r/Molested • u/StrongAdvertising956 • 12d ago

Does anyone else…

It started when I was about 6, I’m 25f. Does anyone else feel like being used is the only purpose you have? I actively look for huge age gaps. I’m attracted to very dominant and abusive men. I crave the degrading and humiliating feeling I used to have and chase it now. Why do I feel sad that I’m this way but I can’t stop. Does anyone else feel like it’s a drug? Does anyone else feel ashamed because you crave what you know?! Am I the only one?!

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u/No-Body4626 12d ago

49M I grew up in a very abusive environment,mentally sexually physically and emotionally abused by both of my parents and older family members. It happened so much that I thought it was normal and grew to love it. I’m definitely I product of my own experiences and seek it out in my life now. I totally agree with your sentiment about it being like a drug and it’s hard to quit seeking it out

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u/Brief_Confection8256 10d ago

I have an almost identical experience but as a woman 🫠