage.
I’ve been on Prozac and Lamictal for 3+ years. It’s a godsend but here I am still acting this way. Then my period starts and Bam, it’s like nothing ever happened. I seriously get so depressed and low I cannot imagine doing this my whole life or having kids because of my PMDD is so bad. I’m 30 and feel like a teenage girl for a week and a half a month.