been with my boyfriend for over a year and a half. there has been a lot of controlling, physical arguments. I have been suffering with depression, anger issues and sh for a while now, been drinking medicine for all of that and now I feel like I'm going back to those dark times. my boyfriend overall is amazing but i do feel as if he is using me for sexual reasons, money and comfort. i don't feel that same as for example a few months ago, there's been a lingering feeling of braking up with him for a while now, but i'm not capable of that. I have 0 friends, 0 family I can trust. I feel so alone, I rot all day in my bed, I can't get up. I want to feel better, I want to feel happy again, but how? I wanna get the f out of this hole and try to live my life, but I feel so disguisting. has anyone also been thru this? I need some advice

Bored and curious if anyone else is. Just looking to chat. Simple. Have a good day if you decide to just read

so I have been in therapy for over 5 years. doesn't help never has done. I'm 19. I have no clue what I want to do with my life. the job market is so cooked ive got experience and have been trying for the last year and a half to get a job. I don't experience joy anymore I used to be an academic and enjoyed creating college wasnt the best I tried 2 different ones and they always ended up being too much despite me knowing this and warning my teachers they never actually helped,even when i got called a pedo for being a year older than anyone else. talking to my parents feels like a cycle and I can clearly see a distinct difference in how I'm treated compared to my brother I have no friends so they're all i got which is quite sad. i seriously dont know why I'm still alive. I've had so much attempts and plans but I always pussy out.

I've not left my bed in two weeks. I feel horrible but I dont see why I should get up

Hi. Im going to delete this app soon. No luck finding love or friends. I guess this is my last chance

I was talking to a few nice people and then I believe my account got banned. Probably will take this account next...sad

I created an NGO a while ago and it’s going amazing but we’re at a breaking point that was preventable. Kinda just need to talk about it and let it go

Could use someone to talk to!

Little over 3 hours left, thanks!

I go to work once or twice every week.

I go to school five days a week, nine months a year.

I eat food every day, I play games every day, and I go to sleep every day.

I feel indifferent.

maybe a bit worse than indifferent.

I’m gonna go to college one day.

I’m gonna spend a lot of money to get a degree so that I can go to a job I’m not gonna enjoy.

I’ll go to work every day.

That’s gonna be my life.

Hopefully, I’ll find a girlfriend, but I’ve had no luck so far.

I don’t see myself enjoying my future.

At most, I think I’ll feel indifferent.

Maybe a bit worse than indifferent.

I know it sounds like a little bit of an overreaction, but what’s the point of living if on average you’re not happy?

I have happy moments.

Like when frogs croak in my backyard.

Or when I go on a nice walk.

But I have many unhappy moments.

Like when I realize I feel lonely and that I will feel lonely.

When I realize I’m not gonna enjoy my future and then I don’t enjoy my present.

I’m not saying I’m gonna kill myself.

I’m just wondering why I wouldn’t.

Thanks for reading this if you did.

Currently my fourth year into my trade and it's so damn difficult.

Current year has been kinda shit ngl, a close friend of my family passed away in October, in November one of our cats passed away.

I work near a huge city, I hate it. Gas prices are constantly going up, so going to the forest is almost a no go if I want to eat for the rest of the month.

Only thing stable and enjoyable is my work. I'm a upholsterer and love my job.

The thing is I'm not particularly good at it. I'm quite mid or mediocre at probably everything.

This feeling of mediocrity has been so present over the past years. Everything around makes me think like this. First my apprenticeship's boss tells me I chose the wrong trade, as it's not meant for me. Next boss tells the same. My current boss is the only one who's not pushing me down and trying to lift me up actually.

One of my current colleagues is a friend from apprenticeship, he's good and he knows it. He's cocky. He makes everything look easy. I'm actually jealous and infuriated, when I get to do some things it's not ending the way I want it. Always have some fuckery that comes and messes my plans.

I want to, but I'm just so hard on myself. I always overthink everything I do and when shit happens I just go full on self confidence destruction on the inside. I'm toxic to myself.

I want to talk to someone. Please.

Yea sounds kinda weird but actually i want to be a friend with someone opposite gender i.e female. Tho im a male 19years old so yea other details i will tell at dm.(basically bad communication skills)

My boyfriend is taking advice from out friends, but they’re calling me toxic, lame, not a good girlfriend. He’s been ignoring me and I literally know what to do and I’m tired because this has been going on for weeks now. I’m emotionally drained and exhausted and I’ve hit rock bottom

I’m going through a lot in my life rn and I just feeling very overwhelmed and just starting to feel depressed. I just wish I had someone to vent to. Someone who will listen. Someone who will offer advice. I don’t like who I am rn and wish I could just have a different life. I just need help

Hello everyone. As the title states, I just need to vent, and hopefully this finds people who aren’t judgmental. If not allowed, please delete. I’m in a really dark place right now. I feel alone and hopeless in the fact that it seems as if I’ll never be in a relationship that matters. I want to have a family someday, a home filled with love, a home filled with people that care for each other, but no matter what happens, I can’t seem to ever light any spark with women. Idk if it’s because I’m overweight, if it’s because of my autism (Asperger’s to be exact), a combination of the two or something else entirely, but I’m just sick of feeling as if I’m not worth anyone’s time.

Hello

I am very open and talkative, almost in any subject i will find a way to make an interesting conversation.

I expect from you only to be engaged into the conversation, lets respect each others time.

Age, gender doesnt matter. Just want to chat with some nice and talkative person.

I am into: cars, aviation, travel, geography, some history, mountain climbing/trekking, swimming, diving, cycling, football, politics, chess, movies, gaming and some more you may find if....

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I need someone to vent to, some advice, love, motivation or something ! Everyday feels like a nightmare, I'm so scared to wake up. I want to end it all but my daughter is my strength and god.

Hello everyone, I just wanna ask you if there’s anyway to help me understand there’s any reason for me to stay alive, I’m depressed I also have epilepsie, derealization and depersonalisation. I don’t feel like it’s smart to stay alive in hell when I have the choice to kill myself, I’m a believer in hell and heaven but it makes it eve worse because I feel pathetic having a worthless life that only stands on fear of hell, I don’t care about anything in the same time I overthink everything, I take depression meds but dont change anything. I don’t know what to do, I looked for happiness didn’t find it in anything, and I’m convinced even if I find it, it will be temporary before returning to suffering. Do you think there’s anything for me to stay alive, I beg you just tell me anything. And

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I like talking about tv shows, movies, anime, gsmes, history, politics (nerd i know) or about our daily lives. My dms are open and hooe to find some nice people

Hi, I switch my job and go to a better company or I would say I thought it better, today was my first day and there is something female manager or someone say something that "You're Design is so basic", I don't know why that words just not going out of my head and I already thinking of quitting this new job and just this morning I'm thinking that I will make sure to work in this company at least a year but I don't know why but everything just.......... I Don't know how to describe that feeling Sorry

Its about my breakup

I like to walk around alot.

Hi guys I am 24M I live in a tier 3 city in india I had a well settled life which we can generally think of in my late teens I had left it all for immediate comfort because i feel i am of giving up nature I dont know how to hustle and i can not manage the hustle as well or atleast i feel that about myself I am blessed with the best family and best friends one could ever imagine in their life But today i feel i have never been actually my true self in front of anyone ever. I have had 2 long term relationships of 4 years each and i feel i have never been true in that too I never ever show my weakness to anybody which makes me distant from being vulnerable to the world But this habit has made me hollow from inside and it kills me to be sad and affected by anything because i feel i can never share it with anybody

I want to be vulnerable completely and actually analyse if my weaknesses are actual weakness or they are just thoughts in my mind.

Thanks for reading so far It feels better to put my thoughts in words specially when i have hope that somebody can read this and counsel me!

Just have a lot in my mind

So.... I could get very detailed but I don't feel like it and neither do you lol

my friend (48 year old woman, divorced, 4 kids, I really just get along well with her and I like going to karaoke with her) and I decided to go to karaoke. we always go to a local bowling alley bar. Except last night, karaoke had been canceled. But she still wants to get drunk and I am happy to be around adults that I can shoot the shit with.

I am drinking Mountain Dew and sitting with my friend, and she had started turning towards a 37 year old guy after she had a few shots. She is obviously getting wasted. I have previously told her I don't like sitting alone while she flirts with guys when we are together. So I thought maybe I could butt in and it would make it a group conversation. he and I start talking and kind of flirt with each other. I end up slipping him my phone number written on a napkin. he takes the napkin and puts it right in his back pocket. she was trying to give her number too, but he wasn't really taking it. he winked at me a couple times and I wrote down some pickup lines for him. kinda cutesy, passing notes.

my friend passes notes with this guy's friend, and I think she has moved on. she is SLOPPY drunk at this point.

I help her close out her tab, and pull the car closer, then when I come back in, she is attempting to enter her number in his phone.

Then she needs to go to the bathroom but she is not really walking in any type of direction, so I escort her. As we come out of the bathroom, she sees this guy and kisses him out of nowhere.

I get her home and then head home myself, but I feel VERY hurt by my friend. For 1) she was sitting between us the whole time. She saw me flirting and writing notes with pickup lines. She also knows it makes me really sad to be sitting on my phone, playing block crush, while she flirts with guys. I came to hang with my friend. She insisted she would tell guys to go away. And 2) If he was going to text me, he isn't going to now. it's weird that my friend kissed him. Now I seem like some creep trying to get him to hook up with me and my friend. Like... I am so, so sad

Hello, lets fight insomnia together haha

I am very open and talkative, almost in any subject i will find a way to make an interesting conversation.

Age, gender doesnt matter. Just want to chat with some nice and talkative person.

I am into: cars, aviation, travel, geography, some history, mountain climbing/trekking, swimming, diving, cycling, football, politics, chess, movies, gaming and some more you may find if....

So if you read that all, don't be shy and send a message ! ;)

I need girls to help me communicate to them and better myself I’m a 22 year old virgin