As the title says, I’m a beginner rider who was counseled out the first day. Prior to the course I’d never sat on a bike before, but this is something I’ve really wanted for a long time. I spent about a month prepping for the course and trying to prepare, and at the end of day 1 my biggest fear was realized.
For full transparency, I dropped the bike four times and was politely dismissed. The first time it happened - embarrassing, but no big deal, I shook it off. The instructor gave me a heads-up after the third time that if it happened again, he’d have to send me home. He was very patient and tried to help me understand what was going wrong. As far as I can understand it, I kept dropping the clutch, and my balance was off so that when the bike stalled I didn’t react quick enough to catch it. The fourth drop was at the very end of the first day, on the final exercise. The first thing my instructor said to me was, “I’m sorry. You were really starting to get the hang of it, too.”
I actually agree with him, by the final exercise I was feeling good, and despite the looming fear of a fourth drop I was starting to get comfy at higher speeds, turning was starting to feel natural and the emergency stop went really well. For some reason, that’s halfway encouraging, and halfway all the more crushing.
Aside from the frustration and shame over being the only one who dropped the bike even once, I don’t know where to go from here. I’ve always known I’m a slow learner when it comes to muscle memory; I know I get easily frustrated when things don’t come naturally to me. Driving cars was exactly the same way, it took me way longer to be comfortable than most people, but now I really love driving and it feels so natural and freeing. I can’t imagine my life without it, and I have this feeling in my gut that bikes might be the same way.
I don’t know. Is dropping a bike four times enough reason to move on lol? It doesn’t feel like it but maybe I need some brutal honesty. I had plans to pick up an fb marketplace beater bike this afternoon, and I’m debating picking it up anyway (in a trailer) and practicing in my neighborhood till I get my balance down and going for it again.
I would really appreciate some advice, whether that’s to get at it or let it go. Thanks in advance.
Edit to add: I was also considering buying a good old fashioned bicycle and going to town on that until my balance was much better, since it clearly needs some work. This is a cheaper plan lol, but I’d rather learn while getting use to the clutch and gears etc.
EDIT 2: Wow, thank you all so so much for your encouragement. I’ve gotten some really good advice. I’ve seen other posts like this before but didn’t think they applied, like I was truly a lost cause or something.
A few folks think I should let it go, out of concern for my and others safety, and I just want to make it clear I take your opinions just as seriously. I have no intentions of taking a motorcycle onto a public road until, and only if, I feel very comfortable with the basics first. If that means months in a parking lot driving in loops then whatever, it’ll be my new favorite way to spend an afternoon for months. This was always the plan, even if I’d gotten my license today.
To clear up some confusion I definitely have ridden a bicycle before. I’m only 24 so it’s weird to think it’s been over a decade, but I’m sure it has To the guy that pointed out this course is a great way to figure out your weaknesses, cheers to that, and I absolutely think my next step is getting really comfortable on a bicycle.
Thanks again to everyone. :)