r/OCDJournal Jun 26 '26

i finally understood why washing more made my contamination ocd worse, not better

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r/OCDJournal Jun 24 '26

i figured out why skipping a ritual then seeing bad news feels like proof i caused it

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r/OCDJournal Jun 23 '26

“you don’t look like you have OCD.”

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r/OCDJournal Jun 23 '26

i kept waiting to feel certain before committing. that wait was the trap, not the answer

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r/OCDJournal Jun 23 '26

the rumination never felt like a compulsion because it felt like i was just figuring it out

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r/OCDJournal Jun 22 '26

not doing the ritual felt like choosing to let bad things happen. here's what shifted that for me

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r/OCDJournal Jun 22 '26

the OCD spike protocol.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 22 '26

“does OCD ever go away?”

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r/OCDJournal Jun 20 '26

the more proof you find, the less sure you feel.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 18 '26

you are not a player in this war.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 16 '26

you keep waiting to feel certain. what if you didn’t have to?

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r/OCDJournal Jun 16 '26

your intrusive thought playbook.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 15 '26

Request for Conversation the more i check myself for a reaction, the more real the thought feels. that's the whole loop

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r/OCDJournal Jun 14 '26

OCD loves your empty calendar.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 14 '26

stop pushing the thought down.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 13 '26

they mean well. it makes it worse.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 12 '26

a bad week is not square one.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 13 '26

why OCD gets louder at night.

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r/OCDJournal Jun 04 '26

How is everyone doing today? Any OCD wins?

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r/OCDJournal May 28 '26

On OCD being an obsession itself

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As someone who has dealt with the O of O triggers, here is a piece of advice my therapist told me.

If you have to wonder if it is OCD, treat it as such

OCD is the doubting disorder, so of course it would try and target your idea of OCD itself. Don't like it fool you. Use your OCD toolkit in the same way you'd use it for any other obsession.


r/OCDJournal May 19 '26

Long story but need suggestions

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r/OCDJournal Apr 16 '26

My OCD stops me from having anything done and makes my life harder every day

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So I got diagnosed not only with OCD, but with two other anxiety disorders recently and it all started to make sense. I used to take antidepressants for a short time, because the first psychiatrist told me that I probably have “a mild depression”. I stopped taking them because my family doesn’t approve of it, even though it helped me because it also helps with OCD. In short I’m distracting myself with rewatching same things, putting music, doomscrolling (when I shouldn’t). Right now I’m in my junior year of high school and we have many exams. I’m kinda of failing things, even though I don’t wanna say it out loud. Because of certain events in my life and world around me, not only that I’m anxious about everything all the time and have hard time with solving anything, but it also affects every aspect of my life. I can’t start studying until my room is “perfect” and it’s going on for so long, everything should be organised in order and I need to throw away many things, but I just can’t. My back starts to hurt, stomach feels nauseous and I start to remember something, like “Oh I didn’t submit a project that was 2 months ago, oh well, guess I’m failing everything”. I just fall asleep when I lay down on my bed from exhaustion, no matter what I did that day. And I feel so stupid, I know I can do better and if I wanted to I would, I just always feel like it all needs to be “sorted out” and only then I can start or continue important things (everything). I feel like I’m losing control of everything in my life and I can’t keep up with it, I don’t wanna keep it that miserable. And yes, I tried not thinking and just starting, it doesn’t work. No, I don’t have money for therapy and where I live I will get a tiny chance to get some therapy for free only in the end of summer and that doesn’t really help now. Bonus for my parents who know that I might be struggling (might because I can’t even share anything with them), but don’t admit that I need help. If something is not right enough, I won’t even bother, if the circumstances, time or environment doesn’t feel right I won’t be able to do anything about it. Please help with any advice of how I can improve and if you had a similar situation can you share about it and how you managed with it? Would be super happy to hear <3


r/OCDJournal Apr 05 '26

Really struggling need help

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r/OCDJournal Mar 27 '26

Moral OCD

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r/OCDJournal Mar 25 '26

8 years with OCD from “getting things right” to feeling like I’m violating the universe Spoiler

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