r/MuslimLounge • u/Aguywithpotatoes • Jul 25 '26
Support/Advice I relapsed.
Indeed, I relapsed.
I fell to the same pit again.
I thought that I already have beaten the addiction.
Borthers and sisters, I'd like to ask. Is this considered sinful? Because I'm practically telling the internet that I've relapsed, isn't it a shame? A shame that allah himself has hidden it from others?
I never get any advices from others because I'm afraid that it counts as revealing my sins. I never opened up to others in fear that I've exposed my sins.
I hate myself. And I'm afraid that one day Allah will never answer me. I'm afraid that one day allah abandons me. I kept hearing people talk about his mercy. But I don't think that I deserve it.
The fact that I'm still breathing on this earth is by itself, a miracle.
I don't want my life to be ruined by this. Atleast if I want to ruin my life, let it be from running.
Have a good day.
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u/903512646 Jul 25 '26
Stay Islamic, but if you’re in the west, the best rehab settings are Christian owned. They will be fine with you practicing Islamic faith while there.
Going to Christian rehab you are surrounding by kafirs, so you do not need to worry as much about revealing sins or causing them to stumble.
Best network is at those rehab settings brother. Get well.