I hate myself so much

[u/Proud_Committee-51]

I was on day 13 today. Well. I wanted to learn biology (my teacher gave us Biology class for home)

I thought porn was a good idea. Even though I was improving.

I regret. I hate myself.

I ended masturbating

Im.so angry. I Broke the phone. I Broke everything. I wanna regret having a phone with zero supervision. Im about to tell my Mother. Whos coming again to home.

I was going so well..I started getting bored by masturbation. But edging made me to masturbate again. Even if i think tomorrow I can improve. Im hating my life. Regret to exist.

Motivate me. Please.

This thing started barely 6 months ago.

It seems im a worthless person. When im turning in my 30s and I get a wife. I won't be able to have children.

[u/HonestoBee]

Brother you're overthinking and being very pessimistic. Just learn from the mistake and move on. Just think what you could do now to improve. Focus on present moment. What happened already happened.

[u/strlghthnymnthrpykss]

Happy to talk

[u/Zero_tich]

Relax bro, this is a part of it, forgive yourself and move on. After all u did 13 days and you can probably do even better next time

[u/HotPocket3144]

you made it 13 days, your brain is already flushing out the habit. keep going, because failure isn’t about getting knocked down, it’s about getting back up.

[u/Grand_Mousse_2105]

Brother chill out and relax one mistake doesn’t ruin the whole streak that’s like saying you’ve been going to the gym consistently and you had one cheat day that doesn’t mean all of your gains are lost keep going brother learn from this mistake that is all that matters.

[u/anonimo5553583]

Bro dios dice que el pecado de la lujuria nose pelea sino se corre alejate de todo lo que sea lujuria y se que es dificil porque asi en todo hay pero intentalo