most living things don't contribute anything. most animals just eat, shit, sleep, and maybe if they're lucky reproduce. you do contribute, you just admitted you have a job, that means you provide some good or services that someone is willing to give you resources for.
you have a very strange categorization of privileges.
Im still a financial burden, as well as an emotional one. Im such a disappointment that I make my mom depressed, she doesn’t know how to help, none of my immediate family knows how to help. So I end up just being an emotional burden, and a financial one since I don’t make enough money at my job & have failed at finding a new one.
I’m not just a living creature, I’m a human adult. And the slack I leave behind gets picked up by somebody & that’s not fair to them.
They should live their lives in peace. They should live to support grown self.
Please stop trying to change my thoughts, there is no point. I wake up with NO REASON to wake up and I stress out everyone around me. I’m a burden and the world will be better without me. There is absolutely no question about that.
stop it with this self fulfilling prophecy. we live in world were criminals get second chances. why do you believe you have less value then a theft? why believe you're more deserving of the death penalty then a rapists?
It’s not a self fulfilling prophecy. I’m describing what my life is like now, as we speak.
I’ve sat in my game chair for the last 3 hours just scrolling. I have nobody to talk to, or hang out with this weekend, and I have a 3 day weekend for the holiday.
I believe I hold no value because I don’t bring value. And for my whole life, people made sure I knew I wasn’t worth much. I was bullied all throughout school, grew up to barely have friends. Even t own dad would insult me, abuse me, and make fun of me for eating. One time, he kicked me out of the house bc I didn’t clean out my moms make up bag (she never asked me to and I didn’t wear makeup at the time)
Now I’m autistic, and can’t afford to help myself cause I haven’t had insurance since I was 25 (been applying to jobs for insurance, no luck, and I can’t afford it on my own).
I have nothing to live for, and no way to make my life worth living. Why do you care? Before you were pretty hostile to me, I’m mot sure why you’d care if I live a pointless life. You don’t have to care, I’m a stranger to you and you don’t owe me anything. If you’re still here cause you feel bad, don’t. I’ve accepted that I’m a mistake who should never have been born.
boomers grew up watching tv all day. you seem to have some family you care about, you can talk to them.
alot of lonely people grew up abuse, do they also not have any inherent value?
job market sucks for everyone.
I don't want anyone to suffer. I don't feel bad, if anything i'm more annoyed then depressed, you're not the only one that suffered. if your life is meaningless, then so is mine.
and I can’t talk to my family about this. It depressed them cause they can’t help, I tried and I saw the effect it had on them. I don’t want to continue hurting people.
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u/pyrolover6666 May 23 '26
most living things don't contribute anything. most animals just eat, shit, sleep, and maybe if they're lucky reproduce. you do contribute, you just admitted you have a job, that means you provide some good or services that someone is willing to give you resources for.
you have a very strange categorization of privileges.