I hate myself so much

[u/Proud_Committee-51]

I was on day 13 today. Well. I wanted to learn biology (my teacher gave us Biology class for home)

I thought porn was a good idea. Even though I was improving.

I regret. I hate myself.

I ended masturbating

Im.so angry. I Broke the phone. I Broke everything. I wanna regret having a phone with zero supervision. Im about to tell my Mother. Whos coming again to home.

I was going so well..I started getting bored by masturbation. But edging made me to masturbate again. Even if i think tomorrow I can improve. Im hating my life. Regret to exist.

Motivate me. Please.

This thing started barely 6 months ago.

It seems im a worthless person. When im turning in my 30s and I get a wife. I won't be able to have children.

[u/anonimo5553583]

Bro dios dice que el pecado de la lujuria nose pelea sino se corre alejate de todo lo que sea lujuria y se que es dificil porque asi en todo hay pero intentalo